Disclaimer: I don't own the Harry Potter characters or Kelly Clarkson's song, Addicted.
A/N: This story is about Hermione's obsession with Draco Malfoy. They had a one night fling, which she can't forget about. She fell in love, he just wanted a good fuck. This is a one shot.
It's like you're a drug
It's
like you're a demon I can't face down
It's
like I'm stuck
It's
like I'm running from you all the time
Why can't I stop. Why did it have to be him. We agreed no strings attached. Why are there strings?
And
I know I let you have all the power
It's
like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's
like you're a leech
Sucking
the life from me
All I can think of is you. I can't do anything without the thoughts of you. You are what I need.
It's
like I can't breathe
Without
you inside of me
I need you in me. I need to feel you inside. I need you to fuck me. I just need you.
And
I know I let you have all the power
And
I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
I can't stop. You are what I need. I need you veerytime I see you. You have consumed me.
It's
like I can't breathe
It's
like I can't see anything
Nothing
but you
I'm
addicted to you
I am yours. Truly lost in you. You are my drug. You are what I need to keep on living. Someone please help. I need what I cannot have. What the hell am I doing?
It's
like I can't think
Without
you interrupting me
In
my thoughts
In
my dreams
You've
taken over me
You've taken my sleep. I cannot think of anything but you. No sleeping, no eating. Can't you see what you are doing to me? Am I that invisible now? Dammit, just fucking listen to me.
It's
like I'm not me
It's
like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
What
am I supposed to do without you? Where am i supposed to go, how am I
supposed to find pleasure in anyone else's touch?
It's
like I'm giving up slowly
It's
like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave
me alone
I need to get rid of you, but how can I do it? I've tried. I slept with Harry I fucked the hell out of Ron. They were good, but they weren't you. How can I make the thought of you go always?
And
I know these voices in my head
Are
mine alone
And
I know I'll never change my ways
If
I don't give you up now
You must need me as much as I need you. Am I the only one haunted? Please someone answer me!
It's like I can't breathe
It's
like I can't see anything
Nothing
but you
I'm
addicted to you
The thoughts of everything we did. No one could ever fuck me like that. No one can ever show me the best sides of both world. You gave me pleasure and pain.
It's
like I can't think
Without
you interrupting me
In
my thoughts
In
my dreams
All thoughts of good grades and live beyond this hell have been erased. My dreams are littered with thoughts of you. Thoughts of what we did.
You've
taken over me
It's
like I'm not me
It's
like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I
need a fix
I need you now, so where are you? I need another go. I'm like a crack addict trying to get my next hit. Please, make my dreams come true. Please give me what no one else can!
I
can't take it
Just
one more hit
I
promise I can deal with it
I'll
handle it, quit it
Just
one more time
Then
that's it
Just
a little bit more to get me through this
I
promise I can stop. I just need you one more time. After that I'm
done. Just like that. Cold turkey. No more. You'll never hear
from me again.
It's
like I can't breathe
It's
like I can't see anything
Nothing
but you
I'm
addicted to you
How can you not see it? How can everyone be so fucking blind? I'm right here you dumb fuck. Give me what I want! I want you!
It's
like I can't think
Without
you interrupting me
In
my thoughts
In
my dreams
You've
taken over me
It's
like I'm not me
It's
like I'm not me
I'm never going to be me. You changed me. Why can't I go back? Because of you. You ruined what I had. I'm not me. And it's because of everything you did. Just everyone go.. Let me live in my hell alone. Alone forever, unless you save me.
A/N Gives new meaning the pharse you can't always get what you want. Hope you liked it. If you did please review! Thanks!
