A/N: Hi everyone this is my first EVER fanfic so sorry for any errors.
Sooo...enjoy!

EVERYONE I HAVE SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY! THIS STORY NEEDS ALOT OF CHANGES AND I'M CHANGING AND WORKING ON IT ... I KNOW ON CHAPTER 4-6 THERE IS ALOT OF GRAMMER. I HAVE CAME BACK TO THIS STORY A YEAR NOW, AND I'M TRYING TO FIX THE MISTAKES AS FAST AS I CAN...PLEASE BEAR WITH ME AND ENJOY THE STORY! I AM WORKING PIECE BY PIECE. I HAVE FIXED CHAPTER 2 AND 3 BUT I AM NOW DOING 1 AND 4 SO PLEASE TAG ALONG AND WAIT! I AM UPDATING AT THE MOMENT! :(

Disclamier: I have to tell you all something so sad...I DON'T OWN INUYASHA

"Cryes"

'Thoughts'

"Words"


Rin hummed to herself as she put things that she would need tomorrow in her messenger bag. ''The first day of school is tomorrow.'' Rin thought nervously ''All I have to do is get through this year without any drama. I'll be like a ghost, walking out of the walls and away from here!'' When she finished her cleaning, she realised that she hadn't made her father's dinner yet. She jumped up and gulped as she tiptoed down the stairs and prayed to God that her father hadn't noticed her mistake. Unfortunately for her, the man wasn't listening.

"What took you so long you ungrateful hore!" Her father cursed angrily at her from the bottom of the steps. Rin was used to him calling her those names but it still hurt.

"Where is my dinner? Do you know how long I've been waiting wench?" her father said staring down at her angrily and Rin rung her sweaty palms because she knew what was to come.

"Sorry I, I had to-" she started but was interrupted by a hard slap to her face. "I could care less of your lies you ungrateful shit. NOW GO COOK MY FOOD!" he yelled and then stormed back to his room.

"I have to cook father's meal." She said as she set the pot full of water to boil on the stove a silver lining in her dark cloud popped into her head. ''Well at least I'll be away from him tomorrow.''

Rin awoke the next morning to the irratating sound of her alarm clock. She hit the 'off' button and began to get ready. She went to her bathroom and cut on the shower and as she waited for the water to warm up, she went to her closet to find a suitable outfit. Rin was proud of the way she dressed she always wore the best styles that fit her tastes and it was like everything she touched was pure fashion gold. Well, there was also another reason she tried to look good, she tried to for the cute guys that might come and sweep her off her feet and save her from this hell hole. She picked out a light green shirt with funky yellow print that said 'Live Life Long!', a pair of bright yellow skinny-leg jeans, and a pair of light green flats, and placed then on the bathroom door and hopped into her shower. She hummed to herself as she washed up twice and then got out, she didn't want to take too long. She then brushed her teeth and got dressed in her outfit before heading over to her jewelry box on her dresser. She took out some yellow and green bracelets, a couple of necklelaces, and pair of green earrings. She put them on quickly and then got started on her hair. She brushed her hair up into a high pony-tail with an side bang and took a long look at herself in the mirror. She knew she was pretty on the outside, many people complimented her on her looks. But she doubted they would look at her the same way if they knew the battle scars she had on the inside.

She quietly made her way down stairs so she wouldn't wake her father and then headed towards the kitchen for breakfast. She pulled out a ceran wrapped breakfast of eggs, bacon, and waffles she had made the night before for her father and stuck it in the microwave. She set the timer for it to start cooking around the time her father got ready for work and began prepairing her own meal. She put two pieces of bread in the toaster and a minute later she had toast. After she put jelly on it she took a bite. She devored both pieces of toast and as soon as she finished a musical knock came from her front door. She scampered towards the door and squealed with excitment when she saw who it was through the peep hole. She quickly unlocked the door and hugged the people on her door step. "Oh! Hi Sango! Hi Kagome!" Rin smiled brightly as she let them go. They were her best friends in the whole world and she wouldn't be able to get up every day if she didn't have them to look forward to.

