If Only

                                               

If only…

I would have taken the chance.  I would have acquired her; her heart, her soul, her mind, I would have her.

If only…

I would have been more outgoing, more like her.

If only…

I could use words to my wanting to change my life.  She would be there.

If only…

I could just be happy without the one for me.

If only…

She were here, I would be fine.

If only…

Rinoa had not left me…

If only…

Author's notes:  Yeah, um, this was a pathetic attempt of mine to create a poem.  I'm only happy I actually got it done.  Yay for me!  Sorry, I'm a bit giddy because my mother let me dye my hair black yesterday, and I've been bugging her for about a year now.  Yeah, so whatever.  I'm working on the next chapters for almost all of my stories.  Till the end of time chapter 2 is almost finished, but since it is near 10 pages, that won't be typed for a while.  The second chapter of Evanescent Blue hasn't even been started yet, so that won't be up for a while, at least until Sunday or even Tuesday since I have so much homework weighing me down.  I have though, through all of the turmoil, been working on a few poems for my www.fictionpress.net account Cleopatra89, and I've started a few more stories, mostly one shots about FF8 and 10, but among them an Orphen 2 fic and a Chobits, and maybe another Angelic Layer while I'm at it.  Yeah, so thanks for reading and I hope enjoyed this and many more (or how about all) of my stories!