I used to be, all that you seen

When you hit the pillow, and in all the daydreams

All night, I slept nice

just thinking of your love

Savoring your voice; trusting that tone

Cradled in your arms, feeling so home

Each day, felt nice

Only you and me

But the seasons changed and spring's love was gone

Couldn't touch you no more

my screams echoed till the break of dawn

what was I living for?

After tears dried, I vowed never again

But the pain the numbness was covering

It's rose up, you haven't show'd up

The memories hunt me like a ghost

Even lost touch with things I loved most

I lost touch, of the things

that I loved before you

& at times I think'd to call you back

But I bite my lip; I've more self-worth than that

To must, respect

To come crawling

Day by day I see you past by

And I'm watching from the outside

But I'm flowing with the tides of time

Can't continue to curl up and hide

And though you'll never say 'friend'

Though you'll never love me again

I still relish in daydreams of you

Even though now that we're through

but even though, we're long gone

you'll still all my dawn thoughts

I slept well, all night

Just dreaming of your love...