Hoi guys, so I deleted my last story because I was really stuck with it and I just didn't know what to write. So I hope I'll have more inspiration for this one but I think so! The story is set after CoHF and I hope you guys enjoy it! Oh and for the easy writhing, the thing next to the lake never happened. I'm sorry Cassandra Clare but I want to write about their first time. Of course I don't own anything and it all belongs to the amazing Cassandra Clare.

'I love you Jace', she told the boy with the golden eyes and the golden hair. She remembered she had always thought of him as a lion, free and oh so beautiful and strong. 'I love you to Clary. Oh gosh, I didn't even know that it was possible for anyone to love someone so much as I love you right now. And I fall in love with you every day a little bit more. Every kiss feels better then the last one and I'm waiting for it to stop getting better but it just doesn't. Everytime I feel like exploding when you come near to me and I just don't feel like I tell you enough how much you mean to me. You mean the world to me Clary. Without you life isn't worth it and I just don't know what I would do without you. I never want to find out. Please promise me you won't leave me.'

As always she was speechless at his words and she never knew what to respond but now she suddenly knew it. Words could never explain how much she loved him but she had to try, for him, the love of her life. 'Oh Jace, I would never leave you. You're all I have left, you're all I need. I don't know what I would do without you.' The tears streamed down her face as she tought of her mother and Luke, they both died in the war against Sebastian. They fought side by side and Luke didn't die long after her. They found them in each other's arms, as if they couldn't let go of each other. Clary just hoped they found peace. They didn't get a place in the city of bones because her mother wasn't a part of the Shadowhuntersworld and Luke was a werewolve.

Jace kissed her tear away. 'I know they'll be happy.'

'How could you ever know that? Maybe they're desperate and sad.' She knew she sounded as a little child but she didn't care.

'I know because they are together and I refuse to believe anything else.' She looked up at him and saw his concerend eyes watching her. 'I'm sorry Jace, I know I'm being ridicoulous.'

'No you're not. I know how it is to loose a parent.'

'Does it ever stop hurting?'

'I'll tell you when it does. As far as I know you never forget but as long as I am with you it doesn't tear me apart.'

'Then never leave me.'

'I won't Clary, I won't.'

'Promise, whatever happens?'

'I promise my little redhead.' He gave her a small kiss on her forhead. 'I'll never leave you, I would never forgive myself for hurting you. You're all that matters to me.'

'Jace?'

'Yeah?'

She sighted. This was something she had always wanted to ask him but she never dared to. Isabelle had told her Jace always said the truth, even if it hurted. 'Why me? If you could have anyone you ever desired… Why me? I'm not hot nor have I something else special.' His eyes widened a bith. 'You can't be serious about that. Are you?' She frowned. 'How do you mean?'

'You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. You're the one that turns me on by just walking into the room. It's not just something you did. Although you completely had me when you sacrificed everything to rescue your friend Simon, or how you could look like you were somewhere else. It's everything you are and everything you do. It's everything about you. Clary I have never seen someone as beautiful as you and yet you don't know.'

The tears ran down her cheecks but she didn't care.

'I love you Jace. You're all I ever desired and you don't know how happy I was when you loved me back. You don't know how hurt I was when Valentine let us think that we were brother and sister. I was so confused because I didn't know what to do. I wanted you so badly and I knew it was so wrong. I never loved anyone as bad as I love you. You don't know how happy I was when Sebastian was my brother and not you. I thought he was the worst brother I could have, but that isn't true. The worst brother I could ever have is you, because I could never love you in the right way.'

Now the tears ran down his cheecks too but he also didn't care. All he cared about was that she totally understood him. She knew how his mind worked and he looked at her with adoration in his eyes. He had never loved someone as much as he loved her. 'Can I please kiss you?' He didn't wait for her answer but he already brought his lips to her mouth. She did to and they bumped into each other with a force they had never known before. She ran her tongue over his lower lip and she felt him shiver. She couldn't believe she could do that with just one kiss. They opened their mouths at the same time and carressed the mouth of the other. Jace fell into the chair and pulled her with him. They broke up to gasp for air. 'I love you my little redhead.'

'I love you to mister Goldy Locks.'

Soooo, what did you guys think? Clace stuff coming up! Please review!