If you wasn't mine

I kissed her gently. She was everything for me.

That girl, she wasn't mine, but I love her so much, that is almost painful

"Soul…"

"I love you" I keep saying between our kisses.

"If…if Black*Star…"

My best friend's name. My lover's boyfriend. The one I hate the most.

I want to stay with her, without regrets, without guilt.

I love her so much, that is almost painful.

"He will understand"

"I need break up with him first"

"I can't wait anymore"

I take her to my bedroom and locked the door. We continue our making out session in my bed, taking almost minutes to take our breath back

"I love you Maka."

"I love you too Soul"

Her words, was making me the happiest man in the world.

Have her love was a true treasure.

"You really love me, Maka?"

"I do"

"You want stay with me, and become my girlfriend?"

"I do"

I take her t-shirt off along with mine. Her skin was so warm and soft; I always wanted tough that beautiful skin.

"Do you really love me, Soul?"

"Always love"

"Since?"

"Since the day we meet"

We never need to talk to know, that we were made for each other.

Our connection was so strong, that was almost impossible ignore our attraction.

But we keep playing that painful game, only to not hurt my best friend.

I was so tired to suffer for his happiness.

"Break up with Black*Star the faster you can"

"I will do this tomorrow"

"Come back here after that, I will be waiting"

"I promise"

Every time she finished, I start to kiss her lips, kiss her skin, her breast.

She was mine now, mine and mine alone.

"I love you Maka"

"I love you Soul"

"I promise that I will take care of you, I promise that you will be happy with me"

"Promise me another thing"

"What?"

"Promise never leaves me, and also, promise never hurt me"

"I promise that"

The one I love, the one that wasn't mine, how could I imagine leave her?

If she wasn't mine, I couldn't ever live in peace. I couldn't live without her

"I want promise you something"

"What it is?"

"I promise never hide my feeling again, and I also promise stay with you until my last day"

That girl, I love her so much.

That was almost painful.

When she wasn't mine,

I felt that I could break.

I felt that I could die.

She was mine now.

Mine and mine alone

And I never, ever,

Would let her go.