Hi guys, I know what you think... New story?! WTH?! Yeah, yea it's a new story. I've been just kind of getting this in my head. I know I've got Alive to finish and Friends or Girlfriends... but I'm so stuck with it... And bored with it. I can't help it...

Anyways. I hope you like this one. Enjoy the chapter.


1.

"Katie! Katie, I've been calling you for over twenty minutes! What are you up to? You've been locked up in your room all night." Mrs. Knight said and walked up the stairs to her daughter's room. "I know the boys were noisy last night, but they were celebrating!" She chuckled a bit. "Sweetie, come on out and we'll have some brunch together." Jennifer said and knocked on the door. "Sweetie?"

"A-And... w-w-when I opened t-the door... S-S-She was..." Mrs. Knight choked out and sobbed loudly, hiding her face in her hands.

"Mommy..." Kendall said sadly and hugged her, wiping his own tears with the back of his hand. "It's okay." He said, but himself knew it was a big lie.

Just an hour or so earlier, his mother had gone upstairs to his younger sister Katie's room and found her dead in her bed. The woman had screamed so loudly that she'd woken not only the four boys in the apartment up, but pretty much the entire floor. Kendall had shot out of bed like a bullet and ran out to see what had happened. He found both his mother and his baby sister in the girl's room. In the dark.

Police had been called to the apartment and by now the place was swarming with medics, police officers and investigators. James, Logan and Carlos were all being questioned in another room, but Kendall was allowed to stay by Mrs. Knight's side, since she would break down as soon as he left.

"Mrs. Knight, I know this must be... extremely hard... but we have to know what happened." The female police officer said softly, placing a gentle hand on the red haired woman's shoulder. "We might find out what really happened, if it was an accident, or... if it was intentional..." She said and frowned a bit.

"Oh, my sweet little baby girl." Mrs. Knight cried and sobbed into her son's shoulder. "She wouldn't do anything like that, would she?!" She asked and sobbed again. Kendall gulped and shook his head.

"It's alright, mother. I-I... I'm sure she's..." He mumbled. "Please, mom..." He whined and wiped his eyes again.

"Mrs. Knight." The police officer said.

"I-I found her in bed. A-At first I thought she was just asleep." Mrs. Knight said. "S-She was just lying there and... I-I was going to w-wake her up." She cried and paused to sob again. Kendall's grip on her tightened and he tried his best not to start crying, more than he already way. "But... she wasn't just sleeping... s-she wasn't breathing a-a-and I checked closer and... she was..."

"Hush, mom... it's okay." Kendall mumbled, when the woman once again burst out crying.

"My baby girl... My little baby." Mrs. Knight wailed and cried so hard she could just barely breathe. "My l-little baby girl."

"I'm truly sorry, Mrs. Knight." The police officer said, genuinely sad. "We have our best investigators looking into it right now." She promised.

"Officer Sean." A man in a weird jacket said, exiting Katie bedroom. "We found a note." Kendall was up quicker than lightning.

"A-A note?!" He asked. "P-Please! Please, we need to see it." He begged, still holding on to his mother. "Please!" He begged and looked at the female officer that he just spoke to. She nodded and the man brought the note to her and she handed it over to Kendall.

"Would you like some privacy while reading?" She asked and smiled carefully at Kendall. He nodded and she got up to join the man and discuss something about the cause of death.

"M-Mom... W-We got a note." Kendall said and sat back down. "D-Do you want me to read it for you?" He asked. Mrs. Knight looked up at him, eyes puffy from crying. She frowned and nodded before hiding her face in her son's chest.

Dear Mom.

By the time you read this. I'll hopefully be gone. Hopefully, I died before you found me. Hopefully, I didn't break your heart more than I did while alive. Hopefully, you'll be better off without me. Don't cry for me, your tears won't help. Don't mourn me, I don't deserve it. Don't remember me, forget I ever existed.

Katie.

"M-My god..." Kendall choked out and gulped. "W-Why'd she... S-She..." He whined and dropped the note on the table. "Why?!" He yelled and got up from his seat, leaving his mother on the couch by herself. "Why?" He yelled and slammed his fist into the dining table, making a loud bang echo around in the apartment. Kicking the closest chair over and breaking the vase standing on the table.

His roommate came into the room and frowned when he saw the blond. "Kendall." James said and walked up to the blond that kept breaking things and kicking over chairs. "Kendall!" James said and grabbed the blond's wrists. "Calm down." He said. Kendall glared at him and tried to get out of his grip.

"Let go!" He shouted and got one of his wrists free and punched James straight in the chest. "Let go of me you fucking jerk!" The blond shouted and slammed his fist into James chest over and over again.

"Kendall... calm down." James said and wrapped his arms around Kendall, but he just kept struggling and kicking and shouting at James to let him go. The brunet however, didn't budge and just stood there, embracing his friend until he had calmed down and resorted to crying.

"I can't do this." Kendall whined. "Why would she ever...?" James hushed at him and sighed quietly.

They were soon joined by the rest of the boy band and the two shorted boys felt their hearts sink when they saw their usually strong and brave leader in tears, completely breaking down. Logan went over to the couch and tried to console the red haired woman, while Carlos just stood around, unsure of what to do.

When they were finally left alone, when the apartment was emptied of police officers, investigators and medics and Katie's body was taken away, what was left of the Knight family and the three other boys all sat down by the dinner table. Food was put out and ready, but no one ate.

"I'm going to bed." Kendall said and got up. Hurrying to the room he shared with James and closed the door behind him. Mrs. Knight frowned.

"He's not taking this too well..." She said quietly and sighed, putting the tableware down. "Oh, what should I do?" She asked and sighed. James wrapped an arm around her and patted her back.

"Don't worry, Mrs. Knight. We'll take care of Kendall. You just focus on getting by." He said. "And don't hesitate to ever ask anything from us. We're grown ups as well. We can do more than you think." He said. The woman smiled tiredly.

"Thank you, sweetheart." She said and placed a hand on the pretty boy's cheek. "You boys... You'll get through this, won't you?" She asked.

"W-We can get through anything!" Carlos assured. "We're best friends."

"I think I should go and check on Kendall." James said and got up. "Thank you, for the food." he said and smiled a bit before making his way over to the bedroom. He sighed a bit and tried to gather himself before he stepped inside. He heard faint sobbing coming from inside and the soft whimpers of the person he'd never thought he'd see or hear cry. James frowned a bit but put on his famous Diamond-smile before he went inside.


It's different from what I usually write. But so far I kinda like it.

Feel free to leave a review. It makes me quite happy. Oh, and stay tuned for the next chapter, will ya? :)