Draco can love you better
Author's note: Takes place during the summer after Draco's sixth year. Gayness ahead, homophobes beware! Things in italics are thoughts and actions and everything else is the song. I tried not to have Draco be too OOC.
Disclaimer:I don't own or make money from neither Harry Potter nor "Love you better" which are respectively written by J. K. Rowling and God-des.
Setting: Malfoy manor, Draco's room
"I am so glad to be back home with my own room!" I thought as I lounged around in my silky black boxers. I never got any privacy back at Hogwarts and when I did feel comfortable to walk around in my boxers the other guys would stare at me because I am just that sexy. I feel myself smirk at the memory of the lustful looks the boys gave me…if only they knew. I crossed my arms and scowled, suddenly frustrated with my situation. If only there were some safe outlet for my emotions. Suddenly, I had one of my usual brilliant ideas. I scooted up to the desk in my swiveling chair on wheels. I opened the top drawer, took out my wand and tapped the lamp that was sitting innocently to my right. "Finite incantatum," I muttered. The transfigured lamp quickly turned into my dearest friend and closest confidante, my diary. I was so happy to have someone or something to confide in that I picked up the dragon hide bound book and kissed it. Then I opened it to the next blank page and began to write.
"I, Draco Malfoy, have two secrets, two secrets that would ruin my reputation if my fellowSlytherins found out about them. What could my big secrets be, one might wonder. Am I against Lord Voldemort? Am I not a natural blonde? If you guessed that either of those things are my big secrets, then you are…wrong! It's been public knowledge for the past month that I have refused to follow the Dark Lord and I am definitely a natural blonde, I mean really, you can't get a perfect color like this out of a bottle. I need to get these secrets off my chest, and since you're my diary I know you won't tell anyone.
My first secret is that I love Muggle music. Rap, rock, r&b, pop, country, any kind of music that didn't sound like wizard music makes me happy. Wizard music sounds a lot like Muggle classical music (which I also can't stand) and bores me to tears. It just doesn't have the same feeling behind it, the same passion. It doesn't make you feel like you were in the singers shoes, feeling their emotions. Why is that a big secret? Well, I publicly ridicule all things Muggle and if people found out about my affinity for Muggle music then I would be seen as a hypocrite. Malfoy's are not hypocrites, if we say something we mean it.
It's the second secret however that I am most worried about getting out. Just the idea of this secret coming out makes me shudder and feel nauseous, if it got to my father he would probably disinherit me. Deep breath, Draco, you can do it. If you can't admit it in your diary then how are you going to admit it to him? I, Draco Aurelius Malfoy, is in love with Harry Potter. Oh, Merlin. He is so sexy and adorable at the same time, no one else would be able to pull it off the way he does. The way he runs his hand through that wild black hair that naturally spikes up, the way his eyes flash when he's angry. I love to see him angry, you can practically feel the powerful magic coming off him in waves. I guess that's one of the reasons why I'm attracted to him, Slytherins love power. I doubt he would ever feel the same way about me as I do about him, even if he is gay. Merlin, I was so glad when he came out at the end of sixth year. Now I know I'm at least a member of the same gender that he is attracted to. If he would only give me a chance he would love me too, I'm sure of it!"
I closed my diary and turned it back into a lamp. That's enough soul baring for the day, hell…for the year even. I needed to be do something, I was feeling restless now that I had revealed my secret. I cast a locking charm on my door to ensure that no one would be sneaking up on me. People would have a field day with what I was about to do. I grabbed my CD player from under my bed and put on one of my favorite CD's. I set the player on my bed, put the headphones on and stood in the middle of the room. "Thank god for long cords," I thought. The familiar strum of a guitar filled my ears and heightened my anticipation.
Better, better, I can love you better
Better, I can love you better
"I wish I had the guts to say that to him." I thought.
Something's going on, I keep thinking 'bout you every time I
hear a love song.
I closed my eyes and began to get lost in the music.
You're on my mind all the time but I can't
Express it to you. Cause you're already taken but your girls a
Fool.
It hurt so bad when I thought I had lost you to that Weasle. I was so glad when you broke up with her.
I wish we would have met when you were single, I would
have swept you off your feet and made your body tingle.
Correct me if I'm wrong but I feel your energy. There's
something in the air, we got a sexual chemistry that's so deep
we can't deny it but when I start to feel it I can't do nothing
about it.
I swayed my hips and ran my hands down my chest, teasing an imaginary audience of one. Pretended Harry was there watching me.
So I wait laying back, chillin' in the cut, hopin'
someday it'll just be us. Till then I can just live through my
daydreams. Kinda like a drug cause I'm feeling like a fiend.
I'm like a teen having fantasy's is distracting me, sexual by
nature make it hard to breath.
Green eyes staring at me, glittering with passion.
Someday you will be mine, hope I'm not out of line. No one
Can love you better and when it's you and me, oh baby wait and see, I'll give you everything. Oh, I can love you better.
I imagined showering Harry with birthday presents, giving him the things he had been denied as a child.
It's just the way that you walk and the way that you talk and the
way that you move, so graceful and smooth. And every time
you're in my presence I have to slap myself, my heart skips a
beat, you make me want to melt. I even get nervous and I'm
not the nervous type but it's really rare that I find someone I
like. I get a funny feeling down below, I hope you don't notice,
I hope it doesn't show.
I imagined Harry in his Quidditch uniform on his broom, hair blowing in the wind and eyes alight with determination as he chased the snitch. Trying to hide the erection I always got when we played against each other was a bitch.
I picture you in a dress and it turns me on,
I imagined Harry in a dressand started giggling, it definitely didn't turn me on.
I'll keep on going strong I promise all night long. However
you want it, I'll try anything. I'll whisper in your ear and I'll
even try to sing. Haha, you probably wouldn't want me to do
that but I'll kiss you on your feet, work my way up your back.
Have a little Sade playin' in the background, start on the bed
work our way to the ground. Oh.
I imagined having Harry under me and shivered.
Someday you will be mine, hope I'm not out of line. I want
you to be mine, no one can love you better. And when it's you
and me, oh baby wait and see, I'll give you everything. Oh, I
can love you better. Baby, baby, baby, baby, I can. I can love
you better (baby, baby, baby). Baby, I can love you better.
I really let go and started wildly dancing. I danced the way one can only do when there's no one around. I mouthed the words while flailing my arms in the air over my head and swaying my hips.
Leave your girl at home and come out with me.
There's a whole side that you don't see. Me and you together, we got that vibe. Plus, I'm a ten and your girl is a five. I'm definitely better looking than Ginny, she probably didn't know how to handle a real man after dating the likes of Longbottom. She don't treat you right, the way that you want to be treated. I wouldn't be surprised if she creped and cheated. I don't mean to be conceited but I know I'll treat you better. All those times she threatened to leave, I wish you would have let her. We'd make a cute couple, I'd take you round the world. Be honest and faithful, stay true as your girl. Whatever you want, I'll try to make it happen. I'll be rich someday from the way I be rappin'. I can see us in the future having some kids, we could leave for the summer and go to Madrid. Okay, I guess I'm kinda getting carried away cause we never even been out on our first date. Oh, well.
Someday you will be mine, hope I'm not out of line. I want
you to be mine, no one can love you better.
I want you Harry and what a Malfoy wants a Malfoy gets.
And when it's you and me, oh baby wait and see, I'll give you everything. Oh, I can love you better. Better, better, I can love you better.
I will have Harry! I'm going to tell him how I feel about him as soon as we get back to Hogwarts. After all, no one can love him better.
