So I just read these books, and loved them! Anyways I was very upset when Julian died :,,{, so in order to cope I will write this story for my own amusement!

As the anniversary of Julian's death approached, Jenny felt strangely empty, as if it was the anniversary of when something inside her had die. For the past week she couldn't sleep through the night without waking up from a nightmare. Yes, Julian had tormented her with his obsession and cruelness. He had also taught Jenny determination and given her knowledge of what people can be. Without Julian, she'd never have freed her grandfather. Jenny thought while she finished brushing her hair, as she got under the comforter. She often stayed awake wondering what if she'd let Julian love her? Would it have been so bad? What was she thinking, of course it would have…or maybe not. She'll never know now.

Jenny lied awake for at least an hour the same topic on her brain and then she got an idea. If she couldn't see Julian or hear him, maybe he could hear her. If anything it would be like a confessional in a sort. Jenny got up and went to sit on the sill of her bedroom window, opening the window as she did. She looked outside the moon was in between cycles, quarter and half, you couldn't see any stars due to the street lights. As she began to speak the wind blew fiercely, almost as if it too wanted to hear her.

"Julian, its Jenny, I wish you were still in my life. Without you I got bit by Joey's cat." Jenny chuckled at herself, smiling out of the corner of her mouth.

"Anyways, there was something I have to tell you, that I tried to tell you almost a year ago. Remember the Tunnel of Love and Despair? You were so upset and you wanted to make me feel the way you had felt. Lost, depressed, like the only thing in your life that gave you joy, that made you feel like a different person, hated you."

"But, I didn't hate you, I don't hate you, and I tried to tell you, but you wouldn't listen. I told you I cared about you, and I still do… I love you. There you see, I tried to tell you a year ago, and now I have to tell you when your dead!" Jenny stopped because the tears that threatened the dam burst and now they spilled out.

A year ago Jenny would have never thought she would cry for him…it seems like that's what he wanted all this time. For me to finally love him, its to bad he isn't here. The thought made Jenny sob more and quietly into her hands as to not wake anyone up. The wind that had blown harder and harder as she made her confession and was now just a soft breeze. It caressed her neck and dried her face as if it tried to comfort her. In her mind she could hear a different voice that she knew wasn't her own saying something like.

'I love you too, Jenny."

So what you think? Did you like it? Its just a one-shot, but if you like it then I can totally turn it into a story. Reviews are greatly loved!