Nothing in the End
Chapter 1:
My Story
By: ShadowsOfTheHeart


Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto


Note: This story will probably not be a love story, and it's mostly centered around the main character.

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In a world where magic and the supernatural are taboo and kids play gams wishing they had powers, it's hard to understand when the unnatural happens, when everything you thought you knew was just a sugar coding to what's really out there.

My name is Emily-Jan Walsh EmJ for short, and have lived in a small town in Newfoundland, Canada. Up until two years ago. I was living a very normal life, I was attending college at CONA, doing a journalism program. I was doing average, but I wasn't really into the program. I sent more time drinking with my friends and going out to bars and dance clubs then actually doing work in class.

I had the normal college life style, and because of that normal life style I almost flunked out in my second semester. I ended up failing two courses, to tell the truth I wasn't even expecting to pass that much. But I found it as no big deal, I didn't like what I was doing any ways, so I applied for the Navy; something I always wanted to do; I was a sea cadet for six years, so it wasn't really nothing new to me.

To kill time I did my work term for my program; I wasn't officially out yet.

So in the second week of May 2004, I started my work term in a town just 30 minutes away from mine. I committed myself to it, after all I was writing stories that people in my town would read, and I wanted them to be good.

In June of that same year I finished my work term and started real work at my town's museum. It was on my day off when, what I thought I knew and what I wasn't suppose to know changed my life and sent the world I know into a head first dive, cracking it, and letting the forbidden secrets and lies flow out.

2 YEARS AGO

"EmJ, I'm going to town to get a package for your father. I won't be too long" Said my mother as she stood in my door way.

I rolled over so I was facing the wall and mumbled a "yea" and fell back to sleep.

While I was sleeping my mother closed my door leaving it opened just enough for the cat to get in and out. The cat was asleep on the foot of my bed. She sleeps there every night. Her name is Whisky and she is white with orange patches A beautiful cat, a bit fat, but hey she gets to sleep all day and get fed whenever she wants and not get yelled at. I wish I could be a cat at times.

My mothers has short brown hair (not her natural color) and brown eyes. She stands at 5'0 and dresses well, she dresses like a tomboy, well she is kind of a tomboy. She is very down to earth, and skinny, she's a size three, I'm a size seven and she wears baggy cloths, and she had three kinds.

I'm the second oldest and the second youngest, she that put me smack in the middle of my nice little family. My older brother is 20 and named William, but likes to be called Will. The last time I saw him he was 5'9 with black hair and green/blue eyes, and 200 pounds of muscle. He lives in Alberta, and works for a big oil company, so yea, he's got money.

The youngest of us three is Douglas, who likes to be called Doug. He is 16 with black hair and blue eyes, he stands at 5'8 and is about 160 pounds.

Me, will I'm 5'2 with bark brown hair that comes just passe my shoulders, it's cut to frame my face, will it use to when I first had it cut. It's grown out to much now for that. I have glasses but don't wear them to often, why? Well I don't like wearing them. But I will went I have to, even though I'm suppose to wear them all the time. I can see fine with out them as long as what I'm looking at isn't more then 8 feet away. :p

My eyes are kind of strange, they are brown but when the light hits them they look green and if you look close enough you can see a red ring around the pupils. I don't really look like my mother and I don't have any looks from my father, come to think of it a don't have anything in common with him only our sense of humor, and quick wittedness.

"MEW!" I rolled over and wined when I hear the cat, she does this every time I want to sleep in.

"Go away pus" I mumbled as I pulled the covers over my head.

"MEOW!" she cried as she jumped on my bed, will more like she jumped on me.

"OWW!" I screamed, causing ths cat to run out of my room like a bat out of hell.

"Fine" I mumbled as I pushed the covers back and slowly got out of bed.

I put on my navy blue robe and walked out of my room and went to the kitchen where my oh so nice cat was waiting for me. Doug was also in the kitchen getting himself something to eat, my right eye twitched.

"Damn cat" I mumbled as I took the can of milk from my brother.

"Hey!" he wined as I opened the cabinet door to get a plate.

"What?" I asked at the same time I took down a plate.

"I was using that!" he stressed

"So, the cats hungry, and since you couldn't feed her the first time, I get to used the milk first." I though back as I poured the milk onto the plate. Doug glared at me and mumbled something under his breath and left the kitchen.

"What's up with him?" I mumbled to the cat as I walked over to the deep frig and put the plate on top of it. We have to keep the cats food and milk up high so our dog won't eat it o n her.

I stretched and walked into the dinning/common room. I looked at my dead computer and sighed "Damn it all" I swore as I walked over to it, I wanted a blank sheet of paper. I looked in the printer, and it was empty. "Figures" I mumbled as I went to the china cadent and opened the bottom door.

