Juvia came to realize that Gray would probably never return her feelings. He would never show any affection. She baked him cookies which he didn't even eat. When she asked him to fo on a job he was either busy or would go on a job with his friends.

She let out a big sigh. Deep in thought she stared at the ceiling. i-i've tried so many times. Why doesn't he like me...

She gave up. Well...not entirely. She would still just talk to him. But the showing affection and cookies didn't help anyway so why keep trying.

Maybe Juvia should find a boyfriend...she thought. She had a boyfriend before. But it wasn't anything she imagined. He was an ass. He had her for 2 months and trew her away like it was nothing.

Why did she stay him? Because he was the only one to stand her rain for such a long time. And after two months he got annoyed by it.

Maybe having a boyfriend will keep her thoughts away from Gray. Maybe it would at least help her broken heart.

But if she is looking for a new lover, it has to be a nice guy and not a ass like Bora. As she kept thinking about him it hurted even more. She remembered the day he broke up with her.

"Juvia, i'm sorry but we can't be together like this" he told her while holding a umbrella. He looked at her like he didn't even care about her feelings.

"W-what? But Bora-sama...why?" she could barely bring out as fresh tears started to sting. The only person she thought that cared about her, wants to leave her.

"Look around Juvia!" he shouted as he waved his hand. "This rain. It's too gloomy. I wanted to try it with you but the rain is a bother to me. Sorry. But we're done."

The last time she saw him was then. He just left her. He didn't even let her speak and turned his back to her to walk away. Juvia had dropped her umbrella in shock.

She then realized what ass she dated the last two months. He just walked off...

Tears ran down her face as she ran away. Not knowing where. She just ran. Without thinking she addictialy bumped into someone. She looked up. Gajeel.

He was her only friend to help her. The cold iron dragon slayer helped her trough this. She and Gajeel met a long time ago, when they were little. A few kids bullied her and Gajeel was the only one to stand up for her.

He told them to get lost and since the kids knew about his strenght, it was easily for him to scare them off.

As they talked they realized they had a few things in common. Both didn't knew their parents. Both didn't have any friends. Lonely...

They became best friends.

"What is it Juv? You shouldn't ran out here like a idiot" he joked. Juvia turned her head down. "Sorry..." she mumbled. Gajeel knows that Juvia can take a joke. Being like this to her is a way how he shows affection.

"Eh?! Why are you crying" if there's something he hates...crying woman. He couldn't stand it too see her crying. She was his best friend after all.

Juvia trew herself on Gajeel. "Ju-Juvia's heart is broken!" she brought out. "B-bora finds Juvia's rain t-to gl-gloomy!" as she cried.

Gajeel held her, letting the Rain woman cry her eyes out. "Juv?" he later asked. Juvia looked up. "Why do you even cry about him?" Juvia tilted her her to the side questionly.

"You deserve better Juv! Come on! Open your eyes. That guy treated you like shit" . Juvia didn't want to believe it but...it was true. He ordered her around. Wanted things. He could be even mean sometimes.

"One day you'll find someone who actually loves you"

She rememberd that line. But who would actually love Juvia?, She wondered, still staring at the ceiling.

She then chuckled as she remembered how badly her wanted to kill Bora. Of course she stopped him. "he's not worth it"

Juvia rolled so she was laying on her stomach. Juvia at least has Gajeel...and Fairy Tail.

Juvia sighed. Would she ever love someone other than Gray? He took away her rain after all. He showed her there were still good things.

She felt lonely.

Why doesn't he return her feelings? Why is it so hard to say these words?

'i love you'


Hey! it's me :-D

What do you guys think of first chapter? Please leave a review to let me know if i should contiue:-)

Btw: it's three in the morning! I couldn't sleep and suddenly came up with this!

Sorry if you find this a shitty chapter.

~Byee~