"Ready for school Rin?" Kagome asked and Rin nodded.

"Yea, you bet I am!" she said after she grabbed her book bag from behind the
front door.

She then took the time to assess what her friends had on, a little fashion quirk she had developed over the years. Kagome had on a cute black shirt, multi some orange pants boot cut pants, pair of pink boots that came half way up hershin, and to top it off she had on clunky pink and orange bangles and her hair was down, she always looked best with her hair down. Sango was dressed more simply than her pink and orange friend. She had on a light blue see-throw shirt that had sleeves that stopped at her elbows, a yellow under shirt peeping from behind the light blue shirt, some dark wash jeans, and pair of very fly blue and yellow air force-ones.

"So...Kagome where's your lover Inuyasha?"Rin teased the brown eyed girl as they walked to school.

"Rin your one to talk!" Kagome scoffed. "You know you are so in love with Sesshoumaru!"
Sango snickered as Kagome put on a funny high pitched voice to imatate Rin.
"Miss. I-love-Sesshoumaru! I like love him cuz he's like THE popular-est guy in the like school." Kagome acted out what she was saying by twirling her hair through her fingers and chomping loudly on her gum. Rin just blushed, she did not act like that! Did she? She childishly stuck her tongue out at Kagome and made a funny face to which Kagome responded to by making a funny face of her own at Rin. "Oh shut up you two! You both need to stop boowooing, suck it up and ask them out! What's so wrong with a girl asking a guy out once in a while?" Sango repremened and the other two girls simulataniously raised their eyebrows at her. "Well well WELL! Look who's talking!" Kagome and Rin remarked at the same time. "Miss. Miroku-I-don't-like-him-like-that! Oh he's so perverted cuz he touchs my butt but I'm too much of a feminest to say I like it!" Kagome teased and Rin cracked up as Sango playfully glared at Kagome. "No I do not like it!" Sango defended "Oh yes you do!" Kagome said and wiggled her eyebrows suggestively. "Oh no I don't Miss Inuyasha." Sango teased. "My name isn't Miss Inuyasha!" Kagome puffed. Rin just smiled at her friends as they bickered playfully back and forth. Yes, this was the reason why she got up this morning.

The three girls conversed about non-consequential things until some caught Rin's eye. She did a double take and watched Kagome's mouth nearly dropped at the sexy scene before her. Rin knew that Kagome was mentally drooling at the sight of Inuyasha leaning nonchaluntly up aganist the wall and staring up at the sky. He had on a white tee-shirt with the names of different rappers autographs on it in different ink colors so it looked like a swirl of colors-this was his special autograph shirt- a pair of green skinny-legg jeans, and a pair of multi-colored Jays on his feet.

'Very nice.' Rin assessed, Inuyasha always had good style.
'HE IS SO HOT!' Kagome thought and on the inside she was screaming but on the outside she kept her composure as best as she could.
Rin pointed Inuyasha out to Sango and then they noticed Miroku and Sesshoumaru walking up towards Inuyasha. Miroku was more messily dressed than Inuyasha but he still looked good. He had an unbuttoned black shirt with blue whife beater under it, some dark blue jeans, and a pair of black and blue Nikes. Rin saved Sesshoumaru for last. He had on a similar outfit like his brother but the autographs on his shirt were in a consistant black ink. But the thing Rin noticed the most about him was his long white hair and how the sun hit it just right. Rin wanted to thread her fingers through the long locks. Rin blushed at her thoughts. Sango, Kagome and Rin noticed a group of preppy freshman going up to hit on the guys but the three girls glared at them and they scampered away, not wanting to get into it with upper classmen.

"Hi, Inuyasha!" Kagome said cheerfully as she ran up to him.

"Hey." Inuyasha said. "How was your summer "bae"." he said while smirking.

Kagome blushed, as Inuyasha noticed. "It was great Inuyasha." Kagome said.

As they talked Miroku ran up to Sango. "Hey boo you missed me" Miroku said as he touched her behide.

