~Present day~

As I laid there, holding my breath, I could feel everything. The soft touch of the wind blowing across my face. The grass tickling my legs. The feeling was sensational. Drifting away into my thoughts I fell asleep.

Hands slowly drifted down my waist.

Lips touched my own.

A slow release of a moan into my ear.

Why couldn't I see anything. Why was everything so vague and jumpy?

Hands and lips trailed up my thighs. It felt heavenly. Slowly they got closer and closer to the very spot between my legs. I wanted them to be there so badly.

Just a little closer…

Suddenly, there was a feeling that pulled me from my dreams. As I opened my eyes a drop of rain fell onto my forehead. For a second I just laid there and didn't move. Just breathing deeply from the lingering sensation from my dream. All too quickly the small drop of rain turned into a thunderstorm.

I bolted upright and grabbed my bag and jacket from the floor. I considered putting my jacket on but both I and the jacket were soaked through. As I ran back home I thought about what had made me come out for a walk anyway.

~The day before~

"Come on Anna, this will be fun"

Kate was dragging me out to celebrate the fact that we had finally finished sixth form and could go out drinking without having to think about exams. Of course I didn't want to go. I don't like going out because I'm not great at being sociable. Also it takes forever to get ready, well it takes Kate forever to get ready. It takes me 10 minutes. A simple top and jeggings, a bit of mascara and my hair in a ponytail. That was acceptable right? Well according to Kate it wasn't, which lead to the situation I was in right now.

Here I am, sitting in the hairdressers getting the whole lot done. I had no choice. Kate made me. My hair has been washed and is now being styled. I've had my eyebrows threaded and had everything, and I mean everything, waxed. Not the best experience of my life.

Kate is sitting in another chair getting her make-up done and guess what, I'm next. Once were done here, were going to go home to get ready. Kate insisted we buy new outfits so we were out shopping earlier. She said that we'll have some pre-drinks while were getting ready. What's the point in going out if you're going to start with drinks at home? Why not just stay at home and drink?

~3 hours later~

After all that pampering I'm hoping that I at least look decent. Luckily me and Kate live together after we both decided to study at a school far away from both our parents. So at least we didn't have to worry about someone saying we couldn't go out in the clothes that we were going to wear. At least that's what Kate said.

Looking into the bag I'm regretting letting Kate talk me into buying this stuff. Why did I need sexy underwear? Oh well, putting it on I just thought what the heck. I looked at myself in the bedroom mirror. The dark green material of the underwear matched my pale skin and dark brown hair and eyes perfectly. I'll give her that, she knows what colours go with what. They felt comfortable in all the right ways and cupped my but nicely. As I looked up I saw my chest. The bra fit perfectly. It's hard for me to buy bras as I have big boobs but this bra did just what I wanted it to do. Most girls are always trying to make their boobs look bigger but me, I wanted them to look smaller, especially in the dress I was going to be wearing. My dress was a beautiful sexy red colour and hugged all my curves just right. The neckline was loose and so hung down revelling just a little cleavage. It came halfway towards my knees, not too long but not too short according to Kate. I also had new shoes to match the red of the dress.

I walked out of my bedroom and kates eyes went wide and her mouth dropped.

"Anna… I… God… You… You look hot as fuck!".

I blushed. "Really, I feel weird?".

She yanked me to the wall length mirror in her bedroom "Yes, look at you. You're really hot".

"Oh… I suppose". Ok, I did look nice but that's thanks to kates amazing work.

I turned around and looked at Kate. She was in a beautiful black, figure hugging dress. It only had the one sleve and the other side wrapped around her bust. "My god Kate you look stunning!". She spun round to show herself off, her blond hair trailing behind her. As she stopped spinning she wobbled a little. She blamed the shoes, I blamed the pre-drinks.

Suddenly there was a loud honk of a car horn outside. Kate looked up at the clock. "8 O'clock already. Time to go". She smiled wildly making me giggle. We grabbed out purses and ran outside and into the taxi.

~3 hours later~

It tuck us about 20 mins to get here and another 10 to get in. This is why I don't like coming out. There are just so many people. Oh well. Apparently were not going till closing time, so just another 5 hours to go. Kate has already drunk way too much and is a little tipsy.

"Hey, what drink you want I'll go get it"

"I'm ok

"Right, listen to me. We've finished school, we look fucking gorgeous, and have enough money to get wasted. For once let go, get drunk, have a laugh"
She has a point. I don't get drunk often. She pulls a face I can't say no to.

