HEY! How is everybody? Good? Good.

I DO NOT OWN SOUL EATER! *Walks to corner of shame*


Hi. My name is Maka. Maka Hope Albarn. When my mother gave me that name, she thought it was going to help with my life...

It hasn't.

I'm 17. I go to Shibusen High. I have dyslexia and depression. It's actually my fault. I have dyslexia, I got bullied, fell into depression. As simple as that. My mom's death didn't help with that. Leaving me in my dad's care. I hate him, all he does is gamble, drink, chase anything with a skirt, have sex, sleep, repeat. He tries to convince me he loves me it just doesn't work.

In a nutshell I'm not worth anyone's time.

"Miss. Maka, may I speak with you please?" Our last period teacher Mrs. Maire, asked me as I collected my things. I nodded. I never really was much of a talker. Not that I didn't talk at all, I talked when I had to. I wasn't a mute, I just didn't talk. I walk up to her desk as the final kids filed out of the room, rushing to go home.

"Miss. Maka, is everything okay?" She asks me putting her pen down and lacing her fingers under her chin to support her chin. She looked at me. I nodded. She raised a brow. No teacher really knew about me being bullied. Nor did anyone accsept the techers know about my disabilites.

"Are you sure? You can tell me if anything is bothering you. You know that right?" She asks. I nod. She sighs.

"You may go Miss. Maka" I hurry to my locker. When I get there I throw my shit in it. Not wanting to be there any longer. Suddenly, I feel someone looking at me. I ignore it, knowing who it is already.

"Maka?" I turn around. Pushing my glasses higher on my face. Hiding my eyes. It was Destiny.

"So? There is always something I have wanted to know. How have you been able to not be held back like 7 grades?" She asked. I closed my locker with my backpack containing my homework and shit. I shrug my shoulders, I was just as suprised as her. She slaps me.

"Bitch! When I ask a question, I want an answer you slut!" She shrieks at me. When someone walks up behind her.

"Seriously Destiny? This is what you go and do when you say your going to 'touch up makeup'?" A husky voice asks.

"Souly? Baby?" She asks. Her voice turned from venom to flirtatious in under 3 seconds.

"I'm not your boyfriend never will be. Your just an ass. So uncool." It was Soul. Just the number one heart throb of the school. Having every girl's heart accsept mine. Destiny ran away in tears. He turns his red eyes to me.

"You need help?" He asks reaching out to me. I quickly shake my head no. I run away.

I kept thinking abput what happened today, I couldn't get it out of my head. I look in my secret drawer and find my razor, I quickly cut myself with it. It just helps me relieve stress. I trace the faded other scars on both of my arms before I fall asleep.

As I walked up the staircase to Shibusen, a Guy came up to me.

"Hey, are you okay after yesterday?" I knew it was Soul. I nodded. Looking anywhere but him.

"Huh, you don't talk much do you?" He asks. I don't respond. I walk away from him, semi speed walking. I came to my next class sat down in my usual seat but this time Soul was sitting next to me. I simply take out my homework that I obviously failed. Miserably I might add. The albino pokes me, I turn to face him.

"I was wondering, do you wanna sit with me and my friends at lunch today? Don't worry Destiny won't be there." He says. I shake my head no. He sighs and looks at the teacher as she goes around for homework. The rest of the day wears on until lunch, I pay for my lunch and go on the roof to eat my taco.

SOULS POV

"I don't know what to do guys! It just seems like she can't trust us!" I say as I finish my taco. Everyone sighs.

"Well, maybie we should just give her time, Soul-kun. I have never heard that poor girl utter a word." The raven haired Tsubaki said. Capping off her water bottle.

"SHE JUST NEEDS TO SEE THE ALMIGHTY BLACK*STAR! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! OH, AND ALSO-" Black*Star shouts jumping on to the table. He got cut off by me.

"I doubt that would help." I sigh. After I told all of my friends about what happened yesterday, everyone recomended that we try to get her some friends.

It's harder than it looks.

"GIRAFFES!" Patty shouts out of nowhere.

"Maybie the girl's and I can take her for a girl's day." Liz said fixing her hair. I shake my head no.

"Nah, yesterday, she was wearing some high tops, jeans and a red t shirt. Not to mention the pigtails," I chuckle a little at the last staement.

"Overall, not the best idea in the world. She didn't look like the kind of girl that asks to go to the bathroom during class and fix makeup, not that she was wearing any yesterday." I finish. Throwing my Gatorade away. The bell rings for 7th period. I see the seat next to Maka was empty. So I quickly took it.

"Hi." I say simply. She simply glances at me and gives me a non-sinsere smile. Just- trying- to- have- manners. Kind of smile. Before I can continue, the teacher Stien comes in with our papers. Our test. I probably failed.

