Just a songfic. Holly's disappeared to Hybras, and Trouble's thinking of her. The characters don't belong to me. They're the property of Eoin Colfer. And the song belongs to the SPICE GIRLS. So nobody sue me please! I don't have any money!!

Trouble sat in his office. He was almost crying. In his hand, he held a picture. It was an LEP group photo. He was looking at one face in particular. Holly. Her Auburn hair sticking up in random spikes. Her face alive with happiness. She looked so joyful. He smiled. She had been so thrilled to be a LEPRecon officer.

Do you still remember

How we used to be?

Feeling together

believing whatever

My love has said to me?

How he had loved her. Why didn't I tell her? He wondered. Now I never will.

Both of us were dreamers

Young love in the sun

Felt like my saviour

My spirit I gave her

We'd only just begun

He sighed. Why did you fall. I wish I could have given my life in place of yours. I should have been there. Been the one to die. They had both known the consequences when they'd joined the LEP. But he'd never even imagined she would be the one to die. She had seemed so alive.

Hasta manonya

Always be mine

Please be okay Holly. Please be alive.

Viva, forever

I'll be waiting

Ever lasting

Like the sun

Live forever

For the moment

Ever searching

For the one

He felt a lump in his throat as he thought of her on her first mission. Her telling the Recon boys off for sexism. Her determined hazel eyes.

Yes I still remember

Every whispered word

The touch of your skin

giving light from within

Like a love song never heard

He couldn't stop thinking about her. Memories. He cluthced to theem. Afraid they would fade if he let go. Even for a moment. All he could do was remember.

Slipping through our fingers

Like the sands of time

Promises made

Every memory saved

As reflections in my mind

The memories were part of him. He knew he was living in the past. But he couldn't quite bring himself to care. It had been so long since he'd seen her. Looked into her eyes.

Hasta manonya

Always be mine

If she's dead. She'll make heaven a better place. She always made everything better. She lived to do it.

Viva, forever

I'll be waiting

Everlasting

Like the sun

Live forever

For the moment

Ever searching

For the one

I love you Holly. And I wish I could have another chance to tell you how I feel.

Back where I belong now

Was it just a dream

Feelings unfold

They will never be sold

And the secret safe with me

"I'll never love anyone as much as you Holly." He whispered. "I'll never stop hoping you'll come back.

Hasta Manonya

Always be mine

I know you're out there somewhere, Holly. He thought. I know somehow you're okay.

Viva, forever

I'll be waiting

Everlasting

Like the sun

Live forever

For the moment

Ever searching

For the one

I'll never give up on you Holly. I know you're okay. And then the tears fell. Like rain on a cool, fall day.

Viva, forever (Viva forever)

I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting)

Everlasting (Everlasting)

Like the sun (Like the sun)

Live forever (Live forever)

For the moment (For the moment)

Ever searching (Ever searching)

For the one (For the one)