I took out some paper as I did I ended up tipping over a blue box the was next to the paper. Rolled up paper scattered across the floor, they look like scrolls. "God damn it" I cursed as I started to clean up the mess I made. I put the blank paper aside and picked up one of the scrolls and looked it over, being the nosey person I am (I blame the journalism program) I opened it up, well I unrolled it.

I couldn't understand what was written on it, it look to be either Japanese or Chinese charters written down the scroll. I unrolled it some more until I saw some dates and my name. The dates to my surprise where the same as my birthday, and as my eyes scanned the strange charters I notice my mothers name, and below that was some other name i couldn't pronounce, the it was signed, but i couldn't make out what it said. But under the signature was some kink of symbol. Something about this wasn't sitting well with me, it almost looked like a birth certified, but "Why would it have my name on it" I said out loud just as my mother walked through the door.

"What's your name?" she asked putting down a brown package.

I looked at her then back at the paper, I then turned the scroll around and said "Why in the sever hells does this have my name on it?"

My mother froze when she saw what I was holding. "Where did you get that?" she question with some anger in her voice.

"Don't you get angry at me, I accidently found it, now tell me the truth, no lies!" I demanded.

My mother sighed and said "It's your real birth certificate"

I glace her a confused and shocked looked as I stressed "The last time I looked, my birth certificate was in English not" I flicked the scroll "in what ever the hell this language is"

Again she sighed and said "Lets talk in the living room."

I followed her into the living room and sat in the love seat, my mother sat on the couch on the oppaset side of me.

"EmJ this is complicated, I can't tell you the whole story until you're 21" she started.

"Why?" I asked trying to keep my cool.

"Because that's when me and you father, and you birth father decided on" she answered leaning back on the couch.

"So dad knows I'm not really his?" I said in a soft voice.

"Yes, and before you get angry and storm out of here just listen to me. Me and your father were going though a rough time, and I broke some rules and then we got into a mess. During that time I had slept with another man. But it was closed to when me and your father got back together so when found out I was going to have another baby, I didn't know who owned it." she took a breath. "So when you where born I put Tom as the father, but 2 months later I got a call from the man I slept with, he found out I have a baby and wanted a test done. So I told your father and got the test done. It turned out that he wasn't the father the other man was. So I had another birth certificate done. But he lived in Japan so that's why it's in Japanese."

I sat there and process the information "but I don't look Japanese" I stated not wanting to believe what I was hearing.

"Neither is he, he just lives there" she answered with a soft voice.

"Who else knows?" I asked tying to hid my anger.

"Your grandparents" she answered "On my side" she added quickly.

I stoop up and turned my back to her "So they all know, and all this time when I spoke about this kind of stuff, and how I would tell the child at a early age, you where all laughing at me. Because I was one of those children!" I yelled the last part and ran to my room where I locked the door.

I turned around and put my back to the door and I took in several deep breathes.- I should have never looked at those scrolls but if I didn't then I would have known. But.. But.. - I slammed my fist on the door as I slid down to the floor.

I don't know how long I was there but the sun was setting and I could hear my father voice in the dinning/common room. "How could you let this happen!" he yelled at my mother.

"I don't know how she found that box, I kept it locked away in our room." she though back.

"Like hell you did" I mumbled as I put my head back on the door. As I did this a though hit me -she never did tell me who signed it-

"How long has she been in her room" I hear my father say, breaking my train of thought.

"Since this morning" she answered in a low voice I could hardly hear her.

"I'm going to go talk to her" he said as I head him approach my door

I jumped up and pushed my dresser in front of the door.

"Emily open this door, I need to talk to you" I heard him say

"No" I snapped as I jumped onto my bed and pulled the covers around me.

"You can't stay in there forever" he stressed as he tried to open the door, but finding it was locked.

"Watch me!" I yelled trying to hid the tears in my voice.

I hear I sigh and foot steps leading away form my door. I put my head back on my pillow and somewhere between my parents fighting and my thinking I fell asleep.

I awoke something that night and needed to go to the bathroom. I got up and turned on my light and pushed the dresser away from the door, I unlocked it and went to the bathroom. When I was finished I walked down the hall towards my room and stopped "I'm hungry" I stated out of no where and turned towards the kitchen, as I did something hard hit me in the head and my world went dark.

I awoke in a sitting position, as I tried to move my hands I found I couldn't, -What the hell is going on- I though as I struggled to get my hands free. But as I fully came too, I found I was in a chair and that my arms and lags where tied to it.

Fear and panic ran though me as I struggled agents the ropes "You'll hurt yourself" came a soft female voice, I stopped and snapped my head towards the sound. I froze when I saw what was just a few feet in front of me..