Here it starts and I'm posting all the chapters out at once. I've went through them once so I apologize now ahead about mistakes and grammar mistakes that you might find. Also, sorry if you find the characters a bit ooc, but the guys aren't the easiest to write, since in the anime it is not very much time to get to know each of them except from what you actually see of them. But I've tried and it's fanfiction. Imagination is important. If you don't like it, don't read it.

Ciarda and Naiya – two OC's are what you will read less from, since Kent and Shin are not very problem guys, so to speak, hehe, at least compared to Toma and Ikki. Also Heroine from the anime is going to be named, Heroine, since I'm too lazy to come up with another name. Let's just say it's not a strange name in this world. Ukyo is not crazy either.

I hope I can inspire others to write amnesia fanfics as well (with more length, even if this is just above 20,000 words and 9 chapters all in all).

R&R

Enjoy!


Chapter 1:

Ciarda's POV

I was at Xaria's place together with Naiya and Kera. We had all finished watching the amnesia anime once again.

"I cannot believe we never get to see which path Heroine chooses," Kera complained for a thousandth time.

"You say that every time," Naiya pointed out and I nodded in agreement.

"I just hope she ended up with Ukyo, think of all he did in the first place, just to be with her. They were after all, originally lovers," Xaria muttered as she came with another bowl of popcorn.

"I just wish someone could give Ikki's fan club a piece of their mind," I muttered.

"Oooh, Ciarda is in the tough corner today," Naiya teased.

"Wonder what will be next," Kera wondered aloud with a smirk, gaining quiet giggles from our fellow friends.

"Maybe she'll get out of her shy shell and actually pick a real fight," Xaria teased me and poked me in the side.

"Hey! That is not fair!" I complained and scooted further away from her on the couch.

"What do we do now?" Kera wondered and leaned back on the floor. "Soooo bored now," she muttered.

Xaria's place was small and cozy. But we all loved it here. She was the only one not living at home still. Kera was on the way of moving out. While Naiya was too nice to leave her mother alone with her little brother. Personally I did not have the heart to leave my mother and father either, no matter how many times Xaria had offered me to move in with her. Instead we all enjoyed sleep overs at Xaria's place quite often when our daily lives did not get in our ways.

I was working on my musical career at the university (first year) while Xaria was designing clothes (2nd year). Xaria made everything the four of us wore. She was excellent and simply awesome. She was already selling her clothing she made at the university.

Naiya could not afford university and had to work right after high school to make sure her mother and her brother had food on their table and a roof above their heads. She was currently working at a restaurant close to the university where it was always packed with people, however, if that was not enough, she had an amazing connection to all animals that all of us could envy.

Kera was in charge of computer games design with her program and it was her third year. Especially making worlds for them. She was simply awesome. Also the toughest of us even if she was friendly at the same time.

We had all met by chance at a beach when summer let us free from school in our early teens. Though we all shared different years (Naiya the oldest as 22 now) we easily became friends and were inseparable since.

I am the youngest. 19 years old. I am shy when strangers are around, but when I get to know a person, I am more outgoing and tougher I guess, at least somewhat. My favorite anime is really amnesia. Even if I find it somewhat sad, it is also romantic. Maybe it was the romance that captured me in the first place.

I was throwing popcorn at Xaria's head when the thunder boomed through the sky above us. The lightning set alight the room we were sitting in. Naiya was glaring at Kera but not saying anything to our laughing friend. The room lit up and blinded us with a white light. I covered my eyes.

The light fainted for a moment before I noticed that it was still lighter than in Xaria's living room. I opened my eyelids and blinked. It was white around me and I was staring straight at four cards.

Why does this remind me of Amnesia, the last episode? I thought as I stared at the cards. Heart, spade, diamond and club. No joker.

So what will happen if I touch one of the cards? I silently wondered and took a step closer. I better choose the right one just in case, right? But, which should I chose?

If this is truly Amnesia, or just my dream amnesia, then that must mean that Heroine chose Ukyo, since his card is not here (which I always hoped). That leaves four.

I studied the cards carefully. Hearts. Shin. Would I go for his path? And if so, why him? Why him indeed…

I took an extra moment to think it over. Toma was just too unstable for me even if he seemed like a very nice guy. Ikki had his fan club and then Kent was just different.

So I guess I have decided, I thought and took a step towards the card with the red heart. I stretched out my right hand and touched the card, then took another step. A bright light surrounded me and I was blinded. My eyes closed in reflex and the next thing I was aware of was the sound of traffic. My eyes shot open and I blinked rapidly. I was so not at Xaria's place anymore. Neither in the white room with the cards.

Where the hell am I?


Naiya's POV

Three cards was what I could see after the blinding light in Xaria's living room. Spades, clubs and diamonds. That's what the cards symbolized.

Just like in amnesia, I thought. Well, almost. There are two missing.

And if I were to choose I knew what would fit my personality. If anything I could befriend him and he could help me home.

I chose clubs.


Xaria's POV

Two cards? There were missing ones as well.

Diamond. Spade. Between the two I would choose diamond. That Toma had to learn his lesson. Then again, Ikki's fan club needed a lesson, but I was not the right girl for that job, nope. In my opinion they are just too much trouble.

Yes, too much trouble. I'll just go with the flow.

I walked towards the card with the diamond.


