End of A Leash Part I.
Disclaimer: I do not own any digimon stuff. Not even a plushie.
Tai's POV
"Kari! Where are we going in that?" I asked. Or I inquired. It was 5:00 and she was dressed in a tight skirt. I couldn't believe my little sis was wearing...well...something I'd want Sora to be...err. nevermind.
"What makes you think I'm going anywhere?"
"Last time I checked. You didn't wear something that would make Mimi blush just to plop in front of the TV. Do you have a date with TK?"
"None of your business, Tai, now get out of my room!"
"No need to bite my head off, a big brother has to be protective." I shrugged and left. I spun around at the sound of the door slamming shut. A second later I could see the bright lights flash from under the space under the door. I can actually understand. What better place to get away from a nosey brother than a nice romantic night get away in the digiworld. A place my digivice can't take me. I sure hope she was with TK, he's the only one I can trust around her. He's such a valiant dope.
Willace's POV
I paced in circles for half an hour. It was scary. I don't have many friends. Okay, I don't have any real friends. Not any humans anyway. My first best friends were from two twin digimon. I met my first human friend on the internet when I made the mistake of making my own digimon. Thank goodness Izzy and his friends were able to put him out of commission. I was getting nervous. The time flew away as I thought about how got to meet her. She seemed so truly concerned for me. I first gazed into her eyes across the ally and through the chain-linked fence. I wanted her to leave, I wanted her safe. I checked my digivice. 5:15. She was already 35 mins late. She was never late before. I find myself counting the seconds just to see her again. I think I really am in love. No, what I am I saying. I don't know what that is. I found my legs were weary and I collapsed on the picnic blanket and closed my tired eyes. I had all sorts of food in the basket which were already starting to stay out too long. Of course I know of a certain set of friends that nevermind what they eat. I was almost ready to go home when I opened my eyes and saw the most stunning girl I had ever seen. She smiled sweetly and approached. I quickly scrambled to my feet.
"Hi Kari." No, I can't believe I said that! That sounds stupid.
"Sorry I'm late, I had trouble ditching my brother." she smiled.
"That's okay, I understand. Have a seat" I gestured and plopped down so I can lean against the tree. I felt safer knowing it there. I guess I was scared of rabid digimon. It was getting dark and the moon was the only source of lighting. Well there was plenty of ambiance form the fire I started and some natural lighting emitting from nearby digivillages.
"Here, have a sub. It's an American thing." I said. She gave a worried expression as she caught the wrapped up sandwich.
"I know what a sub is. We have em in Japan too." she said annoyed. Dammit, I sounded stupid, I cursed. "Whats in it?" she asked.
"Oh, just turkey, lettuce and tomatoes with Russian." I answered meekly. She gave an unsure glance at it.
"I have one with mayo if you prefer." I added.
"No it's just fine." she said smiling and biting into it. She looked up and continued chewing.
"Its good." After seeing she was pleased, I started on my own.
"So what about Tai?"
"What about Tai?"
"Won't he be worried?" I added
"He shouldn't, I'm a big girl now." She said with a forlorn expression.
"Why so glum?" I asked.
"You'd think it's ridiculous. I'm really not sad, just have a lot on my mind. Which reminds me, one of the things on my mind is giving you some green tea." she zips open her backpack and give me her thermos.
"Thanks. I don't have any cups for us though. I just assumed we'd drink the soda I brought."
