Disclaimer: I feel... dejected. Deflated. Because I'll never be able to own all of this.
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It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
'Who are you?' I whisper to him. 'What are you?'
'A Malfoy.' He smirks.
I run away.
I hate him.
But I can't let go. Because the he's the only thing I have left of the past.
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
He sucks on my neck, producing a large hickey. I inhale a ragged breath.
I still not sure whether I actually enjoy it or not.
But he's just something that I need and cannot live without.
I can feel him smirk against me.
And I know.
I know that I have let him win.
Let him win over me in some twisted and unknown way.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I feel blind. There's nothing in front of me but him.
I can't breathe. It's like when I was little again, and got stuck in the elevator.
Only this time is different.
Because I'm trapped. Trapped by him.
I can't go anywhere without him watching me.
I can't even dream without dreaming about him.
I can't think without a mental image of him pasted into my brain.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
I can't find my way around the school. Because every corridor looks the same. They all contain the same likeness to every other. Each one contains a memory of him and me.
I hear voices.
Like Joan of Arc.
Only these voices aren't real. Just memoirs of him and me. Him and me.
It's weird.
And odd.
He's dead. And I still can't forget.
And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give him up now.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I know. I am addicted to him. Because there's nowhere I go without thinking about him. Reminiscing. I hate him for that.
He's taken over me.
His spirit is haunting me.
Everywhere I go.
Everywhere.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
If I think it over a lot, I'll be okay.
I guess.
I am alive. He's dead.
I have more control over him that he has over me.
I think.
Just one more memory.
And I'll be okay.
I think.
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
Maybe. Just hoping… maybe.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
Now I know; I just can't let go.It's useless.
Because everywhere I go, he'll be following me.
Watching me.
And he'll never give up.
He'll pursue until I die.
No matter what.
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