Arizona : I trusted you more than anything, more than anyone in my life and you decided to cut it off…

Callie : TO SAVE YOUR LIFE!

Arizona : You didn't lose anything.. I DID… I DID!

Callie slowly exhales ,a sudden realization dawning on her… "Apparently I lost you" was the only thing she could say, her wife was gone,her love was gone…she was once again, just a lost girl in a rapidly changing world. People left her, people lied to her and people died, no matter how good she was professionally, no matter how giving she was romantically…no matter what, she always ended up alone and broken.

Arizona: NO! YOU DON'T GET TO SAY THINGS LIKE THAT! You don't get to bail, you don't get to break another promise to me. You said you wouldn't leave me…you said you'd stay, NO MATTER WHAT!

Arizona's screams didn't matter to Callie anymore, as she slowly began to see her life flashing before her eyes. A strange voice found it's way out, retelling her past failed experiences: "I…I fell in live with dorky, awkward George ,I pursued him even though a blind man could see that he was in love with Izzie Stevens, I let him use me, I fabricated a perfect little bubble in which we were happy, but when he stupidly confessed that Izzie couldn't possibly be in love with me she's blonde and gorgeous" I instantly knew…I had chosen wrong. Burying myself in work I somehow managed to survive, I met Erica and we clicked…she was the perfect friend, she was there for me, and for the first time I felt that somebody had my back. But I was wrong, at the first bump in the road she went away…and I still miss her, I miss my friend. The most important thing she had taught me was that when the right person comes along, you're gonna know, no matter what silly games you're gonna play,no matter how long the chase lasts ,you're gonna know…and I did. When you, Arizona Robbins kissed me in that bathroom, I just knew I would love you until the day I die. The problem is that, I somehow believed that you'd think the same about me, that I'd be finally worthy of the happiness which always seems to slip from my grasp. So, the question is, why would you do that to me?"

Arizona: "DON'T! Just don't sit there and pretend that this is what you wanted all along,a…a life with me. You didn't! I was the one who just stuck around long enough. We weren't going to last anyway!"

Callie: "So this was just a field trip for you? We've just been playing house for the past 5 years?" she had to fight this time,she wouldn't let it go.

Arizona: "Oh,no no no. This was your dream,not mine. I never wanted this!"

Callie:" Sofia,you didn't want Sofia?"

Arizona:"No", she shouted.

Callie:"You didn't want this marriage?"

Arizona:"No!",she raised her voice a little louder

Callie: "You,you…didn't want me?"

Arizona: "NO! This isn't my life,this isn't who I am…I,I…"

Callie:" So,why did you come back from Africa,why did you play pretend for so long if this is such a hardship?"

Arizona: "I don't know!Leave me alone! I cheated on you…just,leave me alone!"

Callie: "So you were punishing me by sleeping with her!"

Arizona:" I…NO!"

Callie: "You are punishing me for a life we built together, you are punishing me for your choices, you are actually punishing me for being happy. Ultimately I think you are punishing me,us for taking away your independence…you have always been selfish,Arizona.

Arizona:"You had no right!"

Callie: " Have you ever thought how things would have been if I were the one in septic shock? Would you have let me die? Would you have robbed your daughter of her mother?"

Arizona: "I've nothing to say to you!

Callie:" When I first got into medical school, I found it awkward that all my colleagues got sick from dissections in our anatomy classes…it wasn't that they weren't good students, they just couldn't manage. But I could, dead bodies were just a shell to me, a beautiful shell protecting the most important thing we have…the pearl, our soul. So if chipping the shell would mean that I got your soul to grow old with, the surgery was a no brainer. I'm not going to apologize for saving your life, 'm not apologizing for giving Sofia her mother... 'm just done with the leg thing. It's your call now, you are the one who should decide if this life is worth fighting for. You cheated on me to feel alive, you cheated on me to destroy our happiness, you cheated to drive me away because you are scared out of your mind,but you are the love of my life,so if there's a chance I could get that back I am going to fight."

Arizona:" You can't,I don't love you anymore" the blonde struggled with her words.

Callie: "You've always been a bad liar, not to mention your deluded sense of duty,so I'm gonna make it easy to understand. I,Calliope Iphegenia Torres, want you and want this marriage,I want our family back. If you go to therapy,if you could get over yourself and start living again,if you'd talk to me,if you would let me see the real you,the new you,I would stay. I won't let life win this one over me,we've been through hell together,car crash,maniac shooter and we've survived. I won't let a skinny blonde steal my light again,I won't let fears ruin this relationship, and I won't be a victim anymore!"

Arizona:"I will never be the same…"

Callie:" Neither will i…"

Arizona:" WE will never be the same…"

Callie: "How could we?We're getting old,our daughter is growing,disasters seem to find us three times a year,our friends and family drop like flies…but we are still 's gotta mean something,everything happens for a reason"

Arizona: "I'm so sorry,Calliope. I need…I need for us to be ok,but I have to fix myself. You deserve so much more…"

Callie: "Let me be the judge of ,I've gotta go find Sofia,she must be scared out of her mind because of the storm." The brunette finished her speech and headed for the door leaving a stunned Arizona in the middle of the call room…her wife wasn't going away, wasn't leaving her even though she did the most despicable thing, that meant she knew something was off,that the lack of therapy was taking its toll on the paeds surgeon's mind and soul…things had to change.

The brunette left the room hoping her words affected in some way Arizona's thoughts,she knew something was happening with her,but being cheated on was the last thing she'd she pondered the night's events she violently collided with something…or someone.

Stranger:"Hey! Watch where you're going! These hands are worth millions" an irritated hoarse voice boomed.

Callie: " Erica…is that you?What the hell are you doing here?"

Erica:" I…I came to get my fiancé out of this hell hole,the storm was pretty big and I was worried. How have you been?"

Callie: "You kind of lost the right to ask me personal things when you suddenly fled Seattle because I wasn't a good enough lesbian for you,because I had the audacity to defend this extraordinary hospital"

Erica: "I was scared,ok? Mark was always there,Burke won the Harper Avery Prize…my life was heading downhill,and I had to escape. I wanted to apologize for the longest time but I found out you were finally happy,and that's what mattered the conscience could wait. Oh,there she is…dr. Torres, I'd like you to meet my fiancé, Dr. Lauren Boswell"

As soon as she heard those words leaving the blonde's mouth an hysterical laughter took control of her body,her face went red,tears were streaming down her face as her hands were firmly planted on her hips trying to keep her from falling over.

Erica: "Callie,are you ok?"

Callie: "Yes, everything is just peachy. I was just laughing at God's marvelous ways of dealing with people's shit"

Erica:" What do you mean?" she asked as she saw Lauren cautiously approaching.

Callie: "Oh,well…nothing much. It's just that I happen to know you fiancé very well, isn't that so,dr. Boswell? We have something in common it seems,we've both seen my wife naked in the past 24 hours. As I said,no big deal. Oh,and Lauren, I will fight for my marriage and my wife,and remember I break bones for a living. If Erica here wasn't your girlfriend, Avery would have his work cut out for him with putting together what would be left of your pretty face. Good day!" the ortho surgeon chirped in a false overjoyed voice leaving the two women was finally fighting back, badass Torres had resurfaced.