"So, class. The test scores where all over the place. Some of you did well," He handed Ox's test to him as she said this.

"Some of you, not so well." He finished. Handing a test to me and Maka. Maka didn't look suprised on her grades. I got a 50, doesn't suprise me. I never study.

Ever.

After school ended. I met Maka at her locker. She looked at me.

"Hey, um, I was uh, wondering if you wanted to.. come to my house today?" I ask. She shrugs her shoulders.

"Because, only one of my other friends are gonna be there anyway." I didn't want to mention who it was. She slowly nods her head okay. I smirk, showing off my shark like teeth. We walk over to my motorcycle. She just looks at it. Then up at me.

"Don't worry, I have a lisence." I chuckle. She sighs and gets on. She wraps her hands around my torso. We speed of to my apartement.

When we get there, Black*Star is sitting on my doorstep.

"HEY MAKA! HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE IN THE PRESENCE OF A GOD AGAIN?" Black*Star shouts. Wrapping an arm around Maka's neck. She semi smiles.

"Wait, you two know each other already?" Maka nods.

"We are childhood friends. I tried to tell you at lunch, but you cut off your god!" Black*Star finshes.

As we all walk in to my apartment, I grab sodas for everyone. When I come back Black*Star is talking to Maka.

"So, Maka still a little silent one huh?" He asks, she nods. Suddenly, a little bark comes from the corner of a room. A little teacup yorkie come out and instantly seats itself on Maka.

"That's my cousin's dog. Her name is Ali. She seems to really like you. My cousin didn't want her anymore, so now she's mine. Unless, you want her." I say. As she starts petting her.

"MAKA LOVES ANIMALS ALMOST AS MUCH AS SHE WORSIPS HER GOD! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" Black*Star shouts. Maka is just sitting there sipping her soda. She just rolls her eyes at the staement. Then Black*Star wispers to me,

"Dude, trust me she wants the dog." I look at her. I feel like Ali could bring some light her way.

"Maka, you could keep her. I'll give all her stuff." I say getting a plastic bag ready for all of Ali's stuff. I just put her food and bed inside alone with her bowls. I hand it to Maka,

"Here." She smiles the first sincere smile I have ever seen appear on that face. Black*Star sort of just disspaeared so it was just Me, Maka, and Ali. I sit on the couch.

"So, uh, if you don't mind me asking, why are you so quiet?" I ask. She sighs and looks at me through her glasses.

"Well, it all started when I was in 2nd grade, I found out I had dyslexia. I wasn't as smart as the other kids. It was all fine until 4th grade and kids started to just bully me for fun. No one knew about it. The 'it' being my dyslexia. Around 6th grade I fell into depression from all the bullying," I was sort of suprised on how much she was talking.

"it just got worse and worse, I didn't tell anyone because I doubt anyone would care. The day I worked up all the courage I had to tell my mom, she died. My dad wouldn't care. So, iv'e sort of just been living with it It wasn't until 8th grade that the bullying got worse. People where calling me slut and whore. I just sort of gave up my fight and fell into depression. None of the pills helped. So I just sort of stopped taking them. The end." I was staring at her in shock. This chick's had a shitty freaking life. I have no other choice.

I hug her. She slowly hugs back.

"Maka, I am going to say this right now. You have had a shitty life. It's going to stop, now." I say. She laughs a little. She looks at me,

"You know, that was the longest I have ever talked to anyone. Before 2nd grade I was a pretty shy kid anyways." She says.

"Do you want to sit with me and my friends now?" I ask. She looks away like she's thinking. She looks back at me.

"Um, sure?" She says a little nervous. I can understand why though.

"Don't worry, my friends are just about the friendliest people I have ever met." I reasure her. I look at the time on my tv. 7:52.

"Wow, look at the time, glad we don't have any homework, huh?" She laughs and nods. Ali in her backpack her little head sticking out. I walk up to Maka's bag I hold Ali's little head in my hands.

"Ali, don't you dare chew, piss, or shit on anything okay? I gonna miss you." Maka laughs from above me.

"That was very sincere." She says.

"See you tomarrow?" I ask. As she walks out of the complex. She nods. She waves goodbye and starts walking home.

MAKAS POV

As I walked home with Ali, I was thinking about tomarrow. I know Soul said that his friends are the nicest people ever, but that's probably because he's their friends. What if they judge me? I walk into my empty house I walk up to my room and set Ali on my bed. She sat there and looked around curiously. I set down her bed and bowls and put food and water in them. I grabbed some newspaper and put it down by her bed. It looked very homey.

"Ali, come here, come here Ali" I say patting my legs for her to come once she's in front of me, I direct her to her bed and she instantly sets herself down in it getting comfy. I set myself down on my own bed. I sigh.

