OHAYO GOZAIMASU MINA-SAN this is like my very frist by first i mean very first fan fic


I DO NOT OWN SKIP BEAT

If you ask me honestly i did not plan on liking her. I mean I did plan on becoming this obsess about her it all started when i found out that she was the little girl from my childhood, I was so happy I wanted to tell her immediately but i was afraid , afraid of how she will look at me afraid of what she will say I was afraid of her running away from me after all i have been so mean to her ever since she enter the company ,that is to be expected haha i am so pathetic to let my self be so shaken by a 17 year old high school girl any way when i found out that she was the little girl from my childhood ,I started being nicer to her.

To my surprise she was still the nice manner girl that made me very happy .Then she called me her sempai , yeah I am her respectable sempai (who day dream about having her in my bed (haha)of course i did not see her as a kohai I saw her as a dear friend that i need to protect and guide she was like ... hum a little sister yes she was like my precious and cute little sister (smile), but the shocking truth that i found out later was that as we grow our feelings also changes

The first time i notice that i no longer see her as a little sister but as a woman was when she helped me with my lines I was so so surprised to see how fast she was growing as a woman and actress I was happy and proud of her .But then something else change i notice how kind and smart and gentle and humble how beautiful she is and how she glows when she smile and how she does not judge other people started to notice all of this little things about her how she will fall in love with anything that has to do with fairy tail how she will become a little bubble when she is talking about her favorite food i am telling you she the cutest woman i have ever met.

Then the worst came she was everywhere she was in my dream on my scripts in my fantasies (yeah i know why would a grow up be doing well well let just say that i have a very weird hobby) even when i am acting i see her it's like she took over my brain i turn into her slave she had me in this sweet sweet prison her love was the chains that were tying me down and the worst was that i was falling in love with every second .

My passion for her awaken another feeling deep inside of me I hated my self for loving her how dare I a bloody murder even have the nerve to have these feeling for such an innocent maiden like her i was Discuss with my shameless feelings i wanted to erase them to ANNIHILATE them to trow them away but yet yet something the real me the part of me that is kuon held on to them dearly.

The worst part that come with these feelings is not being able to tell her not being able to hold her not being able to touch nor kiss her. I want her all for my self and no one else yeah i know i am very selfish but that is how the real me is selfish and cruel i began to hate when she smiles at other guys other than me i hate how she get so work up for that jerk i hate how he knows the right button to push to get the emotion that he want s i hate i really hate it . i despite the emotion that guy make me feel it is not an emotion a human being should even feel i... Ren turn his head and see that it was 3:50 and he have to wake at 5 for work so he decided to go to sleep and finish his writing his little secrets.

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