The gangs POV's to Barney's speech to Robin.
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Robin's POV!
I love everything about her and I'm not a guy who says that lightly. I'm the guy who faked his love- his entire life. I thought love was just something idiots felt but this woman has a hold on my heart that I could not break if I wanted to. And there have been times that I wanted to. It has been overwhelming and humbling and even painful, at times, but I could never stop loving her than I could stop breathing. I am hopelessly, irretrievably in love with her. More than she knows.
"At first I thought Barney was joking trying to play down is speech but he did look serious but it turns out he was being sincere." I stood there watching Barney go on and on about how much he loves me and all I can do is look like a dear caught in the headlights of a car. Barney is just pouring all of this out now? Why?, Okay I know I have been in denial about Barney's feelings for me this entire time but he does look serious and sincere. So, I continue looking at him say these beautiful things about me and I just can't believe what I'm hearing come from Barney of all people I never thought Barney ever thought this way about me because he didn't say anything like that last year when we wanted to get back together and I chose Kevin over him. But, all of a sudden he comes in and said the most wonderfully things about me it's just so sweet that he thinks of me like this.
So, yes I have been wanting to break up with Nick for the longest time I just didn't find the right time or the right things to say to him. I have never been good at breakups when I breakup with someone usually I make some excuse that didn't even seem right to me and again this time I'm still dancing around this breakup. I have my reasons for breaking up with Nick, at first I thought it was being bored but then when the gang pointed out that he's not so smart and now I see it. I guess being blind to his amazing abs didn't help me realize just how stupid Nick is. Anyway, I now have another reason to breakup with Nick but again I'm not good with breakups.
As Barney finishes his speech all I can do is keep staring at him those words that he said was just amazing and beautiful and so sweet I have never had anyone say something so amazing like that to me but Barney did and I don't know what to say or do. I want to just jump into his arms, God knows how much I've missed his arms around me but I don't. So, when Barney turns to me and gives me a slight smile with a wink I thought maybe he didn't mean anything of what he said.
So, after we leave Splitsville after Nick left with those two women Barney and I left and as we walked down the street I just had to ask.
"I'll Give you this, you were pretty convincing."
"Hey, tricking good-looking idiots is kinda my thing."
I knew he would keep playing this off as a joke but I am serious so I had to continue to asked.
"No, you were really convincing." I say now facing him, I place my hand on his chest and looked straight into his eyes as I said what I want to say and hoped that he would give a meaningful response.
"Please, I was bro-ing you out." I knew he would just keep playing this off but I am serious and with what he said back at Splitsville I thought he would be serious too but he isn't. But, then he says something else just as I thought he wouldn't say anything and kept playing this off as a play.
"Any longer and I would've had to kiss you." And, damn just as I wanted to kiss him my phone rings and I answer it but really I didn't want to at first.
"Patrice." Damn this woman just doesn't want to leave me alone. I think she's in love with me or something.
So, she gives a little scream and starts talking about the Special Day Of Fun video Barney had sent her and now I'm pissed off. After I hang up on Patrice I focus again on Barney.
"Oh, you know what I forgot to do." Barney says giving me this I'm sorry face with a little laugh which pisses me off more.
"You jerk!" I push him shacking my head and rolling my eyes in discussed.
Well that did it all that pent up tension that was there a few minutes ago isn't there now and everything I wanted to say didn't get said so Barney and I just said goodnight and we both went our separate ways back home.
Please read/review I love reading what you all say. I will post the next chapter tomorrow it will be Barney's POV and after that it will be Marshall, Lily and Ted's POV's.
