Why do things like this only happen to me
I can't help the way I was brought up in society
I was raised to know that I could do what I want, I could have anything in the world, everyone is under me.
I couldn't help myself. I wanted him. I needed him. I thought I could do anything I needed to get him.
I didn't know any better.
Everyone's an enemy as I fight to survive
Only trust the dead cause evil is still alive
I fight through this meaningless life, hiding, crying, sighing. I hear the murmurs of people. They're all around me. Twisting me, constricting me.
She's from the yellow kingdom...
I thought all of those mongrels were killed
She'd better not be as bad as that queen they killed.
I can now only trust a man who is now dead.
Journeying through this life I have paid the toll
I am now the man(Girl) with no soul
I deserve it.
The murmurs, the glaring looks, the discrimination.
The pain.
My punishment.
Is the lack of a soul.
I have no emotions so all I'll say is
Don't let evil take you away.
I no longer can be angry, happy, selfish, or frightened.
I can no longer love.
There is one emotion I can feel though.
Sadness.
Only a man as foolish as to wish hell upon himself would follow my path of evil
I hate this, it's not what i wanted.
It's not what I'd hoped or was wishing for.
I hate this never ending life full of guilt. I wanted him. I wanted him so much that it hurt. I was blinded by my need.
It's not the way I thought it would be
Living through this fucked journey.
I thought I would be on top of the world. With the man I loved. Happily with my brother. I thought I would have more than
Absolutely nothing.