"Oww Miroku" she screamed. Sango then slaped him "Will you ever change."

"Sorry" Miroku said rubbing his sore cheek.

Rin walked slowly upto Sesshoumaru tring to keep her cool. "Hey Sesshoumaru" she said.

"Hey" he said as he glaced at the sight before him. He was surprised to see her again.

"I've missed you during the summer". Rin said confused at what she just said.

"Thanks I did to." Sesshoumaru said with a smirk.

"So i'll catch you in lunch or something". he said as he entered the school.

Rin was still in blush mode even when he left. Come on Rin her friends shouted.

Rin ran to frist period with her friends Kagome, Sango, and Ayame. They all looked at there schedules."Rin we all have the same frist class together." Kagome said. Rin looked at her schedule again it read:

Schedule for seniors of L.B. Wilson High School...

Name: Rin Tlo...

Math:1st bell
Science:2nd bell
English: 3rd bell
Chours: 4th bell
Lunch
U.S. History: Bell 5

If have any concerns call...

"Yeah we are in the same first period." Rin said excited.

"It's a lot of new kids here..." Sango said looking around at everyone in the halls.

"Yeah lots of damn freshmen" Ayame said smacking on of them on the head.

"Ayame" Kagome said.

"Yeah whatever" Ayame said rolling her eyes as they walked to the first bell.

All the popular people sat in the back while Rin and her friends sat in the middle of the classroom.


There was Bankotsu, Inuyasha, Koga, and Sesshoumaru whom were the popular hot guys in the whole school, girls adored them, but mostly Sesshoumaru.

There where the slut girls that wanted all the guys for one reason there were Kanna, Kikyou, Kagura, and Kaede but she was younger.

They all knew that Kagome liked Inuyasha. Rin liked Sesshomaru and Sango liked Miroku but they tried so hard to take the guys from them. "As if" Kagome would always say. They always dressed slutish and they didn't have much to do with there lives.

Kagura noticed Rin and Sesshomaru staring at each other which angered her so she leaned over to her friends desk and told Kanna and Kikyou something in there ears. Sango noticed this and then informed Kagome then Rin then Ayame found out that they had a secret and it wouldn't be pretty.

After a moment of whisper and chatter the vamps walked towards the guys.

''Oh, man what did the hellraisers plan?" Ayame asked.

Kaugra slaped her hands on Sesshomaru's desk. Rin gasped. "Sessybaby when will you come back to my house so we can finish what we started."she then looked at Rin, nearly smirking Kanna walked towards Miroku, Kikyou towards Inuyasha and Kaede towards Koga making Bankotsu feel lefted out. They then told them something similar to what Kaugra told Sesshomaru.

"You sluts need to find your own" Kagome shouted as she stood up making the boys feel important. Then she sat back down realizing what she said.

"Yeah and what are you gonna do about it Kago-hoe" Kikyou said throwing up a balled fist.

"Oh, no she didn't." Kagome said. Kagome was your average girl, but she wasn't going to stand it the way of her friend's lovers. Including hers.

"Look get your hands off kog-..."Ayame shouted.

"You all HAVE A SET" Mr. Kishito said...So they sat. "All right let's get started on who you are and about this math class..."

"So Rin..." Kagome said but Rin was looking around the room. She noticed Bankotsu staring at her. She looked away fast then she looked back...he was still was looking...smirking rather.

"Rin" Kagome said trying too get her attention."Are you even listining too me."

"Oh, sorry" Rin said as she looked back but he was talking too Koga.


Rin and her friends walked the halls too there next class. Bankotsu walked up to them, he was one of the hotest guys in the school.

"Hey" he began. "How was your first day ladies".

Rin looked at him puzzled like.

"Well let's start...you have seen us just 5 minutes ago the day hasn't even started you should know dou-nut head".

Instead of giving Rin ah look in disgust he gave her a sexually look.

He walked up to her she then became confused. Leaning in closer he whispered something in her right ear.

"Baby can I get dat pussy" she gasped at the sound of his sexy voice he then grabbed her closer then closer if possible.

