Summary: Is a love affair truely an epic failure or a beautiful begining?Either way Bella's lies are burying her as Edward discovers the the thought of losing Nessie forever is hurting her worse than question who does she love more?

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I feel like I'm in heaven. This feeling is just amazing. I can't tell you how much I've wished for this for so many years. I never thought I could be so in love.

I looked over at the man that lay next to me. He was the perfect everything-best friend, lover, brother, etc.

I laid my head against his chest. It felt so right. I fit perfectly in him. He was the puzzle piece that fit me just right. I was in love with him. I had always been in love with him, I just hadn't admitted it to myself.

I heard him yawn. I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep. He looked down at me.

Jacob chuckled. "Bella, you need to stop this. You can't sleep so stop trying," he said kissing my hair.

I put my arms around Jacob. He didn't even flinch. When we first started this Jacob would always flinch when I touched him, since vampires are colder than ice to a werewolf, but now that we had been together so much he had gotten used to it and could love me all the same.

"I love you," I said distracted.

Jacob looked down at me worried. "What's on your mind, Bells?" He asked me. I shook my head and buried my face deeper into his chest. "No, Bella I know your worried about something so tell me, what's on your mind?"

I sighed. Jacob was just as stubborn as me. This would go on all day if I didn't tell him, and we didn't have that much time. "I'm worried about everything Jacob," I sighed.

"Don't be," he said, "right now it's just you and me. No one else in the world exists."

At vampire speed, I sat up in the bed. My breast jiggled from the quick motion. "Jacob, everything is not okay!" I whisper/yelled. "I'm married to Edward, yet I'm having sex with you. You imprinted on my daughter, but we both lie to her everyday. And the most fucked up thing of all is that I'm a fucking vampire and you're a werewolf!"

Jacob just laid there, watching me rant, he didn't interrupt or give his opinion. Jacob just waited until I had ranted myself out. When I was done he sat up and pulled me into a hug. I waited because I knew that he was about to try and change my mind on things.

"Your right Bella," he said, "this is wrong. I should be with Nessie and you should be with Edward. We shouldn't have had sex last night and you should only have to worry about how to keep me away from your daughter, not how to sneak away from your family." Jacob said family as someone would say trash. Meaningless. As if it didn't matter if someone took it out or not.

I looked at him confused. "Why did you say family like that?" I asked. The Cullens were my family in a sense. Alice was my friend, who thought I went hunting with Jacob once a week, Emmett was my brother, who was clueless, Edward was my husband, who had no idea I didn't love him as much as I loved my best friend.

"The Cullens are not your family," he stated. Jacob waited until I looked into his eyes to continue. "Bella, the Pack, Billy, and I are more your family than them."

I looked away. I felt venom tears fill my eyes. "The Cullens…" I choked out, "are my family."

"Please don't lie to me baby," Jacob said pulling me into his arms. "Remember everything we had to go through and understand the Cullens would never except us."

He was right. I remembered the first day we were caught.

Jacob and I agreed to meet at the boarder, close to the ocean so nobody would see us. I stopped at the little circle where we always meant. I sat down in the same spot where we had sex for the first time. It was so amazing, the heat, the rush, the knowledge that I was with my perfect piece, just made everything better.

I felt warm arms wrap around my torso. I smiled as I turned to greet him. "Hello."

"Hey," Jacob said kissing me gently. He pulled back after a few minutes to breath. "I love you, Bella."

I pecked his lips. "I love you so much Jacob," I told him. Jacob kissed me again this time throwing me to the ground. I felt my clothes be ripped from my body as Jacob indulged into me.

"OHHH! Oh my God! Jacob don't stop, don't stop! Fast! Fast Jacob baby!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

Jacob did as I said. "Say my name," Jacob said. I just moaned. "SAY MY NAME!" He yelled at me again.

"JACOB!" I screeched. We came at the same time. I lay naked on his chest. "I love you," I breathed.

"Jacob?"

I jumped when I heard that voice. My eyes widened as I saw Paul standing in the edge of the clearing staring at us. I sat there shocked unable to move.

Jacob reacted quicker than I did. He jumped in front of me trying to hide my body. "What are you doing here!" Jacob yelled at Paul.

"You disappeared and Sam told me to come and find you," he tried to explain. Then he seemed to have a light bulb go of in his head. "What why were you two having sex?"

Jacob started to growled at him. I stood and touched Jacob's shoulder. He looked back at me. "Jacob, it's time to tell them," I said.

"But…"

I put my finger to his lip. "No, you knew this couldn't last and so did I. We have to tell them," I assured him.

Jacob nodded and turned to Paul. "We need to talk," he said.

Paul nodded. "First Bella," he called. I looked around Jacob and raised my eyebrows. "Do you want me to get you some shorts and a t-shirt for you to wear?"

