Title: Tell Me Why

Summary: Manny just can't get it together. Her life, as she knows it, is crumbling before her, and all she can do is sit and watch. Everyone is waiting for her inevitable fall, and counting down the days till she cracks. She thinks she is all alone. But maybe she does have someone. Someone who has been there all along.

Diclaimer: I own notta.

Author's Note: I have know clue where this story is going, or if I will ever even finish it. I just thought it up while listening to this song by 'Fooled by April' titled "Nobody Knows". The first few chaps will be in Manny's Point of View. They will basically be about how she see's the world and the people in it. I may add a little romance, but it's basically a friendship fic.

Introduction Chapter

Manny's Pov

Why Me?

I've asked myself that question for ages; I have yet to come to any sort of conclusion. But there must be some logical explanation as to why my life is a living hell.

My guess, someone up there really hates me.

I'm starting to think that God is just one big bully looking for some poor, innocent soul to torture. That poor innocent soul is me.

Okay, maybe I'm not so "innocent".

I'm a lot of things; innocent doesn't qualify as one of them. Let's just say that at times, I put a prostitute to shame. I hate to admit it, but there's no point in lying to myself. I've been down that road before.

All it did was lead me to a dead end.

I lied to myself when I thought Craig actually cared about me, and I lied to myself when I thought Sully could even give two shits about my existence.

It's time to be honest.

So, all I wanna know is why.

Why do I always get into situations that me pain?

Why do I always seem to dig my own grave?

And why, does it keep getting deeper and deeper?

My life has just been a downward spiral, and I keep wishing that it would end. I keep wishing for a way out.

I'm starting to think that the only way to answer my questions about life is death...................................