Disclaimer: Never have never will own Naruto. Would be nice though.

Notes/warning: This is gonna be a dark fic. Contains Yaoi, Lemon, SasukeXFemNaruto/Naruko, abuse, possible typing errors. Hope you like it- Enjoy!

I Can Save Him

It didn't take much for Sasuke to get mad this time, but then again it never really did. This time I dropped by his apartment to make a meal. I knew he was out drinking last night, but when I got his phone call he seemed so…sweet, so real like he actually missed me. His voice was soft and sorry; like he finally realized what he had been doing was wrong all along. Maybe he changed.

"Stop by tomorrow…we can hangout…maybe go to a movie?"

I took a large gamble this morning and entered his house unattended with the key he gave me. He said I could stop by when ever, and to not be shy and enter. When he gave me the keys he really meant it, but then again that was the old Sasuke and the one that crowded my life now was the new Sasuke. The newer, crueler, meaner one.

"Who told you that you could come over here? I told you to stop."

He arrived home after he got done with 'work'. About…whenever he felt like coming back. I should have known his wanting to hangout was only because of his drunkenness. He came home far too late to go to a movie.

"You made food? From my fridge? With my cooking tools?"

Yes Sasuke, that's how you make food, but I didn't tell him. Why make things worse? By the tone in his voice he was already mad, and hung-over. I knew what was to happen; what always happened when he was in this mood. It was inevitable.

"Answer me! Who SAID you could come to my house and make food that I didn't want! Who said you could come over and take out all of the shit under the counter? Who SAID it!"

I was going to put it all away, I swear. I had to pull them all out to get to the grease jar in the back.

"You did."

In a flash I felt my hair get pulled back. A short scream pulled from my throat.

"The FUCK I did."

He let my hair go only to push me off the chair (I had sat down on for only a few minutes to rest) and onto the floor. He left to the kitchen and angrily started to put things back. The clang of glass jars and cleaning supplies echoed through the otherwise silent apartment. He was going to break something.

"Sasuke…let me help you."

He whipped around to face me, anger and every other hateful emotion filled his eyes.

"YOU WANNA HELP ME?"

He stood; his stance no longer angry but pissed. I may have pushed it too far.

"Yes Sasuke…just ask…and ill do…anything."

For some reason, kindness was unacceptable and he lost it. This time he used his hands.

"IF YOU WANTED TO HELP ME YOU SHOULD HAVE LEFT!...but NOW ITS TOO LATE FOR THAT ISN'T IT!"

I sat frozen on the floor, my mouth half hanging open. I wonder how much it would hurt this time.

"But I….but you said…"

My voice and any reasoning along with it were lost as he pulled me up by the arm. It was a rough pull, enough to jerk my head to hear a light pop come from my shoulder. He hadn't dislocated it but it popped all the same. I whimpered helpless to his rage.

"You stupid-!"

Then he started to shake me, as if it would help me under stand why he was angry. I wish I could make things better…the way they used to be. When Sasuke and I would always hangout and we would both enjoy it. When his eyes were full of light and life, instead of the endless hateful abyss he had now. He would make me feel better when I was down, and now all he did was put me down. He used to make me feel special, and now he makes me feel like I am useless- not even able to make the one person I love happy again.

"I'm sorry I thought you-!"

His hand rose away from my body, pulled back, and then shot across my vision like a shooting star. I knew there was a red mark, but the pain was so little compared to what I was used to it didn't matter much. Tears didn't even surface on my eyes.

"..You fucking whore…"

He stood there listening to his own words echo in his head. Silence remained in the room until something happened in those hateful eyes of his. Realization dawned in his eyes, like god had come down from the mountain and created a revelation.

"Sa…Sasuke?"

He blinked from my voice and raised his hand again. My body tensioned and my eyes squinted, ready for a hit that surprisingly never came. More surprisingly he laughed an evil laugh… but it was one that hadn't been heard in this house for a long time.

"That's what you want isn't it!...That's why you keep coming over here…! Fine you want it? Ill give you what you want."

My confusion annoyed him. He gripped my arm and hulled me into his hallway. The pain in my arm from his grip and him leading me to another part of the house so far from the door alarmed me. I struggled, as futile as it was, my strength was nothing compared to what his was. I could feel my eyes grow in size, fear coursed through my body. What if this was his final straw and wanted to be done with me for good? Where was he taking me? What would he do with me? More importantly…what did he expect to do with my body?

