Because I Didn't have the heart to
I could've loved you.
But I didn't.
I could've kissed you.
But it would've meant nothing.
I'd just mean that our mouths touched.
I could've smiled.
But I wouldn't be smiling.
It'd be just some big empty line that's curved at the ends.
I could've cried when you left me.
But, nothing came out, just tears.
Nothing worth talking about, that is.
I could've been happy when I saw you.
But, that's not true happiness,
If you can't feel it.
I could've told you I loved you.
But that'd be lying.
Then again,
when have I ever told the truth?
Lost in this never ending dream.
Because in this dream; I could feel.
In this dream, You and I were two different people who loved each other.
I never wanted to wake up.
But I did.
I could've held your hand.
But, I wouldn't be able to feel it.
The only thing I could've touched,
Could've felt.
Was the hollowness in my body.
I could've refused changed your memories,
But, that'd hurt you even more.
I would've sympathized you,
But I didn't have the heart to.
I could've loved you,
But I didn't have the heart to.
