Hey all. Those of you who've read my other fics Past To Present or Shadows Of A Secret Past....I just got my computer fixed. But I also what to go back and re-write them. I want to fix my mistakes and make it better. So please be patient with me, ok? Anywayz here's a little some (that I could have written better) came to me at 3 in the morning while watching WR and trying to go to sleep. So, uh, enjoy I guess. Oh yeah the title is suppose to mean "Protect" but I'm not sure if it does or not.
Disclaimer: Are Tsume and Toboe fu...wait PG-13...uh kissing and/or making out all the time? No? Well damn then I guess I don't know it.
Fusegu
I am a Protector.
And because of it the World is coming to an end. I feel guilty because of it, but there is nothing I can do. I knew the moment I met Tsume what was going to happen. I guess that's why when he told me to leave I did. I was hoping it was a mistake. I was hoping I would be older. I was hoping it would be later. I was hoping it wouldn't happen at all.
I hoped wrong, of course.
The others doesn't know. Why I am the only one to remember the past times...the only one who knows...I wish I knew why I am the only one to know. It wouldn't be so hard to keep up this act. This naivete. This innocence. But that's Life for you.
Take it or leave it.
Course you're probably wondering what the hell I'm talking about now, aren't you? The Chosen One will lead us to Paradise while the three Protectors will make sure the Chosen lives to find it.
We have yet to make it.
Each time we come close something happens. So we have to start all over again. I don't remember many. I know we've done this thousands of times. I do remember most of what happened last time. Kiba always wants to find Paradise and we have no choise but to follow. I know that whenever I meet one of them that we're about to start our journey again. Our quest.
Our destiny.
I've always believed Tsume should have been the Chosen One, but I'm glad he's not. It is said the Chosen One already has a Life-Soul Mate. Who that is I don't know. Hige and Tsume don't understand why they feel they should always follow Kiba. No one understands but me. Its hard but I'm content. At least Tsume's always around. And, of course, in each Life something different happenes. We'll have parents in this one. None for the next two. Only child. Youngest of ten. It always changes. It's never the same. Wheather that's good or bad I'm not for sure. Merely how things are.
The World is getting worse.
That means we're getting closer to Paradise. Maybe this time we'll make it. Though I really doubt it. We never make it. I'm sure one day we will. After all why else would the Fates have chosen us to go and find it? No matter how long it takes, wheather it's today or a million more years from now we'll reach it. Finally one day we'll reach it. Like I told Kiba the very first time we meet long ago in the past,
'"Paradise or Hell I'll continue and always will follow you."'
Till this day I have kept true to my word. But well I guess I have to go now. Its time to get moving again. I know we're getting closer to Paradise with each step we take. But I feel, deep inside my very bones, I know we're not going to make it. We'll have to try in the next Life of ous. I'll always follow Kiba. I'll always put up with Hige's silly antics. And I'll always put up with Tsume's cold, harsh behavior. I'm only one of the three, but still...
...I'm a Protector.
