I used to be, all that you seen
When you hit the pillow, and in all the daydreams
All night, I slept nice
just thinking of your love
Savoring your voice; trusting that tone
Cradled in your arms, feeling so home
Each day, felt nice
Only you and me
But the seasons changed and spring's love was gone
Couldn't touch you no more
my screams echoed till the break of dawn
what was I living for?
After tears dried, I vowed never again
But the pain the numbness was covering
It's rose up, you haven't show'd up
The memories hunt me like a ghost
Even lost touch with things I loved most
I lost touch, of the things
that I loved before you
& at times I think'd to call you back
But I bite my lip; I've more self-worth than that
To must, respect
To come crawling
Day by day I see you past by
And I'm watching from the outside
But I'm flowing with the tides of time
Can't continue to curl up and hide
And though you'll never say 'friend'
Though you'll never love me again
I still relish in daydreams of you
Even though now that we're through
but even though, we're long gone
you'll still all my dawn thoughts
I slept well, all night
Just dreaming of your love...
