I know I may not open up much or seem to have rock solid heart but deep down its not like that Ed, I've never loved someone like I love before it's weird because we're so incompatible we're so different not what people would expect but we work in our own way that's what makes us "us" I was so stupid to leave I didn't do it because I didn't love you or want to be with you I did it cause I'm a coward and didn't have a clue about Love or anything and when I got a call saying you we're in trouble it broke me all these scenarios came rushing to my head then I find out that you are with someone called "Max" I didn't get angry or such because it was my fault that I left not yours and you didn't know I was going to come back at some point. The fact is Eddi I love you, love you ...

* For being my happiness when I'm down

* For the pointless arguments we have

* For our love of winding Chrissie up... Man the fun we have.

* For you being you the Eddi I adore...

* For us that night we made up a fake future maybe one day it could happen.

* For being sarcastic you're sarcasm helps me though the day "Hello results speak up mr Hemingway can't hear you."

* For you letting me help you slowly get of the Comaxidan you had been taken seeing you go though that was horrible.. That's another thing...

* For being stubborn but its not always a good thing as you found out with the drugs...

Overall I love you more then words could explain to me it's strange that I'm saying these words but I really mean them...

So my Question is will you Eddi McKee take me back?

Ps... If you say yes maybe our future plans will work out? Xx