She blushed...he knew she liked Sesshomaru and they where best-friends...but she couldn't help it he was one of the hotest guys in the school, but he had always liked Rin then he told her "I know where you live I'm coming over".

Rin jumped back from him. "Hey shut-up yo..." he pressed his index finger on her lips "shhh babylove". He then winked at her and left her speehless.

"Ok" Rin said akwardly."Did anyone know about this". All her friends Kagome, Sango, and Ayame started laughing at the fact that she now found out Bankotsu liked her. "Umm..swetty" Kagome said as she walked closer to Rin." That is older then life it self."

She was confused again."OK...Well first day there will be surprises"

"Who cares about him anyway..."Ayame said. "Its all about Sesshoumaru baby".

"Hahaha".

They walked to there next class.


The girls entered the lunch room they spoted the popular tables. "Well I guess we'll sit here" Sango said...So they decided to sit on the other side of cafeiteria...they got lunch and started to eat. As they eat and talked Rin thought to herself, HAS BANKOTSU LIKED ME ALL ALONG! Nah...I HOPE SESSHOUMARU DIDN'T SEE US SO CLOSE AND I BET HE WA- her thoughts were stopped by Inuyasha coming to there table and siting next to Kagome.

"Hey boo". Inuyasha said to Kagome.

"Hi, Inuaysha, were ya been all day"

"I just wanted to talk to you" he said as he moved closer to Kagome"...alone...so come with me ...".

"Ok Inuyasha" Kagome squealed."And this better be good." she said as they walked off.

"Oh my goddness". Rin signed.

She was about to go into thought mode intill Koga came to there table. Turning Rin's direction "Hey baby" giving her a sexually look as well.

"Ok what's with these HORNY POPULAR BOYS" Rin thought as Koga began to touch her face.

"Umm...what do YOU want." Rin said getting a bit annoyed.

"YOU" hesaid smirking and turned his head towards Ayame.

"So do you have a boy magnet?" Sango asked. "Or is just me?"

"I don't know and I don't think I want to know." Rin replied.

Rin then tried to go in thought mode again, but again a stupid boy comes again...Miroku came to the table and sat by Sango.

"Hey Sango" Miroku said sitting down reaching his hand down towards Sango ass.

"You leacher" Sango said angrily as she chased him around the lunch room.

Rin went back into thought mode... If she were to be interrupted again she would scream. "OK..so Bankostu-..."

"OHHHHH AWWWWWW! What do you wa-.." she stopped when she opened her eyes to see the hottest guy in school.

Sesshomaru with his hands in his pockets and staring her down. Rin's heart pounded nervously in her chest and she was afraid that Sesshomaru could hear it.
"Oh hey Sesshomaru what do-" Rin started but he interrupted her by forcefully grabing her forearm tightly and dragging her away from where her friends had abandoned her.
Rin's brown eyes grew wide at his sudden actions and fear set in. Was he going to be like her father and hurt her, but what about all these people! No these people couldn't care less about her. Rin wimpered slightly, he was holding too tightly and even though the wound had healed the memory of the pain remained.
"Rin?" Sesshomaru asked when he heard the sad noise she made.
"I, I I'm fine just hit my arm on a desk." Rin lied and laughed nervously as she rubbed her arm. "Just a little sore".
"Hmmm. Sorry about that I should have known to carry you better." Sesshomaru said as he narrowed his eyes.
He didn't know what but it felt like she was hiding something from him.
"Its not your fault. But I'm okay." Rin said absently and memories of that night washed over her.

~~~~***Flashback***~~~~

"Dad! Oh please no! Please stop it!" Rin pleaded with tears streaming down her heart shaped face that was pushed into the carpet.
Today her father had gotten laid off at his job due to cut backs and he was furious. Rin wished he was drunk, that way he would pass out but no he was sober. He was angry. He was going to take it out on her. He had her face down on the floor with his foot on her back and her right arm in the air.
"You're going to pay Bicth." He hissed.
He pulled her arm up and then twisted it in a position it was not meant to go, breaking it in several places. Rin screamed a blood chilling scream that resounded through out the house. Her tears blurred her vision and blood dripped down her arm. She tried to get away from him by pushing off with her feet towards the stairs but he sneered at her pathetic attempts.
"Where the hell do you think you're going?" He growled and kicked her in her ribs.
Rin didn't even have the strength to scream any more it hurt so bad. The last thing she heard was the dialing of a phone and her father's worried voice.
"H-hello? Please help! My daughter's fallen down the stairs!"
Then everything went black.

