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Rose sat up on her bed. Her eyes were puffy from crying. She couldn't believe the Doctor

left her with no way to get back home. Speaking of the Doctor he hadn't even bothered to

check on her. She sighed, he was probably still mourning Reinette. Rose didn't blame

hom. Reinette was an amazing woman who fell in love with the Doctor. Just like everyone

else the Doctor has ever encountered. Only Reinette was different, she was one of the

only ones to gain the Doctors affections. She was an amazing woman beautiful,

intelligent, modest, caring, perfect for the Doctor. She loved the Doctor, and the Doctor

loved her back. Rose told herself she was ok with this but deep down she knew she

wasn't. Rose slowly stood up. Maybe a quick walk would clear her mind of things. Rose

aimlessly wandered around the TARDIS trusting the old girl to bring her where she

needed to go. She ended up outside the console room. She took a quick glance inside and

deducted that the doctor was, in fact, not there. Not quite knowing what she was doing,

maybe it had something to do with the fact she had watched Beauty and the Beast earlier,

she spoke to the TARDIS, "Show me my Doctor." She didn't know what the answer would

be, or even if there would be an answer. Suddenly the screen above her head flickered to

life. The picture the TARDIS displayed took Rose by surprise, but it was what she needed

to see. It was her doctor, the one who would never leave her on a spaceship for someone

better in every way. "My Doctor," she whispered aloud. She then reached her hand out

and touched the screen. The other Doctor had her so convinced he was the same man as

the one in the picture, but after the events of today Rose wasn't so sure. She knew she

had a place in her first Doctor's life, but now she wondered if he was going to leave her

like he did with Sarah Jane. She didn't know if he would even have the courtesy to drop

her at her house, he could leave her on an alien spaceship, like today, and never come

back. Rose didn't know how long she was standing there looking at her Doctors picture,

but she did know when she turned around she was already missing his presence. She

knew he was "here" but it wasn't the same, it wasn't her doctor. She slowly turned around

keeping her eyes on the ground and walked back to her bedroom and laid in bed. She

knew she would fall into the dream world soon, it would provide her with an escape from

the painful thing called reality.

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