"That's okay." she smiled. "We can swig from the same thermos, its not like I have cuddies or something." With an unsure feeling, I just dumbly held the thermos. Almost disgusted with that suggestion. I mean what if I backwash or something. I mean I'd hate to scare her off by doing something offensive. I mean when I'm with Davis, I usually pass when he gives me the water bottle. Usually grossed out from the floating debris that was once food particles. Big food particles. I guess Davis didn't chew to well either. I guess I was thinking too long again, because she snatched the thermos and took a gulp and handed the thermos back. I was astonished. What a confident and assertive woman, the perfect woman. She inched closer to me which kinda made me sink back farther into the tree. Yeah, I was uncomfortable. Luckily the air was cool or I'd probably sweat. Kari on the other hand was a cool as a cucumber. The fire died down a bit She shivered and bit and offered my shirt. She declined and then sat next to me and wrapped her arms around me and rested her head on my chest. I thought she would have noticed my heart racing a million time a minute. We chatted awhile. This wasn't my first get together with Kari, but it was the first time she got this close to me. I looked down saw her shiny brown hair. What a beautiful lady. With the fire dying down. I tried to getup but that only made her hold of my tighter. I was afraid a bit. I wanted to get up. At the same time, I wanted to kiss her and hold her back.
"Um, I can throw another log on the fire if you're cold."
"Why don't you be my fire." she smiled wickedly. Was she coming on to me? How would I know? My only best friend is only a series of text I read every time I check my email. I can't tell. I guess this was a good time to tell her how I felt. But she closed her eyes and rested her head. I didn't want to ruin the moment.
"Willace?"
"Yeah?" I whispered weakly.
"Did you ever think about making love to someone?" her eyes were still closed. I was a bit taken back. After not answering, she looked up at me.
"Um...well, I'm sure everyone does, why?"
"Oh nothing. It's just that some days I just want to feel close to someone. I'm sorry, you probably think I'm a..."
"Oh, don't say that. I think you're a wonderful young lady. I understand completely. I wonder the same thing. But why?"
"Well, it's just that I've never been able to get close to any guy, until I meet you. It's true. Davis and TK have a crush on me."
"Davis, is good kid. He helped me understand working as a team and friendship." I added dumbly in his defense. For a computer genius, I sure am stupid with words.
"He's a good leader. He acts and reacts without thinking. Just like Tai. That's why I can't stand him. Don't get me wrong. I love my brother, Tai, but Davis is too much like him. He copies his wryly hair, his dumb remarks, soccer, and those STUUpid goggles." she giggles but then fades to a sad expression.
"What is it?"
"Then there's TK. I do care about him. I wish he could be my mine. I'm sure he does. I guess you can call him my boyfriend, everyone else does."
"Your boy friend? What are you doing here with me?" I felt totally crushed at this moment.
"Let me finish." she said angrily. "BUT he could never be mine. He's too, well, oafish. Don't get me wrong. We're friends. We've been friends for years. I think I even love him. But it would feel totally wrong. You know what I'm saying?"
"I think so."
"Anyway, I could never fall for any guy, and even if I did, I couldn't possibly go out with them. Not without hurting Davis or TK."
"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that Kari."
"The truth is, so many people like me, if I hear another kid tell me they have crush or in love with me, I'm going to scream."
I felt semi heart broken, but more relieved I didn't say anything. I would hate for her to hate me. Or worse ruin the friendship we just built.
"But aren't you on a date with me?" I asked
"Then there is you. You don't even live in Japan, who would know? There's no TK, no Davis. Just you me and great out doors of the digiworld."
Shaky, I dared to ask. "Who would know about what?"
"About this." she smiled and leaned in kissing my neck. A surge of something awakened me form the daze I was in. It felt cool and wet. I loved it. I think.
"Wait." I murmured as she continued to suck on my neck and yank shirt back until it fell past the sleeves of my long-T. She ran her warm arms up my shirt still kissing me.
"No... don't." I caught her arms. I pushed her away and let my tears stream like the coward I was. "This is wrong."
"I don't want TK or Davis, or Izzy or Matt. I just want you, Willace." She continued to press into me and just like the spineless kid that I was, I gave into her every wild desires and when it was all over, I pulled the other blanket over her sleeping body and kissed her soft creamy and beautiful skin on her shoulders and said. "I love you Kari" I wiped the tears streaming from my face and hugged her tightly. "I know you don't feel the same way, and that's what made this wrong. Yet I'll always be in love with you and that's what made it so right." I Shut my eyes and cried my self to sleep.