~~~~***END OF Flashback***~~~~

"Sit with me." Sesshomaru said simply and Rin's face fell. She totally forgot about eating with him today!
"Oh! I'm sorry. I'm already done eating" she said trying to avoid Bankotsu and Koga.
"Walk with me." He said, suggesting an alternative that she could go with.
They went outside to the school's court yard and it made her slightly uncomfortable when some fans of Sesshomaru sent her death glares. But it didn't faze her too much, she knew they wouldn't do anything as long as Sesshomaru was near. As they walked it was Rin that did most of the talking with Sesshomaru occasionally giving his input and most would find this strange but neither party did. Rin was in simple terms, a chatter box and even though her friends were the best they didn't always listen. Sure they heard her but there was a difference between hearing and listening. When you hear something you don't give much thought to what you heard. But when you listen and listen
well the simplest phrase could completely change your perspective on things. Sesshomaru was a good listener. He understood Rin even when she talked about silly things like why were tiny candy bars called fun size when the big candy bars are way more fun and satisfying. When the bell rang for class to start again and she was just about to tell Sesshomaru bye when he leaned down and kissed her. It was a quick and simple frist kiss." Sesshomaru'' Rin said as she blush pink to red.
"Bye." He said simply and then walked off. When he was out of ear shot she squealed and did a mini happy dance.
Sesshomaru kissed her! Sure it was a quick and simple frist kiss but still! It was the frist kiss they shared. As she ran to her next class she couldn't wipe the huge grin off her face. She was never washing her lips again! As she turned a corner Rin collided hard with another
person but caught herself before she hit the cold hard floor. She was about to yell at who ever had knocked into her when she saw the Kagome was the person she'd crash collisioned with. Kagome had a wild and excited look on her face and Rin could tell that she was about to burst.
"Rin guess WHAT!" Kagome squealed and Rin shrugged.
"I dunno, is the sky falling?" Rin asked and Kagome snorted.
"Ha ha. Very funny Rin." Kagome said sarcastically.
"ANYWAY! Inuyasha asked me out!"
"WHAT?" Rin asked, she was shocked by this news. Inuyasha NEVER asked girls out, girls asked him.
"Yep! I was surprised too!" Kagome smiled and they began to speed walk to their last class.
"So is it official?" Rin inquired and Kagome nodded.
As Kagome grabed her to go to there last period.
"Yeppers!" Kagome smiled and Rin laughed at her friends antics, she was so happy that Kagome was happy.
Now if Sesshomaru asked her out all would be right with the world!

Rin was walking home with Kagome and Sango, Inuyasha snuck up behind
Kagome and tossled her hair. And instead of getting mad at him like she usually did, Kagome smiled at him.
"Hey Kagome." Inuyasha greeted.
"Hi." Kagome responded and a slight blush stained her cheeks, at this Sango and Rin gave each other knowing glances.
"Where are you going?" Inuyasha asked curiously. "Where do you think I'm going stalker?" Kagome teased and Inuyasha's cheeks
puffed out.
"I am not a stalker!" he defended and Kagome laughed and patted his head.
"Down boy. I know. Your just nosy." Kagome smiled and he calmed down.
Rin was getting frustrated. Their pace had slowed down considerably and she needed to get home before her dad got home. She had a whole list of things to do and she would never get them done unless she left her friends behind. She started to jog a bit ahead and then Inuyasha called out to her.
"Oi! Rin where are you going in such a hurry?" he asked and Rin stopped and
looked back at him before throwing a worried glance over her shoulder towards her house.
"Guys I just really need to get home!" Rin said but with a tinge of rudeness and desperation in her voice.
The others let her leave but Inuyasha's mouth was pursed in a tight line.
There must be something going on. Something big.
"What's wrong Inuyasha?" Sango asked and Inuyasha shook his head.
"There's something wrong with Rin. Something she's not telling us." Inuyasha stated and the others stared pensively down the way Rin went wonder, what was so bad that she wouldn't confide in them.