"Ali, have met Soul's friends before? Besides Star? Are they nice? I hope they are." I say knowing she can't understand me. I turn on my ihome that's connected to my phone and listen to some music. Shakira comes on, I like Spanish music because it helps me remember my mom. She was Spanish and she would listen to it all the time. As I listened, I thought about how I told Soul my story, I was glad I left out the cutting though, (if you're wondering that started in 7th grade). There was silence signaling I got a text. It was an unknown number though. I look a the text.

Hey, its Soul

Hi

How is Ali?

Fine

I look at the time. 9:40. Wow Soul lived really far away from me.

I gotta go

K, bye

I put my phone back on the ihome to charge. I go to take a shower.

After I took a shower. I changed into my pjs. Witch really aren't pjs, they're sweatpants and a big t shirt. I climb into bed and snuggle into my covers.

"Night Ali." I get a little beep in return. In minutes I'm in sleep.

TIME SKIP MORNING

I get up with a hyper little puppy on my chest. Jumping and barking. Obviously happy I was awake I hold her in my arms as I get up. I relize my glasses are in her mouth. I grab them and put them on.

"Alright, alright, Ali, I'm up." She licks me in return. I laugh. I give her food and water and I get myself together. I wore a moss green t shirt like my eyes, some jeans and my usual pigtails. I put on some army boots and I'm out the door with my bag.

"Bye Ali!" I shout from the top of the stairs. She barks in return. I just couldn't understand why Soul's cousin wouldn't want that dog. When I get to school, a group of kids crowd me. Like I was Justin Bieber or something.

"So this is Maka, huh?" Someone asks. Very jumpy and cheery.

"She is symettrical, very nice." Someone else says, sophisticated.

"Everyone! Give her some fucking space!" A blue haired god screams making every turn their head to him.

"Your attention should be on me! Not that." He said 'not that' plainly, pointing at me. The bell rings and I run to my first period class. I pant out of breath in my seat.

"What made you run so fast?" Someone asks me.

"A bunch of *pant* kids *pant, pant* mobbed me." I say quietly. He laughs and sits next to me. The bell rings as the rest of the class piles in. The teacher, Mrs. Marie, claps her hands together.

"Good morning class!" She says happily.

"Good morning Mrs. Maire." We all say sleepily. It was Friday. We all wanted to go home.

"I SAID GOOD MORING CLASS!" She shouts.

"Good morning Mrs. Maire!" We all say more happily. She smiles.

"So first of all, tests will be handed back today. Most of you did well, some of you, not so much." She had papers in her hands.

"Ox." She says as he walks up for his test.

"Kim."

"Killik."

"Liz."

"Black*Star." He jumps up to get his test.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! YOUR GOD GOT A 76!" He shouts going back to his seat. I slam my head on my desk. Soul just chuckles. The names wear on and on, until..

"Maka." She says. I walk up to get my test. Everyone was eyeing me. I whent back to my seat. As class weared on, it was finally time for lunch. I was about to go on the roof when someone grabbed my wrist.

"Don't you remember what you said?" Soul asks me. I sigh and nod. Following him to the cafe`. He leads me to a table with 5 kids sitting at it. He takes his, I think, his usual seat. There's one next to him, I sit there.

"Maka, this is Kidd, Liz, Patty, Tsubaki, and you already know Black*Star." He says. I wave a hello.

"You don't talk much do you?" The tall blonde asks me. I nod my head a little no. The popular chicks walk to our table.

"Well look who it is, little miss dumbass sitting at a big kid table." Medusa said. Destiny chuckling next to her. I get up and run to my roof, I always felt safe there.

"Maka." Someone says after awhile. I turn around to see Soul. He walks up and sits next to me.

"Sorry about that. If it makes you feel any better, everyone, especially Liz, yelled at them the second you ran out." He says. I give a little smile. That really didn't help. He looks at me like I've gone insane for a moment and grabs my arm. Turning it palm up.

"Maka, why?" He says looking at my arm, trying to count all the scars I had.

"It makes me feel better." I wisper, he only faintly heard me.

"Those little fuckers made you do this Maka?" He asks me, anger in his voice like he was going to go all godzilla on someones ass. I faintly nod, looking anywhere but him.

"Maka! Soul!" Everyone was on the roof now, I quickly hide my arm. Looking away from everyone. Soul gets up and walk up to them leaving me alone finally. After a couple of minutes everyone walks up to me. I look up at them.

"I believe we did not meet properly. My name is Kidd." I give him a fake semi smile. Everyone was buying it accsept Soul.

"The name's Liz, and the giraffe entusiast is my sister Patty." She says pointing to the little blonde jumping around.

"Hello, my name is Tsubaki." The raven haired girl said to me giving me a smile. I fake smiled back...

