Lita's POV
He meant everything to me. I still love him... But I can't go back to him now. At least not after this huge secret I've kept from him. I wonder if he would hate me. I was leaving because I thought it was for the best. He wanted to get married and have kids. The whole ideal marriage concept. That wasn't me. I knew I couldn't give him what he wanted. I didn't want to have kids and I knew he would give up on that dream all for me. I couldn't let him do that. So I... left. Til this day he still doesn't have an explanation after three years. I miss his touch, his smile, those gorgeous dimples, I simply miss him. He knew all the right things to say to me. Just when I thought I couldn't get romantically involved with somebody after Adam he came along. I felt like a better person being with him. Even my closest friends told me I should've gotten married to him. Now only they know about her.
"Night mommy." she says. I tuck her in and kiss her forehead. She has his dimples and his eyes. The exact same blue eyes.
"Night baby girl." I say to her. That's what he used to call me.
Yes, I have a daughter. Ironic huh? I left him because I couldn't give him what he wanted because I didn't want that. We didn't want the same things. Yet somehow I'm here with his beautiful three year old daughter. After my retirement match that was my last night with him. That's how I got pregnant. I found out a few weeks later after I had already said goodbye to him.
Last I heard was that he was still single. At least that's what Trish told me who heard from Melina. I wonder if he still thinks about me from time to time. I know I think of him. I hope he does.
I regret not telling him about our gorgeous child. Our beautiful Skyler Dumas-Cena. Sky for short. Would he be angry that I kept her away from him for so long? I guess only time would tell. Trish is planning for a way for me to see him. Just the two of us to catch up you know? Also to tell him about our little angel. Last week she asked me about John. I just told her he doesn't know about her because I made a mistake.
This is most likely going to be a few-shot. It literally just popped into my head. Ill most likely get back to my other stories during my spring break which is in about two weeks.
Btw, this is going to take place three years after Amy's retirement and the whole CM Punk and Shane dating thing never happened. In fact the band isn't going to be mentioned.
Hope I get positive feedback.
