Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural, Dean or Sam Winchester. If I did do you think I would be sitting in my dorm writing about them?
Authors Note: So this is really a short little story about what I think that Dean might remember about the night his mom died. The end part kind of explains why he is reflecting. Please REVIEW. Be gentle because this is my first attempt at a Supernatural fic and my first fic in a very long time. Please enjoy the story.
November 2, 1983
Dean doesn't remember much from t hat day but he does remember waking up because he heard his dad yell "Mary."
He remembers getting up with the intention of going to the nursery because that is where he heard is dad yell and he just wanted to make sure that there was nothing wrong with his mom or Sammy. He got as far as the nursery door before he noticed that his dad was rushing towards him with Sammy in his arms.
He remembers saying "Daddy." He remembers his dad saying; "Take your brother outside as fast as you can! Don't look back! Now Dean, go!" So that's what he did, he ran with his baby brother in him arms to the neighbors house across the street.
He doesn't remember much about being there. He knows that at some point Mrs. Daniels must have put a blanket over his shoulders because it was there when he gets up to stand next to his father. He does however remember watching his house burn down and knowing that his mother was still inside it.
He remembers his rather putting his arms around him as if to protect him and his brother. He remembers hugging Sammy closer and telling him not to cry and that everything would be ok. He promised, even though he knew deep down that nothing would ever be the same again.
March 12, 2006
As Dean sit on a cheap mattress watching is baby brother sleep, he can't help but marvel at how innocent he looks, even with bruises that have formed over most of his lower jaw and around his neck. Dean wishes that he could hold his baby brother and tell him again that everything would be ok. He knows that would by lying but he needs that comfort just this once. He knows he can't hold his brother because Sam needs to rest he got the worst of the attack.
Dean has yet to understand why that is because he still tries with all his might to protect sam even when he feels that he doesn't need the protection. Dean knows that it is his job as the older brother to make sure that his little brother stays safe and since he went to get his brother from Stanford he hasn't been doing a very good job of protecting him.