"Ok, just this once".

"Woooooooooooooooo. Let's get fucked".

~ 2 hours later~

Ok, I. Am. Fucked. I've had 10 shots, and three double vodka lemonades and having a great time. Kate was right, this is fun. We're both standing at a table when a guy comes over and asks to dance with Kate. He's tall but not too tall. He has dusty blonde hair and looks pretty cute. Kate looks at me and giggles as she's pulled away. I walk to the bar to get another drink. This is the problem with bars, the queues. Eventually I order my drink and turn around to look at Kate. She's there grinding up this beautiful guy and they both look like they're enjoying themselves. I turn back around and pay for my drink and walk back to the table I was at before.

There's s guy standing there. Watching Kate like a crazy person. I'm a little worried but walk up anyway. I'm standing here like an idiot. Kate looks like she's having the best time. I wish I was like her. Her confidence, her looks and her beauty.

"Christian" the voice pulls me out of my wayward thoughts. Confused I look to where it came from. The creepy guy? Wow. He's hot. He has gorgeous brown hair and he's muscular, not too much, just enough. He's also tall, much like the other guy Kate's dancing with. Well not dancing per say.

He looks at me and repeats himself louder thinking maybe I didn't hear him over the music.

"Christian". He smiles at me. Why is he asking me my religion? That's weird. This guy is super creepy. His smile fades. The way his face drops makes my heart hurt. I don't know why, it just does. The aching hurts so I put aside my fears and reply.

"No... Atheist". What a weird question to ask. His smile returns, but doesn't last long as it turns into a laugh. Why is he laughing at me, is my religion funny to him?

"Christian, my names Christian" he says while giggling still.

Suddenly I feel very embarrassed. This is why I don't drink. I want to run away and hide. I go to turn away and run to the toilets to never return when he grabs my hand and pulls me to look at him. He's not too rough but his hand sends an electric shock through my body.

"Sorry, I wasn't clear. It's my fault. Please don't run away. It's just...". The look in his eyes convinces me to stay and here him out.

"I was standing over there when my brother saw your friend and came over to dance" he looked over at Kate and the mysterious guy and said "well... I wouldn't say dance". This sparks a laugh between us as we watch his brother and Kate grinding up each other.

"So what's you name?". He has a small smile playing on his lips.

"Anna… Anastasia". Why do I think he needs to know my full name? I'm not in a bloody meeting am I? I just keep embarrassing myself. God save me.

"Anna?". The way he says it makes it sound like a question. The look on his face is funny. It's as if he's trying to decide whether I'm lying. "I like it, it's a lovely name. Anastasia is beautiful too". The smile on his face makes my heart flutter. What is wrong with me?

"Christian is a nice name as well. Sorry I thought you were asking me my religion". I look to the floor to avoid the look on his face. Suddenly his hand finds my chin and he tilts my face up. He looks straight into my eyes and says "Don't look down. Your beautiful, especially when your blushing". The way he says this is so seductive. It immediately makes my legs tremble. Then he smiles and giggles. I realize it's probably because now I'm blushing again.

Suddenly his face is serious. His eyes looking straight into mine full of lust. We hold the gaze for a few seconds more until we're interrupted by his brother and Kate.

"Alright bro, this is Kate. Aint she gorgeous?". Christian looks away from me finally and answers his brother. "Yes Elliot, very nice". He smiles towards Kate.

"Anna this is Elliot, isn't he gorgeous". I finally let out the breath I was holding and quickly reply "Um… Yeah". Elliot is quick to reply "Thanks?". Immediately I realised he tuck it the wrong way. "Sorry, I didn't mean it like that… I mean… it's just…". I was getting all flustered.

"Elliot that's mean, stop it!". Christian shouts at him jokingly. "Sorry, couldn't help myself". Elliot quickly replied making me feel calmer but more embarrassed. Then we all started talking to each other and drinking. Although, I started drinking just a bit more as Christians presence was very overwhelming.

~3 hours later~

Christian was a really nice guy. He kept looking at me when Kate and Elliot weren't looking and giving me a little smile. They were both really nice guys. Elliot was 22 and worked in construction and Christian was 24 and was in the business business. Well that's what he said, whatever that means. We just sat there and talked for ages and before we knew it people were filtering out of the pub.

