A Lost Friendship
School was pretty much normal. And by normal I mean boring. Things haven't been the same lately, this is because I'm forbidden to see Jacob. I still don't even know why! I mean I understand that I'm not his closest friend, but he's my closest friend. And I miss him a lot.
So that's why I decided that I was going to see him anyway, right after school, which is now. I know, I'm usually not one to break the rules, but this is driving me crazy.
It was poring down rain as I knocked on Jacob's door. No one answered. So I walked over to the garage. And I was extremely surprised to see Jacob looking the way he did.
He had cut all his hair off, well not all of it but most of it. And he wasn't even dressed all the way. He had a tattoo!!!! Plus he was hanging out with Sam's cult.
"Jake?" I questioned him.
He look over the stood up. He was now towering over me; he was much bigger than he had been before he got "sick". He had no expression on his face when he looked down at me.
"Seth, what are you doing here?" he asked obviously not expecting to see me.
"I wanted to visit you. We haven't talked in forever."
Jacob looked back at Sam, as if he was silently asking him what he should say next. But Sam just shook his head.
Jacob turned back to me. I could see a slightly pained look in his face.
"Sorry Seth, but I'm busy right now."
"Oh……well we can talk later."
"………No we can't." Jacob said in a strange voice. "I'm going to be busy like this a lot. I don't have time for you any more. We can't be friends."
"…..What?…..look, you cant stop being friends over this. We can just find some other time to hang out."
"I don't want to find some other time. Sorry but, It's just easier this way. You'll understand later on."
"But Jake-" I began to protest.
"Seth, Go Home Now." He said in a very harsh tone. Then he went back to sit down next to his cooler friends. I don't know what it was at that moment. Maybe it was Jacob's mean words, or the way Sam's cult glared at me, but some how I felt tears build up in my eyes. For Pete Sake I'm fourteen , I thought I was done with crying.
I guess I was just in shock. Quil told me that Jacob gave this same speech to Bella. But I never dreamed he would say it to me.
Before I left I could have sworn I saw a hint of regret on Jacob's face. But I didn't look very long because I had to turn around quickly and wipe my tears away before they saw.
I rushed out of Jacob Blacks garage.
(I know it was sad, but Seth will forgive Jacob when he turns into a werewolf himself.)
