AN: this is my new story and I would love to get some feedback on it. I've the next two chapters written on paper, so I just need to write them down.

And to all of you that reads my other story. A summer of soccer, I will also update that soon I've the next chapter in that one half done.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything that you can relate to South of Nowhere.

I don't own the song in this chapter, and the songs that will be used in the upcoming chapters.

The song in this chapter is: I remember love with Sarah dawn Finer

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Chapter 1: I remember love

I can see it in your eyes

I can see it in your face

I could feel it when we touched

It used to mean so much

But now it's gone away

Ashley was sitting in her dressing room just like she does every night before she walks out and on to the stage. Like every night she felt empty and that is something she had felt for the last five years everyday and every minute even every second since Spencer had told her that she had to chose between her and her music, and now we know what choice Ashley had made and for this five years she had regretted her decision.

Tonight was the night that she had made her decision to play a song that she never thought that she would play ever even if she just had written it. The song had taken about an hour to finish when she began to write it. And tonight was the night that she would tell the world what she had left five years ago and what she wanted back, it was more like she was going to tell Spencer that she wanted her back and she would fight for her.

We were young and dreams were new

And every word we said was true

Any mountain we could climb

You made me feel alive

The first time in my life

"This song goes out to the one true love I've ever had and I hope that you know who you are." And with that Ashley began to play. When she was playing all that she could think about was the one that had gotten away, but in the same time it was the one that she had been running from when she had to make a choice and they both was so young and still is.

Yes, I remember love

So beautiful

Now I know my heart is breakable

'Cause I remember love

The true meaning of

I remember, I remember love

The one that got away was the girl with the golden hair and the bluest eyes just like the ocean and when Ashley thought about those eyes all she could remember was who every time she looked into those eyes she felt like she was drowning and that was something good cause then she would always have her savior with her.

Though the years have come and gone

Oh, and by now we've both moved on

I admit that there are nights

When I wonder why

Why we said goodbye

Every night and every day those eyes haunted her, and she didn't know what she should do to escape that she didn't even know if she wanted to let those eyes go. It wasn't just the eyes that haunted her, the girls smile also was something that haunted her dreams and she saw it every time she closed her eyes.

'Cause I remember love

So beautiful

Now I know my heart is breakable

'Cause I remember love

The true meaning of

I remember, I remember love

For the first time in five years she felt like she had something to live for and all of that was because she had made a decision that's he would do anything and she meant anything to get the girl with the golden hair, the blue eyes and that amazing smile. Sure she never thought about to kill herself because that meant that she never would have a chance to see the one that slipped through her fingers. But without those eyes and the whole girl she felt lost.

Oh, I've been losing faith each time I fall

But I still believe love conquers all

All that she needed to do now was finding the girl and get to know her once again and after all these years tell her who she felt, that was perhaps the easy part of this whole thing. The hard part would be to make the one to understand that she meant it. That was the hard part and she knew that but she had to take her chance.

'Cause I remember love

(So beautiful)

Now I know my heart is breakable

'Cause I remember love

The true meaning of

(I remember, I remember love)

This was the song that she never thought that she would perform but she still had one song written and that one she knew for sure that she never would perform on stage or at least not before she had sung it for the girl that she had written it for. It had been written for an anniversary or if she ever asked the girl to marry her. Ashley knew that this song was a hit but she just had it in her heart and was hoping to use it for what it was meant to be used as.

Yes, I remember, I remember love

Now I know my heart is breakable

When we see your face, as I hear your voice

I remember, I remember love

"Thank you. You all have been an amazing crowed to night and I hope that you liked this new song. 'Cause I know that this is a song that meant a lot to me and I hope that you all will understand me. And to you that I wrote this one to, I just want you to know that I will never forget you and I still love you and that will never change. I love you, always and forever. So this was my new song I remember love. Yet again thank you and good night." And with that statement Ashley left the stage and who knows she maybe left her whole music career at that moment.

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AN: If you would like to hear you can contact me and I can give you a link to it otherwise just search for it on youtube. The artist is from Sweden and most of the songs I'm going to use is from Swedish artist and some might even be in Swedish and if the songs are in Swedish I will try to translate as good as possible.