I'm sure most of you reading this have heard of Edward and Bella Cullen? Yea, they're kinda BIG in the small town of Forks, Washington. Well, Edward and Bella got married young (Bella was human, and 18, Edward was a vampire in the body of a 17 year old, but was really 108 years old). After their wedding, Bella and Edward went on their honeymoon at a little place called Isle Esme, a small island that Carlisle bought for his wife, Esme (Carlisle and Esme are Edward's "parents", and they're also vampires).
Bella got pregnant with what she THOUGHT was ONE half-human, half-vampire baby. Bella almost died giving birth to Renesmee, her daughter. BUT, what that stupid re-teller, Stephenie Meyer, DIDN'T tell you, was that Bella was pregnant with TWO half-human, half-vampire babies. Bella and Edward only kept ONE of those babies, Renesmee. But, what NO ONE else knew, was that I WAS THAT OTHER BABY.
My name is Halee, and I'm half-human, and half-vampire. Bella and Edward decided that they could barley take care of Renesmee, my sister, so they gave me away to a family in Los Angeles, California, Steve and Marie Smith.
Stephenie Meyer didn't even tell you HALF of what really happened when Bella and Edward found out that Bella was pregnant!
Now, you may be asking yourself, why couldn't Edward read my mind when I was still inside Bella, like he read Renesmee's. Well, I inherited some of Bella's genes, so, like Bella, Edward could not read my mind.
No one knows, except Steve and Marie, that I'm half-vampire. When Carlisle left me on their doorstep, he left a note that told them that I was half-vampire. Of course, they didn't believe him.
But, as I grew up, they started to notice some….well…let's say…odd things about me. I don't want to go into details, but you probably know what I mean.
And if you're asking yourself, "Wait, she's half-vampire. Vampire's don't age!" Let me remind you, that I'm only half-vampire. So I grow until I have the appearance of a 15 year old (thats what I am now), then I stop aging physically and continue to grow mentally forever. I'm not sure what I'll do when Steve and Marie die, but I'll think of something. I'll probably run down to Forks and stay with my real mom and dad, Bella and Edward.
I'm not supposed to tell anyone the truth about me. If I did, I can't even imagine what their reaction would me about me.
Well, as you probably already know, vampire can keep still, very still, without even trying, so Bella and Edward had to learn how to fidget around a little periodically, so it wouldn't look strange when they were so still.
I had to learn how to do the same thing. But, my human side fidgets, so it wasn't as hard for me as it was for Bella and Edward.
I know you're probably wondering about my diet, since I'm half-vampire and half-human.
Well, my human side likes normal food that other people eat, like pizza and all that stuff. But, my vampire side likes, what else, blood. But I try to do what my parents did, feeding on animals instead of humans. Its kind of an inside joke between our family; we call ourselves "vegetarians".
Since I'm half-human, I don't need to feed as often as a full vampire does. I feed every few weeks or so. But human food kind of tastes weird to me, like mush sometimes.
But, unlike my family, my eyes don't change as I get thirsty. My eyes are one color all the time ; Bella's eyes before she was turned, chocolate brown.
I think my friends sometimes notices strange things about me. I get aggravated at the smallest things a lot when I'm thirsty. The day before I feed, I'll be the maddest person ever, then the next day, I'm perfectly normal. They don't say anything, its just kinda natural for me now. Plus, the know if they ask, I'll explode on them.
Unfortunately, I don't think I can ever get serious with a guy, for a few reasons. One, I can't be with him until the day I die, because I won't. Two, I'd have to tell him my secret, and then he'd tell other people and then I'd be the freak of the school, and Steve, Marie and I would have to move away. Three, as he grows up, I'll be 15 forever. And lastly (not really lastly; there's a lot more reasons that I don't have time to list), if I were to get serious with him, I'd either have to change him, or let him die. And I don't want to have to make that choice.
I'm on the side of my dad, Edward. I don't want to change anyone, because I think everyone should have real lives, where they can grow up with their mate together and die together. Humans have souls, and I don't. I'm basically just a walking corpse. Hard, lifeless, no beating heart. Like a stone that can walk and talk.
But that doesn't mean I don't like my life. I do, I just sometimes wish that I would be fully human. That way I could have a boyfriend, and I wouldn't have to pretend to be something I'm not every day of my existence (I won't call it a life, because I'm not really alive).
But I do normal things like humans. I LOVE music. I play guitar, and I take lessons for guitar. I text my friends, listen to my iPod. I have crushes on celebrities; the Jonas Brothers are amazing!
Humans think that vampires are these things that sleep all day and come out at night, that can be killed by garlic or a steak to the heart. They think that they don't come out in photographs or mirrors. They think that vampires have HUGE fangs that stick out of their mouth, and they're prey is (for a girl) handsome men that happen to be walking down the wrong dark alley at night. They only think all that because Hollywood planted those ideas in their heads.
Well, for their information, vampires can come out during the day, just not when its really sunny, because our skin sparkles (mine only sparkles a little bit; it doesn't look weird, but yet it doesn't look abnormal). They can't be killed by garlic or a steak to the heart; they can only be killed if you shred him/her and burn the pieces. And anyway, our hearts aren't beating (well, mine beats a few times an hour, but not all the time). They can show up in photos and mirrors. They don't have fangs; they look like normal teeth like any human's. And our prey varies on what we like, sometimes its animals, sometimes its small kids or large adults. And another thing, vampires don't have to breathe, but it does feel strange if we don't. Breathing is just sort of a habit we've developed.
Vampires have friends and families and souls and jobs and LIVES!
I bet Renesmee is having a GREAT life right now. She's living with people who actually understand her feelings. She doesn't have to hide who she is to her family! I can't talk about certain things in front of Steve and Marie, but if I lived with Bella and Edward, it wouldn't even matter! Maybe I should run away (literally RUN away) to Forks to Edward and Bella. I could leave a note for Steve and Marie; they don't really care about me! They just think I'm a freak!
I only saw Bella and Edward for a few hours. All the Cullens were debating on weather to give me to a foster home, a family or to just let me stay with them. I wish they picked the last one…I miss all of them so much…Alice, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie, Carlisle, Esme, Bella, Edward….even Renesmee. Dad said Mom was the most beautiful thing in the world…
And I really want to meet Jacob.
Jacob is a shape-shifter, he turns into a wolf. He was Bella's best friend when she moved to Forks. You see, Edward left Bella for a year or so because he thought that he was too dangerous for her, that he wasn't healthy for her. When that happened, mom had Jacob to fall back on.
Then, Jacob fell in love with mom. Bella loved him too, but she loved Edward more, and picked him over Jacob.
The wolves have this thing called imprinting ; its when you see a girl/boy and fall in love with them, kind of like love at first site, but different. The wolves can be anything the imprintee needs – a brother, a boyfriend, or a best friend. Jacob imprinted on Renesmee.
But, Jacob can never spend his life with her. No one can change him, because to the wolves, vampire venom is poisonous. So I don't really know how that can work out…
I'm sure you want to know a lot more, but sorry, I shouldn't have even told you this much. Well, thanks for listening to my story! Bye!