Kera's POV

A card representing spades. That was all I saw. A room similar to the one Heroine had been in in the anime when choosing which reality she wanted to live in. However, here it was only one card. Ikki's path? I grimaced. That awful fan club of his. They needed to go down! I was determined. I would help him and those bitches were up for the force of me.

I touched the card and my hand went through. I stared at it with surprise. Then I grinned and took a step forward into the brightness. And then it disappeared.


Ciarda's POV

"Ciarda?" I heard Xaria's voice. She sounded a bit groggy and I met her blue and golden eyes. Wait, golden as well? Xaria only got blue eyes…

"Xaria, you're here as well?" I said and stared around me. The lights were blinding and surrounding us. As well as people walking on the streets.

"Ciarda!" she gasped. "Your eyes!"

"What about my eyes?" I asked warily.

"Your golden eyes are also partly red now," she whispered.

"Your blue ones are added golden to," I pointed out.

"What?" she looked as confused as I felt. "We really aren't at my place anymore," she muttered and looked around.

"Neither is this our clothing," I muttered and looked down at the black Lolita skirt I was wearing. A red corset and a long black jacket. Red boots that reached above my knees.

"That is so not your style," Xaria complained. "And your hair! Your beautiful red hair got black tips!"

"Turn," I said. Xaria did. Her brown hair had orange tips. She was dressed in black jeans and an orange singlet with the same jacket as me. Her boots were just above her ankles and orange as well.

"This is so not me," she muttered as she pulled at the singlet.

"Well, at least you got jeans," I muttered. Then I noticed. "Hey, you got your purse!"

She looked down and gestured for me to turn I did. "You got the backpack you brought with you to my place," she said and tilted her head. "How strange, but yet quite cool, don't you think?"

"I don't know. I thought this was a dream at first. What do we do? We have no clue as to where we are!"

"Amnesia world," Xaria said.

"It's not possible," I hissed.

"It's not like we know that for sure, Ciarda. It is certainly not a dream. At least our hair is mainly the same. Yours reaches your mid back still. Mine just under my shoulder blades. That is still the same."

"Our eyes changed," I muttered.

"It's not the world's end. Which card did you choose?" Xaria asked with a glint to her eyes.

"Hearts," I said slowly. Her grin was large and she laughed.

"Great! I took diamonds. Not that it was many cards to choose from," she said and the last part a little more sour. "This also means that we will be closer, right?"

"I guess…"

"Great, let's go!" she said and dragged me after her, straight…into…the road.

The sound of a horn made me realize that just as quickly as we had gotten there it would all end. This was not a good sign.

A great force hit me from behind and I felt myself fall forward and onto a hard surface.

"Ciarda! Are you alright!" I heard Xaria yell.

I felt a bit groggy and opened my eyes. I met Xaria's from beside. She was laying on the ground too. But on her back. Then her head turned and she stared right into a familiar face. Toma from the anime.

I turned as the weight over me had disappeared and a hand was stretched out to me. I took it and soon I was faced with red and purple eyes. Black wavy and messy hair with red tips. Shin, I thought and stared wide-eyed.

"Are you alright?" he asked, his eyes a little bit narrowed.

"Uhm, yes thank you," I said and brushed off my clothes. My left cheek stung and I saw blood on my palm as I removed it from my face. "Ouch." I winced.

"Oh my god, Ciarda! You're bleeding," Xaria said, she was already by me and looking worriedly at me.

"We are close to the place where we work, please come with us and let us help you," Toma said and Xaria turned with a sharp expression.

"Thank you for saving us, but we are just fine by ourselves and-" I stopped her and shook my head at her. `Be nice´ I mouthed. "-and ugh, where do you work?" she asked. Blushing slightly and then stomping on my foot. Not too hard but enough to make me glare at her.

Toma laughed and scratched the back of his neck. "We work part-time at Meido no Hitsuji. I am Toma and this is my friend Shin."

"Well, I am Xaria and this is Ciarda," Xaria introduced us. "Something to drink would be lovely," she added in a little bit more pleasant tone.

I just nodded shyly and cursed myself. I so did not find any words.

The boys showed us the way and soon we were seated. It looked exactly like in the anime and it seemed so nice. We were greeted by Ikki and he kept staring at us for a long time before taking his leave. Xaria dug into her purse as Toma and Shin went to talk with Ikki. I looked with great interest.

"Let's see, phone, key, money, a card of diamonds, a note… wait, note?" I leaned over and on the note it was an address and it also said it belonged to an orange key. Probably the key in her purse.

I looked through my backpack quickly and found a card of hearts. A red key. Money. Then the same note as Xaria's. We lived at the same place.

"We even got the same number," I muttered.

"That hun, that means we're living together," she said with a grin.

"A student card," I muttered.

"Huh, same here. Oh, look at that, we even attend the same university, phew."

We put our things back except our phones as Toma and Shin made their way back. Ikki close behind with a tray of tea and cups. Shin carrying some paper and a small bowl of water.

"I only have your number, Naiya's and Kera's," I whispered.

"I have yours, Naiya's and Kera's as well," Xaria answered back.

"It must mean they are somewhere around as well, right?"

We were interrupted. "Here you go," Ikki said and smiled.

I just nodded in thanks while Xaria did not even spare him a glance. She kept staring ahead on our heart and diamond.

I pressed the paper to my cheek and winced. Ouch, it really stung.


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