Author's note : This is my first fic but that doesn't mean you have to write good reviews only

Author's note : This is my first fic but that doesn't mean you have to write good reviews only ! ^.^ But then again, please write something that is going to be helpful and constructive for me, ok ?

Disclaimer : I don't own Card Captor Sakura and all their characters. CLAMP own them so don't sue me.

*THE SIXTH OF SEPTEMBER*

Prologue

The night was cold and dark. I was alone wishing to the stars. Wishing… wishing that maybe someday someone would love me. Wishing that I wouldn't be immortal. Wishing that… that I could live life like the others… that I could enjoy it to it's best.

But, I still am what I hate to be. I know that I will never be like them. I know that I will never be happy… that I will never feel what they call love. Only humans can feel it. Wherever I go I can see love in their eyes. Anyway… thinking about it won't change a thing. I better do what I have to do. I must not let these thoughts penetrate my shell. It could kill me… wait, what am I saying ? I'm immortal ! I 'm so stupid. I really don't know why Clow Lead chose me as the guardian and protector of Kinomoto Sakura. Sakura… she is so beautiful… and she is my friend. No, she isn't. She can't be. Nobody can like me, love me. But I do like her. In fact, I like her a lot. She… whenever I am with her I feel something weird, something that I had never felt before. It's not bad at all. It's a nice feeling. I can't explain it. Could it be love ? No, it can't be. I'm not supposed to feel…

-Yue-san ?

-Sakura-san ?

-What are you doing on the roof ?

-Well, I'm only watching the stars. What are you doing here ? You know you could catch a cold anytime.

-I know that. I just needed some fresh air to help me clean my thoughts. I'm glad you're here Yue-san.

-Really ? Why ?

-I needed to talk to a friend.

*did she just said that I was her friend ? *

-About what ?

-You seem surprised Yue-san, why ?

*umm… what am I going to say ?*

-Well, I never thought that you saw me as a friend before…

-Don't be so stupid ! You're my friend and will always be !

-Oh… so, hwat was the thing you wanted to talk about ?

-You know, Takashi, the boy I have a crush on ?

*who is that ? ?*

-Not really…

-Doesn't matter ! He asked me out today !

*what's that feeling ? It's like there'd be a dozen knives that would be cutting me in little pieces slowly, to make me suffer more…*

-It'll be my first date since Syaoran died, three years ago…

-I'm sorry Sakura-san

*what's that feeling ? It's like there'd be a dozen knives that would be cutting me in little pieces slowly, to make me suffer more…*

-Don't be Yue-san, because today, I'm happy. For the first time in years, I'm happy.

-It's good to see you smile. I'm glad for you, Sakura-san. Oh, it's late, you should get to sleep now.

-Okay. But, Yue-san ?

-Yes ?

-Please don't tell Oniichan about this ok ? I don't want him to worry again.

-Tell him about what ? Don't worry, I promise that even my other self won't know about that.

-Arigatou Yue-san !

She then put her arms around me and gave me a hug. I smiled. Part of me wanted this to go on forever. The other part was telling me to forget about that, and that I had to be strong and not let these feelings ruin her life.

So, I let her go.

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