I know that it really was not the fault of Captain Kirk to begin with because we had no way of knowing when the Romulans were going to attack those outposts along the neutral zone and how high a price we have to pay in order to gain total victory against those heartless monsters!
Lieutenant Robert Tomlinson and I were in the process of getting married when the red alert and we had no choice but to go to our assigned duty stations because there was an enemy out there that we had no choice but to do battle with!
I lost my darling Robert as a result of that battle and I do not wish to go through such a tragedy ever again which is why I have no choice but to resign from Starfleet and ask to be removed from the Enterprise immediately!
I really am sorry to do this to you and the rest of the crew, Captain Kirk!
It is just that I feel that I do not belong in Starfleet anymore!
