Author's notes:
First of all, let me tell you that this is my first Jori Fanfic n_n and that I love this couple. I had the help of my awesome friend Bandgrad2008 to edit this (she's great, you must read her fanfics), she encourage me to post this so, Thanks Liz n_n.
What will happen after Jade and Beck broke up?
Disclaimer. I do not Own Victorious ._.
Jade's POV
I'm not really feeling like staying in school today, especially with all those cheery people standing in my way. Yes, it's another day in Hollywood Arts, I know, but for some reason I'm getting sick from all the fuzz that was going on about the coming week of the arts. Not even making fun of people or insulting Tori seems to have the same appeal today. It's definitely not a good day. Besides, some stupid jerk hid my scissors. It was probably Beck; he knows that in days like these I get a little… tense, to say the least. I'm really calling it a day.
"Hey, Beck, I want to go to your house now," I say, emphasizing the last word. I don't like to wait for anything. My place will be empty anyway, but I want to go to Beck's. I need a distraction.
Beck turns to me and looks at me like if I've lost my mind. No idea what's gotten into him lately, he's always forcing me to do things I don't want to do, always saying, "Be nice, Jade," or "apologize please." Who the fuck does he think he is? He's trying to act like my father, and not even he is entitled to do things like that. Beck should feel lucky enough I let him be my boyfriend. I mean, it's not that he means nothing to me. Don't get me wrong, he's really nice and has been a big part of my life. It's just that I won't go head over heels for him, that's all.
After of what seems like an eternity he answers, "Jade, you know I have rehearsal from my play. I have to meet with Tori now." Of course, it's always Tori, the good, shiny girl. It's not that I really hate her, not at all, but I just… Ugh… Whatever. "So, you're saying that you don't want to spend your afternoon with me, Beck?" He's really annoying me now.
"It's not exactly that, Jade, it's just that… I have important things to do." Did he really say that?
"So now you're telling me that I am not important? Don't worry, I get it. Give me the keys to your trailer. I'll wait there until you come to your senses and see that you just made a big mistake. Maybe I'll forgive you." With that said, I take the keys and walk away, not letting him say another word. I see him roll his eyes. I hate when he does that. Whatever, I'm out.
On my way out Tori crosses my way and tries to talk to me. "Hey, Jade, I was just coming to talk to Beck about the play. Are you…?"
I don't let her finish. "Save it Vega, I really don't care what you have to say." Does she really need to be so nice all the time? Beck blew me off to stay with the little princess here. She just stares at me, making a sad face. She looks adorable doing that. I hate it! I still don't understand why she's still trying to be my friend, forcing me to hug her when she does something good for me… That's not normal right? Not even Cat would do that, and she's the least normal person I know.
I get out of my own head and keep walking to the parking lot. I climb into my car, heading for Beck's place. I really hope he'd come soon, because I don't know what I will do to his things while I wait. Anyway, he deserves it. I was right. He's the one that has been stealing my scissors. Boy, he's going to be in so much trouble. I don't even think about it and start cutting one of his shirts. Almost two hours go by before he finally gets home, and by the time that he does, there's a lot of little pieces of his stuff on the bed. I don't worry, though. I stayed away from his favorite things. After all, I'm not the thoughtless person everyone thinks I am.
He looks at me, looking really mad, but when he finally speaks, he doesn't sound angry, just really calm. I just figure that he's sorry about not coming with me in the first place. "Jade… I would have liked that you didn't do that."
"Yeah," I say, "and I would have liked that you would have come with me, so, we're even." I raise a brow and smirk.
There it goes again, him rolling his eyes. "Jade, look, we need to talk."
Not that again. I hate talking like that; he always has to say something about me. "Alright, talk," I say.
He takes a deep breath, like he's trying to get courage or concentration or some shit like that. "Jade, I can't do this anymore, chasing after you, doing what you want all the time…not anymore." Wait...is he going where I think he's going?
"So...?" I ask, trying to look as cold as ice. Hey, he's the one that screwed up this time; I won't apologize to him for this.
He frowns, looking really troubled, but he keeps on talking anyway. "I can't do this anymore with you because I don't feel the same way I used to feel, Jade. And it's not about you not being good for me this time, it's about me. My heart isn't in this relationship anymore." He states. I don't know what hits me. All I know is that I'm seeing red all over the place. It's not that I'm sad, I'm hurt.
"Wait, so you're breaking up with me? Haven't we had this dance before? We know where it ends." We have broken up million times. Well, usually I break up with him, like the time he was friends with that stupid girl and all of her money and text messages. "If you're trying to get an apology from me, forget it. I know you needed to do the rehearsal for that stupid play," I say like I didn't really care. And now that I think about it, I think I really don't.
"It's not just that. And it's not a stupid play, it's my work, it's a big part of who I am. You don't care about me anymore. Besides…" He just shut up there, like he was about to say something he really didn't wanted to say.