To be continued...
Disclaimer: I do not own any digimon stuff. Not even a plushie.
Tai's POV
"Kari! Where are we going in that?" I asked. Or I inquired. It was 5:00 and she was dressed in a tight skirt. I couldn't believe my little sis was wearing...well...something I'd want Sora to be...err. nevermind.
"What makes you think I'm going anywhere?"
"Last time I checked. You didn't wear something that would make Mimi blush just to plop in front of the TV. Do you have a date with TK?"
"None of your business, Tai, now get out of my room!"
"No need to bite my head off, a big brother has to be protective." I shrugged and left. I spun around at the sound of the door slamming shut. A second later I could see the bright lights flash from under the space under the door. I can actually understand. What better place to get away from a nosey brother than a nice romantic night get away in the digiworld. A place my digivice can't take me. I sure hope she was with TK, he's the only one I can trust around her. He's such a valiant dope.
Willace's POV
I paced in circles for half an hour. It was scary. I don't have many friends. Okay, I don't have any real friends. Not any humans anyway. My first best friends were from two twin digimon. I met my first human friend on the internet when I made the mistake of making my own digimon. Thank goodness Izzy and his friends were able to put him out of commission. I was getting nervous. The time flew away as I thought about how got to meet her. She seemed so truly concerned for me. I first gazed into her eyes across the ally and through the chain-linked fence. I wanted her to leave, I wanted her safe. I checked my digivice. 5:15. She was already 35 mins late. She was never late before. I find myself counting the seconds just to see her again. I think I really am in love. No, what I am I saying. I don't know what that is. I found my legs were weary and I collapsed on the picnic blanket and closed my tired eyes. I had all sorts of food in the basket which were already starting to stay out too long. Of course I know of a certain set of friends that nevermind what they eat. I was almost ready to go home when I opened my eyes and saw the most stunning girl I had ever seen. She smiled sweetly and approached. I quickly scrambled to my feet.
"Hi Kari." No, I can't believe I said that! That sounds stupid.
"Sorry I'm late, I had trouble ditching my brother." she smiled.
"That's okay, I understand. Have a seat" I gestured and plopped down so I can lean against the tree. I felt safer knowing it there. I guess I was scared of rabid digimon. It was getting dark and the moon was the only source of lighting. Well there was plenty of ambiance form the fire I started and some natural lighting emitting from nearby digivillages.
"Here, have a sub. It's an American thing." I said. She gave a worried expression as she caught the wrapped up sandwich.
"I know what a sub is. We have em in Japan too." she said annoyed. Dammit, I sounded stupid, I cursed. "Whats in it?" she asked.
"Oh, just turkey, lettuce and tomatoes with Russian." I answered meekly. She gave an unsure glance at it.
"I have one with mayo if you prefer." I added.
"No it's just fine." she said smiling and biting into it. She looked up and continued chewing.
"Its good." After seeing she was pleased, I started on my own.
"So what about Tai?"
"What about Tai?"
"Won't he be worried?" I added
"He shouldn't, I'm a big girl now." She said with a forlorn expression.
"Why so glum?" I asked.
"You'd think it's ridiculous. I'm really not sad, just have a lot on my mind. Which reminds me, one of the things on my mind is giving you some green tea." she zips open her backpack and give me her thermos.
"Thanks. I don't have any cups for us though. I just assumed we'd drink the soda I brought."
