I had been stuck in that music room all right with my room mate, his name is Gii, a handsome teen, same age as me. his features strong and said to be honest, smart, respected and adored, also kind and free but i wouldn't know - i had never actually met him.
I, however was the opposite. Weak and shy.I'm hayama, a teen with a tragic past and akward situation that I could never talk about with anyone. With this tragic past of mine, i still wondered why i was left at this school, many many boys and with my human phobia, it didn't help, "you have a human phobia" he said as he unpacked his suitcase earlier, he seemed so happy and smart when he come up with that name.
"I think we are locked in" he said.
Takabashi he blamed, that person who wanted that curry thrown at me, he really didn't like me, it was just a hunch, 'why though' i was thinking as i rushed from door to door, finding a way out from our compacted prison of us and my fear of contact.
He then said the weirdest thing to me, "he's jealous because i love you instead of him". "Huh" i exclaimed, he continued to talk but i was too in shock to respond or listen, just watching his face in disbelief, "why me?" i asked him.
He got close to me and our breaths hitched and were almost one.
i tried to run away but his hands were gripped to the piano behind me, my body caught between them, leaving me no place to run and his body pressed against mine as he leaned in for a kiss. Normally i would have spazzed or ran for the hills, but he stopped before reaching his destination, "i'm sorry" he said and turned his head to the floor, "if you wont open your heart to me, i wont do anything to you" these kind words shocked me again, he was leaving me be.
"But i want you to know this", he whispered to me, reassuringly, "that my feelings for you are true". Everything, even time went still and waited as it felt like it was just me and him. Silence stayed and his eyes stared earnestly at me full of warmth.
But the moment of stillness was interrupted by shouzou, clamping the lock on the door and walking in. Shouzou was much smarter looking then Gii, with his hair swept to the said and his uniform neat and pristine, even though it was the evening and after school. He nodded to Gii and we all walked out, one after the other.
I watched the back of Gii in front of me and i had a strange feeling but pushed it aside. If i was happy we were interrupted or not was not for me to decide now, for something worst was going to happen soon but was it my fault or was it Gii's?
