A/N: Alright! Yet another GW story! I hope you'll like it. )

"Talking"

Thinking

Flashback


Part 1

It was around 5 in the morning and Quatre was lying in his bed, wide awake, thinking about the past few months he shared with the other 4 Gundam pilots.

They had completed all of their missions but then Quatre began to start thinking.

He knows that his ultimate mission is to bring peace all over the world and on the other colonies but if he wants that he has to stop OZ from taking over colonies and has to kill everyone who is involved. He fights for peace but does killing people really solve the problem? Quatre never wanted to kill anyone but he has to because of his missions. "Damn those missions" Quatre whispers and turns with his face to the window. It even made him curse! Quatre Raberba Winner never, NEVER curses.. At least till now.

Every time Quatre came back from a mission to the hide out, where he and the others stay, he would go to his room which he shares with Duo and cries. He would cry of what he had done a couple of minutes/hours ago. Of course he wouldn't cry if Duo was in the room. He didn't want Duo to know that he cried, he doesn't want his sympathy or jokes.

Quatre smiled slightly. Duo, with his weird stories and jokes. Quatre closed his eyes and thought back of two days ago.

All of the Gundam pilots where sitting at the little dinner table saying nothing and doing nothing either. Quatre was enjoying the silence till Duo suddenly spoke up. "You know I dreamed really weird yesterday. It was about pink bunny's who where chasing me because I was a huge carrot."

Of course Heero just ignored him as usually, Wufei gave him a look that said 'Has he completely lost his mind?' and Quatre and Trowa just smiled at his stupidity.

Whenever someone was down Duo would cheer them up, no one knows how he does it but Quatre is glad he can do it.

Quatre turned again and looked at Duo's figure lying in bed. "Thanks for being the person you are Duo." Quatre whispered while looking at him. Then he sighed and closed his eyes trying to get a little more sleep before he had to stand up.


Duo opened his eyes and looked at Quatre. Poor kid. He thought and lay on his back so he could stare at the ceiling. He heard Quatre talking and almost said 'thank you' when Quatre said thanks for being the person you are. Although Quatre thought Duo didn't know that he cries he was wrong. Duo has heard Quatre's cries and sobs but he knew that Quatre didn't want him to know.

Maybe Quatre would cheer up when they all leave to go to the Sank Kingdom of Relena. Relena asked the pilots to come for a visit, why? Don't ask, no one knows why and neither why they agreed. But Quatre always seems to be happy when he's near the Sank Kingdom. Well not really happy but happier then usual.

When Heero heard they were invited to Relena's Palace he immediately said 'NO' but after some talking with Duo he changed his answer into yes. Duo was probably the only one who could convince Heero, it doesn't matter what it is Duo could ALMOST always convince Heero. But let's go back to Quatre.

Everyone knew Quatre was the most gentle and kind one of the five pilots. He is always polite and friendly, against friends and nice people that is, in battle Quatre is the one with the best strategies. Within a few seconds Quatre already knew a strategy that could help them win. Duo remembered one day after they just finished a huge battle, Quatre walked up to him and asked him why he was part of the Gundams. Duo had convinced Quatre that without him they would loose for sure and that all 5 of them were needed, each for their own specialty. Quatre smiled at him when he heard that, he even hugged him quickly before walking away, leaving Duo behind with confusion.

Duo turned around in his bed and looked at the clock on his nightstand. 6:34, I think I'll better stand up or else I'll be sleeping till 11 o'clock or something and miss breakfast AGAIN. So he got up, walked to his closet and putted on some black jeans and black long-sleeved shirt. No day without wearing black. He looked at Quatre and decided to let him sleep.

He opened the door and stepped into the hall, heading for the kitchen to grab something to eat.

"What are you doing up so early?" Asked a voice.

Duo turned around and saw Wufei frowning at him with his arms crossed over his chest.

"I was about to get something to eat.. Is that a crime or something?" Duo said and glared slightly at Wufei.

"I see you're not in a very good mood today." Wufei grins and continues "Good, then maybe you'll notice how it is to live like me when you're around me."

He passes Duo and walks up to the kitchen, followed by Duo.

"Haha.. You're hilarious Wu-man." Duo says and grins when he notice Wufei's glare when he heard his nickname made by Duo.

"Don't call me that Maxwell, or you have to bear with the consequences." Wufei said and turned his back to Duo while making himself a simple sandwich.

"Yeah, yeah.." Was all Duo replied before letting himself fall on a chair at the little dinner table. After a few minutes without no one saying anything Duo found out Wufei had left and that Trowa just walked in.

Duo's eyes followed his comrade movements till Trowa turned to him to ask him what he was doing.

"Nothing" was what Duo answered quietly turning to stare at the table.

He heard Trowa walk and a chair was being moved.

"What's bothering you, Duo? Normally you act happier then this although it's almost seven in the morning." Trowa asked with concern in his voice.

After some silence Duo opened his mouth and said "Quatre."

Trowa looked down and nodded. "We have to do something or else his condition will only get worse."


A/N: Part 2 is coming up, also don't forget to check my other GW stories! Bye bye! Ow yeah, please review!