Chapter 1:

Today was the day. I would finally confess. Confess to Natsu that I am…Akias Lee. You see, I made this account to win Natsu's heart since he hates Lucy, me. And I succeeded. He and I are a couple. We planned to meet up next week. That's why I want to tell him who I really am. Though I wasn't acting fake in Akias Lee, I was acting just like myself and he didn't even notice. Thank god he's dumb, and I know that's mean, but in my case, it's useful.

Now why does Natsu hate me? Well, you see, I don't really know. Maybe 'cause I was too mean, too annoying, too bossy, or too pushy. Or, I'm too ugly for him to even hang around with. Though, we were all close and stuff. We texted all day, hanged all the time. However, last year, in February, Natsu and I became distant. It felt like he didn't care about me. He was cold to me. And me? I tried to be nice to him. Though, it seemed like the nicer I was, the meaner he was. One day we had argument where we just couldn't handle each other anymore. He asked me what would happened if he didn't want to be my friend anymore. Me being me by jumping into conclusions, said, "you don't want to be friends anymore?" Then he said some things and I said some things and then he just burst and said I don't care anymore about this questions so bye. Therefore I said bye too. Last year in March, he said he didn't want to be friends anymore. I asked why but he kept it to himself and blocked me. Then later he unblocked me which questioned me but I forgot about it. Then he unfriended me in Facebook. Sigh, I love this jerk and he hates me, what luck.

Anyways, I have to think of a way to say this. Do I just go right up and say, "I'm Akias Lee! Your girlfriend!" No, that's too pushy. Maybe, "I've liked you for a long time now so I couldn't leave you alone, so, that's why I made a account called Akias Lee and texted you." No, not that either, seems too innocent. "Yo, Natsu. I'm Akias Lee, k?" Then I just kiss him. No! This is not good at all.

Maybe I should just cut Natsu off and say we can't meet….EVER! But then he'll meet other girls and then start not liking me and he'll end up marrying some other girl that's not me! NOOOO! NEVER WILL I LET THAT HAPPEN! HE'S MINE! FOREVER AND EVER….oh my god I need to chill. It can't be destined Natsu will love me forever. Though it doesn't hurt to try with him. I feel like he has something that can keep up together.

Confessing is so hard. How do people even do it? How do people even propose?! Damn, I'm sweating at the thought at confessing to him I'm his online girlfriend. Man, this was a bad idea. I shouldn't ever made that account and texted him. Anyways, he'll get super mad. What if he screams at me? What if he hits me? Even worse, what if he breaks up with me?! NO! I can't do this. I don't want to risk breaking our relationship. But if I'm not by his side, other girls will steal him away and he won't even notice. THEN HE WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM AND BREAK UP WITH ME! Wa-wa-wa, I just want to curl up into a ball, crying my eyes out. To be honest, it feels good. Releases stress, or well for me.

Sigh. I knew that making this account was a dangerous stunt. Nothing ever ends well. Especially lying about who I am. However, I did it for him! I just love talking to him and I don't want to lose him. I did once, but not this time. You see, we met in third grade (I'm 16, we're in eleventh grade right now) and him and his cousin, which I am best friends with, bullied me. Though I proved to be a girl that send a message to thim like don't mess with me. They liked that so they continued. Me being a don't-mess-with-me girl, bullied them back. We kept going and going, but then his cousin felt bad he treated a girl like that so he stopped and became my friend. We became friendly toward each other, though me and Natsu stayed the same. We had our friend's moments but then went back to bullying each other. He didn't mean anything to me back then, he was just like a side bitch, hehehe. Though, when I was in seventh grade, I asked his cousin about Natsu. His cousin was surprised I even remembered him. He gave Natsu my Instagram and we started texting. Then Natsu asked if I had Facebook and then he sent me a friend request. I accepted and then we started texting on messenger. We were so close and attached to each other. There wasn't a day we didn't go without texting each other. We were so happy. We did fight…a lot. However, I got to admit it was funny. What? Fighting is sometimes is fun, you can even ask Natsu, he will agree.

That's how we met. It was 4 years I hadn't talked to him and then we started talking again for 4 years. Damn, I just noticed. We talked and didn't talk for 4 years. Confused? Okay look, I met him in 3rd grade and then we stopped talking but then we started talking when he and me where in 7th grade. Seven minus three is four. Four years we didn't talk. But then we started talking in 7th grade all the way up to 11th grade. Eleven minus seven is four. Four years we did talk. Yeah I know, a lot of information to take in, but okay.

Natsu and I like have such a history. We became friends by him and his cousin bullying me and me being a don't-mess-with-me girl, bullied them back. Yeah, I showed them who's boss back then. Hell yeah, I was a queen! I kind of still am, ha-ha-ha. Looking back, we had good times with each other. I still remember how I teased Natsu and his cousin for liking this girl they hanged with. That was mad funny because they always blushed. I bet they were fighting over her, LOL! And yes, I use texting language in real life, deal with it. Lol, sorry, I'm being mean. Well, anyways, back to the present.

I really have to think of a plan. Going in with no plan will make me lose in what I want, just like in a game. If you go into battle without a plan, you will die and not get the reward. Sigh, I have this whole school day. I have to accumulate this plan, now. Maybe I'll do it at lunch. I got this! I can do it! After I accumulate the plan, I will put it into procedure after school! Yes! Some leads in what to do!

Wow, if you actually daydream and look into the problem, it's not really stressful nor is it hard. It's pretty easy and stress less! Okay, now I'm being a little too confident. But I can't help but smile so much at my leads. At my start. However, if I get too happy and confident, something bad will happen so I got to cut this down. Just three more minutes and this period will end. Oops, I forgot to tell you. I'm at school, in social studies, oh how I hate this class. I bad at it and it's hard to pay attention because it's boring, lol.

I looked at the clock. 10 more seconds.

3 more seconds.

2 more seconds.

1 more.

DINGGGG

"Wait children!" said Mrs. Sacroeary, my social studies teacher. "Your homework over the spring break is to read lesson 3.4 and do the self-check questions." And of course everyone groaned, including me. I mean it isn't a break if have to do homework. Man I really hate these teachers, oh well I guess. "Oh be quiet. Make sure to do it. Now, you're dismissed."

I got out of the classroom rushing to the roof. Students aren't allowed to go there but my friends and I go there since it's peaceful. We can't do whatever we want and there's no one to supervise us which is awesome. Anyways, my friends are absent so I get to be alone, yay! Don't get me wrong, I don't hate my friends, but I want to create this plan without them knowing. It will be my little secret. So yeah, don't tell anyone!