Going to Harvard that's all she ever wanted and now that she had accomplished the goal and was stepping into a new life at the

Going to Harvard that's all she ever wanted and now that she had accomplished the goal and was stepping into a new life at the school she didn't feel like she accomplished much.  She was excited at the new prospect of going to the school, studying and meeting new people yet there was something missing, an empty void, which she needed to fulfill. 

            She let of Dean, 2 years ago, after getting back together with him they slowly drifted.  It wasn't that she didn't love him but it was the fact that she wasn't in love with him.  The spark that they once had was gone, it became a routine practiced everyday, there was no excitement, and no butterflies in the stomach all the things that made love love. As her junior year at Chilton started it was a rocky start due to Paris and her jealousy but with them both working on the paper it brought the two girls to some sort of understanding and a sort of friendship.  Tristan on the other hand avoided her at all costs the last two years.  Graduation was the first time they had a real conversation since the last day of sophmore year.