The day weared on and on. It was finally time to go home and I couldn't be happier. I just anted to leave this hellhole. That the PTA called a school. I ran out of the school and ran home. I slammed my door shut and ran to my room and smashed my face into my pillow. I started sobbing, it wasn't even 5 minutes later that I felt something wimper and press it's nose against my arm covering my face. I lift my head up to see Ali, she licks my nose and she cuddles against my 34C chest. I sniffle and laugh a little, a little.

"You little perv." I say as she sits there, I end up falling asleep eventually. Ali stuffed in my chest.

I wake to find the doorbell go off. Ali running towards the door barking her ass off, me following close behind. I open the door to find Soul there. I pick up Ali as I look at him.

"You left your phone at school." He says handing me my phone. I nod my head in thanks.

"No problem, hey, you mind if I come in?"

Yes, I mind very much, becuase you interupted my crying/sleeping fit that I would like to get back to. Thank you very much.

Instead I make way for him to come in. My mom before she died she was a model so I got most of her money. I used the rest to get a restaining order from my father.

SOULS POV

As I walk into Maka's house, it was freaking huge. It was a quarter of Playboy Mansion size. As I look along the walls to find many Vouge framed magazines. On the cover, there was a woman who looked almost like a reflection of Maka, down to the cup size. I sit down on her plush couch as she brings out some root beer for the both of us.

"So, uh, Maka? I wanted to talk to you about something." I say as she sits on the recliner. Ali comes to my lap and sits down in it. I pet her. She shrugs her shoulders as if to say ask away.

"Your cutting, I haven't even known you that long and I know your cutting is getting out of control. You need to do something about it, Maka." I say firmly. I take a sip from my root beer I look at her. Her lips seen to move for about the fourth time today.

"It's just that, no one's ever cared about me this much before. Besides my mom. It's hard adjusting to that kind of stuff. I'm so usted to doing it it just seems like a way of life for me." She says quietly. Rubbing the insides of her arms with her thumbs as she looks away from me. I sigh,

"Maka, you have friends that care about you now. Me Liz, Tsubaki, Black*Star and others. We are there for you to socalize with and we care about you. You don't have to do that anymore. You don't have to be an anti-social girl anymore. We are there to listen to you. To have fun with you, to be your friend." I say. She nods. I begin again.

"You have to promise me that this," Refering to her arms.

"is going to stop. You promise?" She nods. I smile.

"Good. So anyways, my house is sort of being fumagated. And I need a place to stay.. so, uhh" I say scratching the back of my head. She smiles and nods her head yes. I sigh of relief.

"I'll show you to the guest room." She says getting up Ali following close behind. The halls where decked with vintage albums, Vouge magazines, old band posters, it was overall pretty cool. She opens the door to a white room, I walk in. I turn to face her.

"Make yourself at home." She walking away. I was left sitting there in a white room. She peeks her head through the doorframe.

"Dinner in 15." She says. Ali following her walking out. After awhile, I hear Maka talking to someone as I walk out of my room.

"Sí, tengo un perro ahora. Su nombre es Ali. Ella es la cosa más diminuta nunca, no es broma." (Yeah, I have a dog now. Her name is Ali. She is the tiniest thing ever, not kidding)

Was she speaking.. Spanish? What the fuck?

"Ustedes son idiotas. ¿En serio? Usted saltó de un tejado y se rompió el brazo y la pierna? ¿Qué van a hacer contigo?" (You people are idiots. Seriously? You jumped off a roof and broke your arm and leg? What are they gonna do with you?) She says facepalming. Her hand runs down her face.

She looks behind her and sees me. She talks back into the phone.

"Me tengo que ir, tengo compañía." (I gotta go, I have company.) She suddenly blushed a new shade of dark red.

"¡No! Él no es mi novio! No es más que un amigo." (No! He's not my boyfrend! He's just a friend.)

"Cállate." (Shut up.)

She ends her call as she groans. She hands me my food as she takes a seat across from me.

"Having family in another country is so annoying." She says.

"Didn't you say you had dyslexia? How did you lean Spanish?" I ask shoving a forkfull of food in my mouth.

"Spanish was my first language, English was my second language. You have no idea how hard it was to learn it. I stumble on words today." She says.

"If you don't mind me asking, how can you afford all of this?" I ask gesturing to the quarter of a Playboy mansion. She swallows her food.

"My mom, before she died she was a world famous model. In her will, she said when she dies, I get her money." She says.

"This is really good food. I want some leftover to take home." I say. Finishing my food and putting my plate away. She smiles and blushes a little... We eat in silence then. I finish my food and head to my room... could this be true?

Was I falling for Maka?


I would've updated sooner but I have been playing a Creepypasta game I found called the Luna Game. Also, I have been OBSESSED with Blue Exorcist...