"Bloody hell, its 4 in the morning already". Elliot said. Kate looked disheartened that she would have to say goodbye. I felt the same way. I was finally enjoying myself. Looking at Christian I was hoping he felt the same way.

"Well we could always continue this. We've got a room in a hotel about 40 minutes from here." Elliot decided to tell us. The look on our faces made him re-think what he said. "I don't mean in that way. I mean that would be great… I mean… but… What I mean is getting to know each other and talking and we have booze". We both released the breaths we were holding. Suddenly Kate came up with a better idea. "Why don't you come back to ours, we have a spare bedroom anyway and extra blankets and alcohol". Kate looked impressed with herself. I was thinking that if they agree then we'll have two strangers in our house, they could do anything.

"Ermmm… we wouldn't want to intrude or wake up neighbours". They actually looked like they were being truthful. I really wanted to spend more time with Christian and I'm sure Kate felt the same about Elliot so for once in my life I found some guts. "No its no trouble its fine, its only students that live round us so they all be up still anyway". I couldn't believe I just said this, and when I looked at Christian he had a small smile on his lips like he was happy.

"Ok! Right let's get a taxi and we'll be off". Everyone got up and grabbed their coats and headed outside. I hadn't thought about how cold it would be at this time and so didn't bring a coat. Suddenly, Christian put his jacket over my shoulders and held me close to keep me warm while we waited.

The taxi pulled up and Kate shouted the address to the driver and we were off.

~Later that night~

Elliot and Christian have been here for a little while and we were still drinking. I was starting to get a little tired. It was now 5 in the morning. We all decided that we were all tired and so Kate showed the lads the spare bedroom. Although, Kate had different ideas for Elliot. Not something that bothered me anyway as it's not a mystery to me about the art of sex, even never having it myself. Kate pulled Elliot out of the spare bedroom and across the hallway to her own room after slamming the door, just in time for me to see the big smiles on both their faces.

It was now just me and Christian standing in the spare bedroom. I got him out a quilt and some pillows and laid them on the bed. We both smiled at each other. He was the first to break the silence. "I'll say goodnight then. Sorry we made a mess with all the bottles in the living room by the way well clean it up I promise".

"It's no problem really. We live here on our own so were used to cleaning up anyway, especially seeing as Kate is so messy.". We both smiled at each other and said our good nights again as I left the room.

In the safety of my room I sat on the bed and breathed out a long sigh. I couldn't believe that someone like that could be in the room across the hall in my own house. He was perfect. Everything I had ever thought of. I pinched the skin on my arm. "Ow". I rubbed my arm. Must be real. That's what they say isn't it? If you think your dreaming, pinch yourself. I flopped down onto the bed and just had the biggest smile on my face. I was starting to fall asleep when I suddenly realised I needed to change.

I found my make-up wipes and removed all my make-up. I carefully brushed my hair and put it into a bun on-top of my head. I slowly undid the zip on my dress so it didn't damage the dress. It must have been the dress which made him notice me. I didn't want to ruin it. Reaching under my pillow I grabbed my top and through it on leaving me in just a t-shirt and my underwear. Looking through the crack in my door I wondered whether Christian was still in the spare room and I could get to the bathroom without him seeing me like this.

Feeling like it was the perfect time I quietly made my way into the bathroom. I could hear Kate and Elliot in Kates room so I knew I was safe from Elliot seeing me. Well better yet from me seeing him. I giggled to myself and walked to the mirror above the sink. I didn't look too bad but decided to splash some water on my face and started brushing my teeth leaning over the sink looking into the water swirling down the drain, and started to think.

All I could think about was Christian. The way he laughed when I thought he asked me my religion. The way that he smiles when no one's looking. The way he looked into my eyes and held my chin. Especially the way he spoke to me when he was holding my chin. It made shivers run down my back and to that special area between my legs. I had never felt anything like this before. I squeezed my legs to try and get rid of the tingling between my thighs.

I had forgot I was brushing my teeth and quickly finished and spat out the toothpaste, rinsed off my toothbrush and turned the water off. As soon as I looked up, Christian was standing in the doorway, casually leaning on the door frame. I suddenly felt really embarrassed and started to blush and looked away from him. As soon as I did this he started to walk towards me.

