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-Flashback- Laurens POV

There I stood watching Dyson pine for the women I love, his jaw practically hitting the floor. I really don't need this. The constant feeling that at any moment I could be cast aside for someone different... someone better. I'm freaking Lauren Lewis for crying out loud a genius, world-renowned scientist.

All of my thoughts went out the window when I saw Bo glide into the gala in a beautiful black dress. She really was gorgeous, stunning...breathtaking. She stopped in front of me and extended her hand "may I have this dance". I felt my heart stopped in that moment. She smiled shyly at me awaiting my response.

I placed my hand in hers and let her lead the way hearing a low growl from Dyson as she led me away. We meshed into the crowd of dancers dancing to a slow song that was almost over. She wrapped her hands around my waist and pulled me closer to her and I draped my arms around her neck and rested my head on her shoulder.

The song ended and they played I Will Be by Leona Lewis

There's nothing I could say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried

Still you never said goodbye and now I know

How far you'd go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now

This time I'll never let you go

We swayed from side to side for what felt like years and I wouldn't have it any other way. I looked into her eyes and for the first time in forever I could see us together like this forever. Her shy smile was back and her hands were falling lower and lower . I just had to know what was going on in that head of hers. "Bo...what are you thinking" my eyes never leaving hers.

Her eyes blinked a few times like she was trying to regain focus. "Oh...um...nothing why" she blushed he hands stopped moving leaving them to stop right on my rear. "No reason...its just that you have your hands on my..." I trailed of knowing what was going through her head now "and you've got your 'half shy half mischievous' smile on now".

I will be all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay

I thought that I had everything

I didn't know what life could bring

She blushed "your aura...its...bright" she brought her hands back to my waist. Now it was my turn to be flustered "Oh..." is all I could manage because every other word was getting caught in my throat . Her shy smile now replaced with complete mischief.

But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

All of a sudden the room felt hot and stuffy. "I need some fresh air" I stated bluntly unlatching myself from Bo."Oh..." she sounded a bit disappointed "I'll come with you" she suggested her tone picking up. I just nodded headed for the door. It really was getting hot and not just because im aroused out of my mind .

"Are you ok" she held me tightly like I would collapse if she let go. "I'm fine but I could use a drink" she smiled at me and sighed like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders. "I'll be right beck then" she kissed my forehead and disappeared back into the party. I sighed and took a deep breath. Get yourself together Lewis. I mentally motivated myself then found enough resolve to go back into the party.

And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around

'Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

I looked around for Bo to find her...kissing Dyson...being kissed by Dyson. Does it even matter the point is shes kissing Dyson. All that resolve I just had dissipated into air and replaced with anger.

I walk over to them as calm as possible and get their attention "Eh ehm" I cough. Bo jumps back and Dyson just stands there with a smug smile on his face. My face turns red and heat up "Really" is all I can say and even that sounds like its caught in my throat.

"Lauren...I" I just turn and walk to the door. I don't need to hear some cock and bull story on how it was an 'accident' or how 'it'll never happen again' because it wasnt and it would.

And I will be, all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay

I will be all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay

She ran after me an I just walked faster. "Lauren wait" she yelled placing a hand on my shoulder to turn me around to her. And there was Dyson right behind her like a guard dog. "Lauren im sorry he kissed me and I shouldn't have kissed him back im sorry" she tried to take mt hand by I pulled away.

"NO!" I yelled "No Bo I always feel like im in some sort of pissing match with Dyson or half of Toronto for that matter trying to mark my territory..and I can't anymore" I stepped back. Her eyes swelled with tears "What are you saying...I...I love you". She stepped closer and I stepped back "No. You. Don't. If you loved me you would stop breaking my heart every four seconds". My voice raised so that im heard over the music.

Without you I can't breathe

I'm not gonna ever,ever let you leave

You're all I got, you're all I want

"Just...just...what do you want me to do" she was crying now and Dyson stepped closer to her attempting to console her. "JUST DECIDE...JUST FUCKING DECIDE" she just stood the looking at me like I just ripped out her heart and now I don't even care. "You know what...you two can have each other because I'm done" she cries harder gasping for air. "Lauren...No...d-dont go...I love y-you...I'm so so s-sorry" I wanted to turn around. I did.

But then I would be back in that damned love triangle of doom that always left me heartbroken.


A/N I have like four chapters planned out but I want to know if its worth even continuing the story so REVIEW!... PWEASE!