"What's Wrong Rin". Inuyasha asked as he ran upto her.

"Ummm, nothing I just need to get home" Rin said as she panicked.

"No...Rin there's something wrong" Inuyasha could sence where her pain was.

"Someone has been hurting you Rin" he said worried. "I can see it in your eyes...please tell me I'm like a brother to you Rin".

"FINE" she shouted as she started to cry "ITS MY FATHER!"

Inuyasha's eyes grew wide. "Why haven't you told me this Rin".

"Inuyasha please don't say anything" Kagome said as she squeezed his shoulder.

"Your secert is safe with me". Inuyasha said "but you have to do something about this Rin"

"I know" Rin said as she wiped her last tear.

Miroku walked up on them. He heard everything."Wow...This is interesting"

"Hey shut-up Miroku." Inuyasha said as he grabbed his shirt into a ball. " Tell anyone and you'll pay"

"Hey...I wasn't planning too".

"You need to leave that lunatic... Rin". Inuyasha said.

"I know, but I need to get going or I'm going to be late." Rin said.

"Your not going to make it Rin" Inuyasha said. "Let my brother take you OK".

"Thank's guys your a real big help" Rin said.

"Im right here" Sesshoumaru said. "I'll take you home, but what's the rush?" Sesshoumaru asked.

"Nothing" Inuyasha said. "Just take her home in fast."

"Wow Inuyasha your so protective" Kagome said blushing.

"Fine little brother". Sesshoumaru said a bit annoyed.

Rin walked too his car." Bye guys and thank's so much Inuyasha"

She open the passenger-side door and hopped in. So did Sesshoumaru on the drivers side.

"Um...so where do you live Rin".

"Chystal Thashshi" she said a bit worried.

"Ohhh. I would like to come to your house sometime". He said smriking. "WOULD you like that Rin?" Sesshoumaru asked.

"Umm...sure I guess" she said tring to hide her blushing.

It was a silent ride home.

They pulled up at her house. She signed when she noticed that her father's car was home. "I GUESS ILL HAVE TO GO THOUGHT HELL TONIGHT"

"Are you going too get out or come home with me?" he said with ah smirk.

Rin blushed in glee. "Yeah...I wish" she said as she hopped out of the car but before she could Sesshomaru grabed her hand...pulling her back into the car as there lips crashed once again. She almost fainted from this. Sesshomaru broke the kiss.

"Wow...Sesshomaru...you keep impressing me" Rin said letting go of Sesshoumaru's hand." I guess I'll see you tomorrow" she said as she shut the door. She ran to her front door and unlocked the lock with her key which her father surprisingly gave her. One time he made her stay outside for 4 hours but he desided too give her one so she would'nt run away again.

She opened the door as Sesshomaru drove off with a honk.

"Oh...man I wish he didn't do that" she said as she closed the front door quiety.

She heard footsteps coming closer. She closed her eyes and wished for better.

"So how was school?" her father asked.

"This is werid why is he being nice" she thought as she opened her eyes.

"Umm-..."

"Did I ask you to speak?'' he said as he walked closer to her.

She was about to speak but she knew her father's tricks.

He grabbed her by the neck as she dropped her bag down to the floor.

"Father Please" she said as she grabbed his arm.

"What the fuck did I just say" he said as he tightened his grip.

"Oh know not again"...

Hope you enjoyed the first chapter there will be more to come...ohh n dont cry for the next chapie ...

It was a lot of mess-ups but I tried to fix them so sorry but grammer will get better k well bye...o n if ya have a myspace then mines is t3rrihotti3 add me k well bye..


CHAPTER 1