Why do things like this only happen to me
I can't help the way I was brought up in society

I was raised to know that I could do what I want, I could have anything in the world, everyone is under me.

I couldn't help myself. I wanted him. I needed him. I thought I could do anything I needed to get him.

I didn't know any better.

Everyone's an enemy as I fight to survive
Only trust the dead cause evil is still alive

I fight through this meaningless life, hiding, crying, sighing. I hear the murmurs of people. They're all around me. Twisting me, constricting me.

She's from the yellow kingdom...

I thought all of those mongrels were killed

She'd better not be as bad as that queen they killed.

I can now only trust a man who is now dead.

Journeying through this life I have paid the toll
I am now the man(Girl) with no soul

I deserve it.

The murmurs, the glaring looks, the discrimination.

The pain.

My punishment.

Is the lack of a soul.

I have no emotions so all I'll say is
Don't let evil take you away.

I no longer can be angry, happy, selfish, or frightened.

I can no longer love.

There is one emotion I can feel though.

Sadness.

Only a man as foolish as to wish hell upon himself would follow my path of evil

I hate this, it's not what i wanted.
It's not what I'd hoped or was wishing for.

I hate this never ending life full of guilt. I wanted him. I wanted him so much that it hurt. I was blinded by my need.

It's not the way I thought it would be
Living through this fucked journey.

I thought I would be on top of the world. With the man I loved. Happily with my brother. I thought I would have more than

Absolutely nothing.