I smiled and nodded. Paul disappeared into the woods. He came back five minutes later with an over-sized shirt and pair of shorts. I thanked him and ran into the woods at vampire speed. When I came back Paul was in human form and Jacob had a new pair of shorts on.

I sat next to Jacob on the grass. He pulled me into his lap. I smiled and kissed his check completely forgetting that Paul was in front of me.

"So what's this about?" Paul asked pulling me out of my trance.

I felt my cheeks heat up, then realized it was just the memory of blushing and not the real thing. Sigh, I never thought I would miss being human so much.

"I'm in love with Bella," Jacob said taking over, sensing my pain. I never knew how he did that, always knew when to cut in. "And she's in love with me."

Paul nodded, understanding. "But what about Nessie," he said, "you know your imprint," he turned to me, "and your daughter."

I looked down, ashamed, but Jacob, always being braver than me, spoke. "Bella had enlightened me," he said, "imprinting is just meaning the best person that can pass on the wolf gene. That's why we imprint, but falling in love and imprinting are two completely different things. Nessie may be the best for reproduction but Bella is the one I will always be in love with." Jacob smiled at me as he said this.

I felt my eyes fill with venom. "I love you too, Jake!" I said throwing my arms around his shoulders. "Forever," I whispered before kissing him deeply. Paul coughed and brought the attention back to him. "Sorry," I apologized.

"It's okay, I don't understand why you two think that about imprinting since I'm in love with my imprint, but I understand that your in love," he explained. "But how?" He asked utterly confused.

Jacob sighed then looked deeply into my eyes. "I don't know," he said keeping eye contact with me. "All I know is that I've been in love with her ever since the day she brought the bikes to my house."

I pecked Jacob's lips. "I'll love you for the rest of my existence," I said.

"I get that your in love but how did you resist the pull?"

Jacob looked away from me for the first time. "I don't know. I guess true love really is stronger than anything else," he suggested completely clueless on the subject.

Paul shrugged. "So what now?" He asked.

I sighed, "Time to tell Sam."

Jacob growled. He, like I, was afraid Sam would separate us. That he would make me go back to Edward and Jacob back to Nessie.

"You have to tell him Jake," Paul said, "I don't know how you've kept it from us so long."

Jacob shrugged. "Your right," he turned to me, "when?"

Paul, Jacob, and I thought up a plan on when and how to tell everyone. An hour later I was standing a foot away from the boarder line hiding in the woods. I'm not sure what Jacob did but eventually Sam, Paul, and him changed into their human selves and Jacob motioned for me to step out.

I stepped out from behind the trees and stood on the boarder. "Hey," I said quietly looking at me feet.

I felt Sam's glare in my side. Eventually I looked up to see his petty black eyes staring at me. "Why?" He asked. "Why must you ruin this? Not only for Jacob but your own daughter!"

Jacob stepped forward. "Sam!" He yelled. "Do not talk to Bella that way!"

Sam glared at Jacob but nodded. Then he turned back to me. "How much?" He asked.

I looked up at him confused. "Huh?" I asked.

"How much do you love him? Do you love Jacob enough to leave to Cullens? Do you love him enough to give up the luxury life you have now? And most importantly, would you die for him?" He asked.

My eyes widened. How much do I really love Jacob? Could I leave the Cullens and the luxuries they gave me? Could I break Edward's heart and hurt my daughter more than I have ever known? But more importantly, would I die for Jacob, could I give up this life and die-this time for good?

"Yes," it was the answer to all of the above. I looked over at Jacob. "I love Jacob enough to leave everything I have behind and even enough to die for him."

Jacob smiled and mouthed, "I love you too."

Sam nodded. "Then there is nothing else to say. Jacob has explained why he believes this has happened and your views on imprinting," he sneered as he said the last part, "you can stay in La Push when you need until you are ready to tell the Cullens." With that said he phased and ran off into the woods.

I smiled. Sam still had a heart, no matter how black everyone my say it has turned. As I turned I saw Jacob and my smile widened. I ran across the boarder at vampire speed and ran into his arms. "We did it," I said before kissing him. Our kiss deepened quickly. I moaned as his lips moved to my neck.

Now here we were, laying in Jacob's bed at Billy's house. We had just won the battle not the war. The war would be won when I escaped Edward and of course when Renesmee forgave me for stealing Jacob from her. I felt my eyes fill with venom as I realized this would never happened. Because of my stupid heart, I would lose my daughter forever.

"I love you," Jacob said kissing me. This quickly got hot and we just were back to where we had been the night before, in a heated session of sex. For the rest of that afternoon my mind never strayed back to Renesmee or any of the Cullens. I was just enjoying the time I had with my love, my Jacob.


This was just a random idea I got while I was on the bus yesterday. I don't really know if it's any good all I know is that I haven't seen any stories on here with this plot so I thought I'd give it a try. Tell me if this story is worth continuing. Thanks for reading.

~Bella ;)