The moon was sharp and still soft at the same time, My bestfriend's sat next to me as I cryed my broken heart fixed.
Kira sighed and rubbed my back, Renji attempted to make me laugh, by telling funny moments that we shared together. Shuuhei sat there and cursed out his Ex-Captain. From the back room you could hear Captain Sajin, Hitsugaya, Shuunsui and Ukitake all talking about today's happenings.
The air was dense and heavy with sorrow, anger, hurt and betrayal. but there were two people in the 13 Gotai that would feel the effects the most, were Momo Hinomori and my self. Momo loosing the man that she loved and looked up to most for support and just inspiration and all overall life. And I, for not three hours ago, I lost the man that I loved, I lost my Dearest Gin, We had dated for years, and I wanted him back. we had talked about marriage and taking us to another Level...But today...changed everything,
"Rangiku, you need to calm down, We know that you love has left everyone, Trust us, We know how you feel, I lost my captain and so has Shuuhei, we all as the 13 Court-Guard squads have all lost 3 men who are important and verry respected."
"Kira, you still have your lover, I dont, I lost the man that I wanted to die with, I wanted to be able to look at him and say, Thats my husband, thats the man that I love and the man that loves me back, I care for him soo much, you have no Idea...the only one here who has some amount of how I feel is Captain Sajin and Momo, us three have all lost some one imprtant...all by the same man, he will pay for this, I dont care if we lock him up in the deepest hole in the soul society...Hell put him where Mayuri was once." I sobbed and slamed my head back to the table.
"Matsumoto, Come on, we are going bck to the barracs, Ukitake'll bring over something for you when they go through the Captains Quarters, Perhaps a Bit from one of his Hioris, Or what ever," Captain Hitsugaya said quickly before leaving the bar.
"Captain, may I stay here with Them, Ill be back soon, I want to talk with the seventh Captain, If I may," I asked and looked Cptn, Sajin.
"Toushiro, Ill bring her back in a hour or so." Sajin agreed and nodded me into the room that The four men were once in. Sajin Sighed and sat in the corner, Ukitake sat in the ajasent corner with Shunsui. "Captains, I have a request,"
"Go ahead Rangiku," Ukitakes solid voice answerd.
"Id like to help in serching Ichimaru Gin's room, I know him verry well, Id know if something was out of place, and Im sure I could assist if nessisary."
"Rangiku Matusmoto, are you sure that you emotions are able to be handled to Serch your lovers room, now that hes left?"
"Yes, I will if I am needed to," I answerd honastly.
"We will speak with Your captain, Now you need to return to your room, Good night Masumoto." Sajin Stood and Bowed, I returned the bow and left the room, And returned to Captain Hitsugaya. My young captain sat on the Rock that rested infront of his room, (Even as it was coverd in ice) And spoke with His Zambaktou. My captain always spoke To Hyourinmaru, in hopes that if Hyourinmaru Materialised, he'll reconise him, and hed allways be there next to his captain, I admired him for that, My Zambaktou was nothing more than lazy. Gin never showed me his, he rarely faught now to think about it, It hurt my heart to think of the smile that he always wore. I rember the one time that he opend his eyes around me, We were both four years, He had the most Elegent, Sharp, intense, aquatic, Emerald eyes, if you saw them you would be intimidated, altho, he was sweet around me and his friends and squadrent, he was a hard man to greatly dislike, and I loved him not only for that, but for many other reasons. Momo's captain had us all fooled with the act that the two put on. they both hurt us all. I thought to my self as I walked down to my room, saying goodnight to the rest of my team.
10:45 pm,
Matumoto Rangiku, Ltn of the 10 squad,
Today Captains Ichimaru Gin, Tousen Kaname, and Souske Aizen Betrayed the soul society, leaving by the aid of the Menos Grandes. Aizen had fooled every one with the use of the two comerads he had at his command, he quickly hid after leaving a notte with Hinomori Momo, stating that Hitsugaya Toushiro captain of the tenth squadent had comited the murder Of souske Aizen. She than Atacked The 10th captain. After many days in Imprsonment, for atcting against another Ltn, and captain Gin Ichimaru himself, the Ltn of the 6th squadrent escaped the room she was held in, also Kira, Was released by the Third captain, Ichimaru Gin himself, knowing that Hed defend his captain with his life. Captain toushiro confronted Gin and Kira, But was ambushed By hinamori and her Shiki form of her Zambaktou. Captain hitsugaya was able to hold momo Hinamori off, even tho his emotions were in the way. My captain and I went to Investigate, and found that Aizen was hiding under the entral 46 Barracs and murderd them all. He was the one who had changed the dates of Rukia Kuchki's Exicution, she was saved by Ichigo Kurosaki and Renji Abari. Souske and his Comrads all betrayed the 13 Gotai at the Exictution, Momo Hinamori Is still in THe squad 3 barracs after sustaning a sevear Injery to the Stomach, By her Captain. Hitsugaya, also was injured greatly.