"Where are you taking me!"

Fear coursed through me, making his journey down the hall strenuous and he used his force to slam me against the wall. Hard. I felt the wall shake and a picture frame not too far down tremble and fall off the wall. I sobbed in fear and stress. He continued on his way with me when he saw I stopped struggling. Curses littered his mouth the whole time before we reach a familiar door. The door belonged to Sasuke's bedroom.

"Now you'll get it. You fucking dirty little bitch. Whore, you are so low to the ground people just assume your filth on the floor. I should teach you respect. Maybe have a little more dignity you sleaze."

Tears flooded my eyes. I knew what he wanted now, and all I wanted to do was hug him. Tell him it would be okay. That I still loved him. That I would still do anything for him. I couldn't do it though, because he wouldn't let me.

"I'm sorry."

"You're not, but you will be."

The next few minutes involved little struggle from me and more effort from him. The door swung open, and crashed on its wall with the extra force having been applied. I was placed (in kinder words) on the bed as Sasuke told me to stay. After returning from shutting his door I heard the familiar unzip of his pants. Maybe if I closed my eyes and wished…things would be back to the way they used to be. Calm…Unselfish…Loving.

"I just may enjoy your company tonight Naruko…."

I felt my clothes slowly leave my body. I didn't know if it was a warning, some sick kind of joke, or kinky foreplay. Either way I lay there doing nothing, wishing I could at the same time.

"Baby…you're so beautiful…"

His hands caressed along my sides, following the ins and outs of my curves. He stopped once or twice to lean down and take my right nipple into his mouth and suck, making me gasp out in pleasure and willing to go on.

"So hot…"

This wouldn't be the first time we had done anything sexual…but it had been a while sense he hugged me let alone caress me. It was, in a way, a black Christmas.

"neh…I could kiss your boobs forever…"

A slight nip, partially painful made me wish he didn't go on any further. This hurt, it wasn't love but lust he was having for me. A sick lust that seemed to have no point…Then again I wasn't complaining.

"hmm…do you like this?"

I gasped as his hand lowered to my private area, already becoming wet.

"mmm...you do you little whore don't you?"

I closed my eyes as he played with my clitoris and ran the pad of his finger along the length of my opening. He was playing me like a harp, and he knew it. He knew the rythms that I liked the most and what I hated best. He used a wide variety of both. I whined and he smirked, bringing up his other hand to massage a soft mound on my chest.

"God…so hot…"

He didn't let me cum. He knew the signs of me about to and each time he thought I was approaching he moved away. It was agonizing, and he had intentions for it to be so.

"do you want me?"

The whisper in my ear was warm, inviting, and unexpected. All I could do was slightly open my mouth as his rhythm became faster, more sporadic.

"hm? Do you?"

My eye shut tighter, and he slowed down. Losing the rising peak I was gaining. I groaned in irritation and need.

"Oh Sasuke…I need you so bad…please…"

That was all he needed and he removed his hand and replaced it with his long member. Although he didn't place it inside of me right away. No he moved it up and down the length of me, allowing me to feel his erection and veins of his hard member. I muffled a moan in need and as soon as his patients ran out, and was through having fun through torture, he entered me.

"negh-!"

A slight pain occurred as a long time had passed sense he entered me. He didn't slow the rhythm, his eyes closed and hands positioned on his hips to hold me down. My arms reached out to touch, hold him, but he denied it so I reached behind to hold the pillow I laid on. The sheets crumpled in one hand and the pillow in the other as he plunged mercilessly into my tight opening over and over again. The pain soon left and pure bliss remained. I could feel him sliding…In and out and in again. I was close to him…closer than I ever have in a very long time. It felt assuring that he would do so. His member felt amazing inside of me.

"oh…my-ah fuck…so hot."

Not a word about him loving me, but like I was a good fuck. I guess everyone has to start somewhere, even if you're starting over again.

"-shit…"

The clock ticked in the distance, the only sound beside the slight movement of the bed and heavy breathing. He was close, and so was I. However I found that a man can come much sooner than a woman and he did.

"….naruko…"

My name was said soft and loving…like it used to be. My eyes lit up in hope. My heart speed up as a few moments passed (that he spent finishing up). However, when the moment was gone he pulled out, slipped his clothes on and left after telling me to be gone before tomorrow morning.

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