"Why can anything good happen to me…?" he said.

"I don't know, maybe life is just this way" it replied from an unknown place.

"but why all this happens to me…? What did I do to deserve this…?" he asked.

"that is life, nothing in it is fair, good things happen to bad people and bad things to the good ones, its not something you can control" it answered.

"but…" he softly said before breaking down into a cry.

"there is no but in this, destiny is at random" it said.

"but… why all this happens to me on this month…? December… a month for being happy with the family… and what is my destiny…? To be abandoned… just be left forgotten as an old toy…?" he said between cries.

"that was just how it was meant to be" it said.

"no… it cant be like that… what did I do…? I gave her my heart… I gave her all my time… I gave her everything I had… and still… it wasn't enough…? Destiny or not… this is stupid… why do good people suffer…? There is so much evil in the world… and it goes unpunished… but i… a simple guy… who always wanted the best for everyone… whose plan in life was to help the world… goes punished like this…? A December full of sadness…?" he replied in an angry tone as the tears kept running down.

"and what else where you expecting? Didn't you always saw your life as a story? Not all stories have a happy ending and you should know that" it replied sounding closer.

"no… we write our own stories! But… if we do… why has my story turned out like this so far…? Where did I made a mistake…? Heh… if only there was an erase button… not for the actions… but for the memory… if there was only a way to forget… to have a way to start a new… free from the painful memories…" he softly said in between cries.

"you know? There may be a way" it said as it picks something up.

"a way to finally forget and start again…? How…?" he asks slowly wiping the tears away.

"oh yes there is a way indeed, it will make you start a new, free from all the painful memories" it says as it points to his head.

"then tell me how…? I need to know…. I need to be able to live life normally again… I cant keep up like this… I… I need help…" he softly whispers the last part.

"you already know the way" it moves the object closer.

"oh… that way…? Heh… I suppose it is the only way isn't it…?" he pulls the trigger but nothing happens.

"if only we had done it before" they both say in unison with a blank stare and a soft giggle.

End of log, patient classified as unstable and suffering from severe schizophrenia.