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Before I was able to finish the report of what had happend the past week to a month My captain barged into the Office.
"Matsumoto, quickly, get over to Kira, he found a note in his room from gin, he has a message for you, go, Ill do this here." my Captain rarely offerd to do my work, I agreed and quickly made my way over to my friend.
When I had arrived at Kiras room I saw him in the arms of his lover, sobing and letting the letter that held the message from gin to Kira and I lay on the floor and absorbe the tears that Dropped gracefully from Kiras bright green Eyes,
"Kira, Shuuhei, whats in the note? Why was my captain so...willing to-" I was cut off as Kira handed me the note, It read:
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Kira, Matsumoto,
Im sure that as you read this Im already gone, and I havnt said what I wanted to, I never rlly notced how much you two really ment to me. Rangiku, You were my life eventho I left quickly. Matsumoto, In my room theres a box that is for your eyes and only yours. You must get to it before Sajin or anyone else does, Its a gift. Kira, There are many things that I never said to you. There are many things that I wanted to tell you, And that I never wanted get the chance to tell you, You...
After I read that message I looked at Kira, He looked at me and nodded.
"Tonight, Ill return, But ill be In his barracs, I need to find that box,"
"But they have already started cleaning," Shuuhei said quickly, with concern. "Im Gunna find, it, I dont care how long it takes. Im going to find that box...Its from GIn," I was deturmined to find that box, I wanted something from Gin.
-later that night-
I slipped into the Barracs, two of the squad's members were standing on the platform that led to gins room,. "How, Am I gunna get to the room?" I wisperd. I sighed and jumped down from the roof.
"Ltn, what are you doing here? You arnt allowed in here, your to emotionaly instable." One of them said standing quickly.
"I only need to get something that I left there a few nights ago, Im fine, I can assure you, I have permisson from Kira and Captain Sajin.
"well, Make it quick Ltn." The other one said quickly.
I ran into the room that he and I once sat, Laughed, Slept and made love in once together, The room looked like any other room, I sighed and took a deep breth of air in. I looked around, the bed we once layed on was moved, I sighed and walked over to where the mat once layed, As I stepped over there I noticed one of the drawrs was opend, Opend. That wasnt like him, The room was dark so I had to carefully move over to the desk and make sure that I ddnt fall and disrupt anything, The desk that Gin workied at usualy was a light oak brown, that was coverd in photos of he and I in school, And papers that he had to finish. I sighed and looked at the drawr. I opend it fully and noticed a small crack, I pulled the bottom of the drawr and saw that there was a small compartment that was enought room for a small box, and an envelpoe rested underneaath, Adressed to me.
My love of my life.
My dearest Rangiku, I hope that this is found by you and no one else. I hope that youll beable to forgive me for this, For I never thought that when I met Souske that Id fall in love, Rangiku, Im sorry that I hurt you so, Im so sorry that this had to end this way, I wanted to give this to you, I wanted it to be more Personal, and not over letter, But I knew that this would be the only way that this would find you. I wanted a way to prove my love for you, And I wanted to give you this on your birth day, when the sun was low just like you and I always watched it, when we had first had our date, and when we had our first kiss, and when I would ask you this, I was going to bend on one knee and open that Pink Silk box that you hold in your hand, If you open the box you'll find the small ring that I wanted you to hold, But sadly Aizen took his opertunity sooner than I had hoped, I wanted to tell you, wanted to bring you with me, So we could live together In my new home, But Aizen wouldnt hear of it, I love you so much Matumoto, and because of the love that I posses for you , I ask this: Rangiku Matsumto, would you give me the honor of being able to call you my F ance, Will you marry me?...
TBC
