Thoughts and Feelings
By: AnimegirlBunnyB
Disclaimer: I own nothing and I mean NOTHING from That 70's Show. If I did Jackie and Hyde would most defiantly have gotten together despite everything else.
Here's a little one-shot (maybe poem, not really sure how to classify it) on how I think Jackie feels around the Jackie Bags Hyde episodes. Blah blah blah, just read it, on to the….one-shot….story…poem thing~
I meant it when I said I loved you, every single time. But you just disagree, throwing my love aside, slowly breaking me apart. I couldn't give up, couldn't break away, since a part of me believed in fairytales it just had to be that way. Fighting for my prince, persevering through the storm, I was sure my happy ending would happen after just a little more. It seemed like I was right, that my dream had just come true, but with the fire from your kiss, I saw something new. A part of me was happy, soaring through the sky. The other part of me, made up of pieces broken off by you, had me wondering if your feelings were just as true. If you didn't feel even half of what I felt, I was pretty certain all of me would fall apart. I couldn't take it, going through that pain again, so I grit my teeth and bear it with a lie saying I didn't feel a thing. I tell myself this is better, I'm saving myself from the hurt, all the while regretting lying to my heart. This is for the better, it doesn't matter how I feel. There's just no use in crying, what good would that do? This love wasn't meant to be, nothing will make it true….