He grabbed my chin and tilted my face up so we could look into each other's eyes. His look was sexy and made my knees weak. He must have known this as his hand slowly made its way around my waist holding me close to him. My legs were pressed hard against him where I could feel the soft material of his jeans and the bulge inside. It made my body hot and flustered. My brain didn't know what was about to happen. Carefully he leant in so close that are lips barely touched. I could feel his warm breath on my lips. My heart rate was rocketing and making me dizzy. His eyes were searching mine asking whether it was ok. My eyes were screaming panic but my body was desperate for it.

Suddenly he pulled away from me. "Sorry I shouldn't have done that. It's just… I thought… That you wanted this but obviously not". He silently walked out of the bathroom. I just stood there taking deep breaths trying to figure out what was happening. Before I knew what was happening I was walking out of the bathroom towards him. I got to him just before he turned around to see me. I pushed him forwards into the spare room and closed the door behind me, leaning against it. I was breathing hard and he was too. He turned around and looked at me with desperation in his eyes.

He walked towards me quickly. His hands were holding my waist as he looked into my eyes making sure again that I wanted this, his lips so close to mine but not touching. Before he had time to react I leaned forward into the warmth of his lips. Suddenly his hands left my waist and cupped my face to pull the kiss deeper. It made my head spin and my body ache.

When we pulled apart the whole atmosphere had changed. His hands slowly grabbed mine and raised them above my head. He kissed my neck and jaw and then my lips. His hands slowly drifted down my waist until he reached the hem of my top. He carefully pulled it above my head making sure that his hands slightly skimmed my skin all the while making me moan. As he pulled it off he looked at me. His hands touched my skin and glided over it like his hands were fire and I was ice. Melting every inch that he touched.

He leaned in close and kissed me lightly and then leaned towards my neck where he nipped my skin making me moan again. He got so close to my ear and let out a soft moan. "Fuck me. Your gorgeous, your skin is so soft and beautiful". He leaned back and looked straight into my eyes as his hands trailed upwards towards my breasts. He carefully played with the very edges of my bra where once again his just skimmed the skin. It made me tingle down there. Then quickly he dropped to his knees. His fingers hooked under the waist band of the beautiful dark green underwear and he slid his finger along the band smiling.

As he started to stand his hands skimmed up the entire of my body. He turned me around and walked me backwards towards the bed until it was behind my legs and I had to lie back. He carefully guided me down and stood up to look down at me. He gently pulled my legs until the edge of my but was just on the edge of the bed. His hands roamed up and down my calves. His kisses followed the same path as his hands leaving little kisses, suckles and nibbles behind. Suddenly he spread my legs wider. I was very thankful for the wax.

His hands and lips started to trail up my thighs. It felt amazing. They got closer and closer to the area between my legs that was aching for him. His tongue was trailing the very edges of the lace of my underwear. The heat radiating from his mouth made me sweat.

He suddenly stood up and climbed over me. He started to kiss my lips and then looked me in the eyes. "Is this the best you have ever felt?". He needed an answer and I was defiantly going to tell him. "Yes it's amazing". I was all breathy. "I can tell… you're so responsive. You react to everything I do. Has no one ever made you feel this way before?" He had a childish grin on his face knowing that this was the best thing I've ever experienced and before I knew it the words came out of my mouth before I could stop them "Of course, I'm a virgin". As soon as it was said the atmosphere in the room changed. He suddenly sat up and so did I.

"I'm sorry… I can't do this". He suddenly stood up and passed me my clothes off the floor. Before I could answer the embarrassment tuck me straight out the door and back into my room. I shut the door behind me and I curled up into my bed. The tears started to flow before I knew why I was crying. I just laid there quietly sobbing so that no one could hear me and I cried myself to sleep.

The light flooded my bedroom and Kate turned to look at me. "Hey sleepy its 3 o'clock in the afternoon we slept a lot". As soon as she saw my face still red and puffy she came to me immediately. "What's wrong sweetie?". I couldn't keep secrets from Kate and so told her what happened. She was not happy at the end of it and was about to storm off to teach him a lesson. "No wait please!". She stopped and looked back at me. "Listen, I just want to go for a walk and calm down and think". She knew I liked to walk when I was upset and so calmed down. "Ok Anna, but he's in the kitchen now with Elliot having something to eat, I invited them to stay longer before I knew what happened. I'll tell them to go". "No Kate please! I want to talk to him but just don't know what to say yet. That's why I want to walk to think about what to say". She smiled and knew that I knew what I was doing and just went back into the kitchen to give Christian the cold shoulder.