This is a long time ago list on the Muse bunny that I am taking to my own for this story XD I have 30 chapters for you all! XD After each chapter is posted you all may choose who will be the next of the straw hats I write about.


Checkpoint No. 1:

"If my life were any emptier, it wouldn't even exist."

And write no less than 500 words after that.

If my life were any emptier, it wouldn't even exist. Usopp thought deeply as he gave a horrible cough sound like a cry. Maybe no one really cared, but he didn't think much on that for he knew, somehow, that his crew did care for him and that it was his mind that was just trying to tear itself apart again.

Didn't mean that it didn't hurt, a voice stated with a syndical tone lying underneath. They just leave you alone, smiling, but if you're in pain!

"I'm fine." Usopp tried to state as he stood up from the crow's nest to stretch his legs around the out circle. "I'm fine." His voice cracked as he squatted down wishing desperately to be a bit stronger than many people believed him to be.

A few short breaths to calm the rising panic in his chest; his usual and always a problematic situation at night when he had them, panic attacks. He looked down at the men's section door and he watched it open before his breath held, he didn't want anyone to see him in this pathetic state at night.

Zoro walked out before looking up giving a nod which Usopp waved back, trying to be his usual self which was extremely difficult with the growing pressure of discomfort surrounding his heart.

"I just need to get a few hours of shut eye." He tried to brush it off as before something caused him to pause. A growing voice, one he never heard before since he was a kid, rushed up to the front of his brain screaming, an old voice of a woman in her fifties who hated him more than any before, stated his worst fear.

You're nothing but a pathetic brat! You'll never be wanted, why do you think your pathetic father left? HM? The voice laughed making Usopp whimper before he crumbled to the ground and felt the tears trail down his face. Oh, crying now you disgusting heap of dung form a -.

"Shut up." Usopp whispered. Did you say something, you slimy ingrate!

"Leave me alone!" Don't you raise your tone you whore of a son!

"Just leave me alone." Usopp clenched his teeth before he took a few breaths, but the woman's voice nagging his brain didn't lessen up even as the first rays of sun came up to greet Usopp, which he now believed was a sorrowful color, which allowed the tear stained cheeks to be visible to any who came to check up on him.

You're nothing but empty air, you should be alive, and you're just dragging everyone down… just a pathetic piece of human flesh that the animals should just eat… but I bet you'd give them indigestion! HUH!

His stomach turned as he slowly stood and headed to the bathroom, another ritual he had to do with 'this' voice. As he weaved to the bathroom and pushed the wooden door open before closing it while switching the lock closed.