Preface: My Almost Suicide
'Why shouldn't I do it?' Rae thought, staring at the blade that was a mere millimetre away from the scarred flesh of her wrist. 'I could end it right now... Nobody would miss me. Just a little deeper and it would all just end..' her thoughts continued, but the hand holding the blade wavered. She shook her head, and the blade dropped into the sink.
"I can't do it..." she whispered. She couldn't, wouldn't, relapse.
Suddenly the older teen felt sick, ashamed. 'I'm such a coward, I can't even end my own misery.' she thought, eyes watering. She scrubbed at them with her sleeve, angry at herself for crying. Rae grabbed the blade from the sink and returned to her room. Hiding it where she usually did under her dresser drawer, the teen fell onto her bed, on her back. Rae soon began drifting off, not even bothering to turn her light off, before she heard a scoff.
"Pathetic."
A/N: I've hit a bit of a roadblock with Gwen's resident evil story, so I figured I'd start up with this one.
