Saddness by Shigure Sohma
The people in this story really exsist, the events of this story are true and the pain of each and everyone one of us is more real then most people can imagein. A smart young bunny that I once knew said 'I don't think that there is any memory that should be forgotten, no matter how painful it is to remember.' that is why this story is written, so no one will ever forget the storys of the cursed members of the Sohma family.
Chapter 1.
Sohma Kyou
Rain poured down around the young oranged haired boy, he was dressed all in black and looking down. Below him was the wemon who had gave birth to him, laid up in a coffin and yet he didn't cry. People around him were wispering cruel and hurtful things.
"Look at him, he's not even crying at his mothers funral"
"She still maybe with us if she hadn't given birth to a child born of the cat"
The young boys hands tigthened and he walked away from the coffin as more people came up to pay their respects to the mother who had died so young. Commited suicide by takeing a shot in the head, the young boy walked away and into the house leaveing the ceromony and the cruel words behind him. He was tired and angry and sad but he would not show his saddness to people, it wasn't his fault that is mom was dead. It wasn't his fault.
-Flashback-
6 year old Kyou Sohma barly ever got to go outside, his mother hardly ever let him play with the other kids. He was always in his room, his mom would come in and check his beads every hour. "why do you keep checking them mom, I haven't taken them off or anything", "I know sweetie, I just need to make sure they don't fall off, mama loves you sweetie"
That's all she ever said 'I love you' but was that truly what she felt. Kyou didn't think so, she went though the motions of being a real mother but that's all it was. Going though the motions, trying to convince herself that she loved her son.
Kyou looked at the clock "it's 4 o-clock...I wonder why mom hasn't come in to check my beads yet" Kyou wondered out from his room. He saw his mother looking at something on the table, she was crying "mama whats wrong..."
"I...I cant stand it anymore.."
Kyou walked forwards towards his mother, reaching out to try and comfert her.
"Stay back!" she snapped at him, Kyou backed away a bit.
His mother picked up something dark and black, something that Kyou had seen on televison a gun. Kyou's eyes went wide with fear, was she going to shoot him? He backed away from her a bit terrified. His mother looked at him tears in her eyes "I love you, Kyou" she put the gun to her forehead and pulled the trigger. Falling to the floor in a pile of her own blood. Kyou scream so loud that it bought many adults running to the house.
-End flashback-
Kyou shook his head, trying to forget what had happened that day. He ran towards a small Zen garden behind the Sohma house. There he could be alone, maybe there he could escape the horrors of the day and the people who blamed her death on him. It wasn't his fault, she had taken her own life.
Even now ten years later, Kyou still remembers that day and it will haunt him for the rest of his life.
"It's not my fault, it's not my fault" the young Kyou Sohma cried, now that he was away from others that would riducal him and blame it all on him. Why couldn't it of been him instead of her? He was the freak born with the spirt of the cat, not her...she didn't deserve to die.
Kyou got up off the roof and walked downstairs, he walked by and looked at a calender...almost 17 years ago his mother had killed herself right infront of his eyes. He closed his eyes and walked by the calender "I'm sorry...alright" he wispered to deft ears and closed the door of his room behind him.
{I'm ganna do one chapter per zodiac member, plus Tohru and Hana and Uo, and then my made up.}