"Is that right? Well then, finish what you were saying. I want to know everything. If you're braking up with me, at least be honest."
He nods. "Okay, but before I tell you this, you must know that this is not her fault. She doesn't even know it and this is all me." So, there's another girl. Please don't tell me that... "It's Tori, Jade. I think I am really falling for her."
That tears it. She will get a piece of my mind soon, but I won't tell him that. "So, you like Tori. Fair enough, I'm out." But before I go, I take my scissors and cut his favorite shirt that he's wearing right now. He's not going to get away with this, no. He is definitely going to regret more than a shirt.
I leave his trailer and head to my car, knowing very well where I'm going now. I am a girl with a plan, and the Shiny Little Princess is a big part of it. I show up at Vega's house looking like a mess. It's all part of the plan, of course. It's not like I'm even all that sad about this. I'm just…beyond mad. Not like the last time I came to Vega for help. This time, I'm here for a different reason. I need to make sure that the thing between them never happens. It would be just…too awful for me. I couldn't stand to see Tori kissing Beck. He is not for her.
I knock on the door and get ready in my mind. She opens up the door and looks at me. "Jade, what happened? Why are you here?" she questions, looking worried. She's so innocent, she has no idea.
"Beck…" I say, sobbing, and then I hug her. I can feel her tense up when I do this, but then she just relaxes and hugs me back. I'm telling you, this girl is a sucker for hugs. At least for my hugs, which is something I'm counting on. She pulls away from the hug and looks at me with those sparkling brown eyes of hers.
"Are you alright? What happened with Beck this time? Did you guys have a fight?"
I nod, not letting go of her completely. "He broke up with me, Tori," I say her name deliberately, even though I rarely say it in front of her, and continue, "and then he said…he said…" I start crying again, this time not sure if it is because I'm such a good actress or because this upsets me for real.
She asks, "What happened? What did he say? I will go there and hit him." I can't help but smile at that. It would be nice. How does this girl make me smile even when I'm trying really hard not to?
I resume, telling her the recent events. "He said that he...that he thinks h-he's falling for you, Tori." I look into her eyes, as a tear rolls down my check, a real tear.
She just looks shocked. I don't know if she's scared of me or what, but she shakes her head, opening and closing her mouth, trying to say something, but nothing comes out. "I don't…I mean, I didn't know, Jade. There's nothing between us," she says in the end, as if she's afraid I'll kill her.
"I know, he told me that, but just knowing that he likes you is an awful feeling, it's worse than actually breaking up." I wasn't lying about that. I didn't really know exactly why, though. It was probably just because the girl collapsed me half of the time, way too cheery for her own sake.
She stares at me, like she wants to ask why, but then she flushes and looks away. I knew it. This will work. "It's just…I don't want you with him, Tori. You're just…not meant for him. You're meant for…" I look into her eyes then. They're wide, like I'm saying something she really wants to hear because she's holding her breath, which doesn't exactly help her blushing. "You're meant for someone else, Tori, someone that gets you, someone smart and funny, maybe a little cruel." I stop there, smirking. I don't want to give everything away right now, which would be too risky.
"So, you're not here to ask me to help you get back with him?" She asks me in a rush, like she wished it was the truth.
"No, I don't care about that. He lost me and he doesn't get to see me begging on my knees. I'm too good for that, right? It wasn't my mistake this time, don't you think so?" I say, smiling, this time looking right into her eyes, raising a brow.
She smiles nervously and nods. "Yes, Jade, you're right."
I smile inside, I know I won this. "Vega" I say, trying to get back to my usual self, so she won't know what's happening.
"Yes, West?" she answers. Right, like she would really have the nerves to call me that if I wasn't all fluffy right now.
"Can I stay here tonight? There's no one home, and even if there were, I don't feel like being alone tonight. Would you let me?" I look to the ground. I don't know why but I feel like I'm blushing a little and that's not something that happens to me.
She just stays silent for a moment, then replies, "Yeah, there's no problem really. Trina is doing her project with some friends of hers. Yeah, I know, who would have thought she could have friends, right?" She smiles and I look at her, nodding. That Trina girl is beyond annoying. No idea how she puts up with her anyway. "Besides, my parents are on a trip right now, so there's plenty room for you to stay."
I nod and look away. "But I don't want to sleep alone. Couldn't I just…you know, sleep in your bedroom…with you?" I say this as if I didn't really care, but for some reason, it was a lot harder saying it than it was in my mind.
There she is, shocked again. That girl needs to improve her acting skills. "Oh, well, yeah, I guess…Yes, no problem," she finally says, and I smile because this is going according to plan.
There you go x3 I hope you ejoyed it n.n I will soon upload the next chapter. Reviews will be very apreciated n_n I'm new at this, so, reading what you think about it, will help a lot n.n, so tell me, Good? Bad? awful?
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