Disclaimer: I feel... dejected. Deflated. Because I'll never be able to own all of this.

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It's like you're a drug

It's like you're a demon I can't face down

It's like I'm stuck

It's like I'm running from you all the time

And I know I let you have all the power

It's like the only company I seek is misery all around

'Who are you?' I whisper to him. 'What are you?'

'A Malfoy.' He smirks.

I run away.

I hate him.

But I can't let go. Because the he's the only thing I have left of the past.

It's like you're a leech

Sucking the life from me

It's like I can't breathe

Without you inside of me

And I know I let you have all the power

And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

He sucks on my neck, producing a large hickey. I inhale a ragged breath.

I still not sure whether I actually enjoy it or not.

But he's just something that I need and cannot live without.

I can feel him smirk against me.

And I know.

I know that I have let him win.

Let him win over me in some twisted and unknown way.

It's like I can't breathe

It's like I can't see anything

Nothing but you

I'm addicted to you

It's like I can't think

Without you interrupting me

In my thoughts, in my dreams

You've taken over me

It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm not me

I feel blind. There's nothing in front of me but him.

I can't breathe. It's like when I was little again, and got stuck in the elevator.

Only this time is different.

Because I'm trapped. Trapped by him.

I can't go anywhere without him watching me.

I can't even dream without dreaming about him.

I can't think without a mental image of him pasted into my brain.

It's like I'm lost

It's like I'm giving up slowly

It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me

Leave me alone

And I know these voices in my head are mine alone

And I know I'll never change my ways

If I don't give you up now

I can't find my way around the school. Because every corridor looks the same. They all contain the same likeness to every other. Each one contains a memory of him and me.

I hear voices.

Like Joan of Arc.

Only these voices aren't real. Just memoirs of him and me. Him and me.

It's weird.

And odd.

He's dead. And I still can't forget.

And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give him up now.

It's like I can't breathe

It's like I can't see anything

Nothing but you

I'm addicted to you

It's like I can't think

Without you interrupting me

In my thoughts, in my dreams

You've taken over me

It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm not me

I know. I am addicted to him. Because there's nowhere I go without thinking about him. Reminiscing. I hate him for that.

He's taken over me.

His spirit is haunting me.

Everywhere I go.

Everywhere.

I'm hooked on you

I need a fix

I can't take it

Just one more hit

I promise I can deal with it

I'll handle it, quit it

Just one more time, then that's it

Just a little bit more to get me through this

If I think it over a lot, I'll be okay.

I guess.

I am alive. He's dead.

I have more control over him that he has over me.

I think.

Just one more memory.

And I'll be okay.

I think.

I'm hooked on you

I need a fix

I can't take it

Just one more hit

I promise I can deal with it

I'll handle it, quit it

Just one more time, then that's it

Just a little bit more to get me through this

Maybe. Just hoping… maybe.

It's like I can't breathe

It's like I can't see anything

Nothing but you

I'm addicted to you

It's like I can't think

Without you interrupting me

In my thoughts, in my dreams

You've taken over me

It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm not me

Now I know; I just can't let go.

It's useless.

Because everywhere I go, he'll be following me.

Watching me.

And he'll never give up.

He'll pursue until I die.

No matter what.


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