"That's okay." she smiled. "We can swig from the same thermos, its not like I have cuddies or something." With an unsure feeling, I just dumbly held the thermos. Almost disgusted with that suggestion. I mean what if I backwash or something. I mean I'd hate to scare her off by doing something offensive. I mean when I'm with Davis, I usually pass when he gives me the water bottle. Usually grossed out from the floating debris that was once food particles. Big food particles. I guess Davis didn't chew to well either. I guess I was thinking too long again, because she snatched the thermos and took a gulp and handed the thermos back. I was astonished. What a confident and assertive woman, the perfect woman. She inched closer to me which kinda made me sink back farther into the tree. Yeah, I was uncomfortable. Luckily the air was cool or I'd probably sweat. Kari on the other hand was a cool as a cucumber. The fire died down a bit She shivered and bit and offered my shirt. She declined and then sat next to me and wrapped her arms around me and rested her head on my chest. I thought she would have noticed my heart racing a million time a minute. We chatted awhile. This wasn't my first get together with Kari, but it was the first time she got this close to me. I looked down saw her shiny brown hair. What a beautiful lady. With the fire dying down. I tried to getup but that only made her hold of my tighter. I was afraid a bit. I wanted to get up. At the same time, I wanted to kiss her and hold her back.
"Um, I can throw another log on the fire if you're cold."
"Why don't you be my fire." she smiled wickedly. Was she coming on to me? How would I know? My only best friend is only a series of text I read every time I check my email. I can't tell. I guess this was a good time to tell her how I felt. But she closed her eyes and rested her head. I didn't want to ruin the moment.
"Willace?"
"Yeah?" I whispered weakly.
"Did you ever think about making love to someone?" her eyes were still closed. I was a bit taken back. After not answering, she looked up at me.
"Um...well, I'm sure everyone does, why?"
"Oh nothing. It's just that some days I just want to feel close to someone. I'm sorry, you probably think I'm a..."
"Oh, don't say that. I think you're a wonderful young lady. I understand completely. I wonder the same thing. But why?"
"Well, it's just that I've never been able to get close to any guy, until I meet you. It's true. Davis and TK have a crush on me."
"Davis, is good kid. He helped me understand working as a team and friendship." I added dumbly in his defense. For a computer genius, I sure am stupid with words.
"He's a good leader. He acts and reacts without thinking. Just like Tai. That's why I can't stand him. Don't get me wrong. I love my brother, Tai, but Davis is too much like him. He copies his wryly hair, his dumb remarks, soccer, and those STUUpid goggles." she giggles but then fades to a sad expression.
"What is it?"
"Then there's TK. I do care about him. I wish he could be my mine. I'm sure he does. I guess you can call him my boyfriend, everyone else does."
"Your boy friend? What are you doing here with me?" I felt totally crushed at this moment.
"Let me finish." she said angrily. "BUT he could never be mine. He's too, well, oafish. Don't get me wrong. We're friends. We've been friends for years. I think I even love him. But it would feel totally wrong. You know what I'm saying?"
"I think so."
"Anyway, I could never fall for any guy, and even if I did, I couldn't possibly go out with them. Not without hurting Davis or TK."
"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that Kari."
"The truth is, so many people like me, if I hear another kid tell me they have crush or in love with me, I'm going to scream."
I felt semi heart broken, but more relieved I didn't say anything. I would hate for her to hate me. Or worse ruin the friendship we just built.
"But aren't you on a date with me?" I asked
"Then there is you. You don't even live in Japan, who would know? There's no TK, no Davis. Just you me and great out doors of the digiworld."
Shaky, I dared to ask. "Who would know about what?"
"About this." she smiled and leaned in kissing my neck. A surge of something awakened me form the daze I was in. It felt cool and wet. I loved it. I think.
"Wait." I murmured as she continued to suck on my neck and yank shirt back until it fell past the sleeves of my long-T. She ran her warm arms up my shirt still kissing me.
"No... don't." I caught her arms. I pushed her away and let my tears stream like the coward I was. "This is wrong."
"I don't want TK or Davis, or Izzy or Matt. I just want you, Willace." She continued to press into me and just like the spineless kid that I was, I gave into her every wild desires and when it was all over, I pulled the other blanket over her sleeping body and kissed her soft creamy and beautiful skin on her shoulders and said. "I love you Kari" I wiped the tears streaming from my face and hugged her tightly. "I know you don't feel the same way, and that's what made this wrong. Yet I'll always be in love with you and that's what made it so right." I Shut my eyes and cried my self to sleep.
To be continued...
