"Terra?" Trevor called me as he sprinted towards me. I felt a hand on my wrist pulling me towards him. It was always like this lately. Me running off wanting him to chase me and tell me what I desperately needed to hear from him. He chased me alright but Trevor never said the words I was dying to hear. "Speak to me."

"What do you want me to say Tre? That I'm sorry that you don't understand how I'm feeling?" I grumbled. He just didn't understand. Those big brown eyes watched me, searching for an answer when he didn't even know the question. I was tired of waiting. Sick of not really knowing where I stood with him. Trevor's girlfriend. I had the title but none of the benefits.

"How can I if you won't talk to me?" He pulled me in closer as his voice dropped to a whisper. Always quiet, sweet, and patient, was my Tre. But I didn't want that. I wanted wild, crazy, and passion, everything he wasn't showing me but I knew that he was.

"I'm through talking..." I shoved my way out of his arms and sprinted away. Cutting across the grass, I ran full out across the street. The street that no one ever uses. The street that never has any traffic. Ever.

I stopped in the middle and turned to face him. His calm sure steps eating up the distance between us.

"Apparently, you don't want a girlfriend." A paniced look crossed his face and he started to run.

"Since you only treat me as your friend!" He called out my name frantically. And I shook my head thinking that he was only trying to say that I was wrong.

But I was the one who was wrong. Dead wrong.

A car crashed into me and sent me flying. A car on the unused street. The street that hadn't been used in forever and a day was being used...today.

I didn't feel it hit me. Never felt the bones shatter. All I felt was sadness...Tre would blame himself. That much I knew.

"Terra?" He gasped. Tears ran down his face. He probably couldn't even see me clearly with all those tears and yet I knew he didn't care. "It'll be okay. Help's coming, baby. Stay with me."

I laughed. It sounded shrill and scared in my mind so it had to scare Tre senseless. I knew it was over...He did too and he grabbed me closer.

I just stared up at him. Studying his face. The shape of his eyes. The sexy way his lips curved in that drove me crazy. The dark brown skin that reminded me of the perfect cup of hot cocoa. Trying to engrain every last part of him on me. Trying to take him into me, with me, so that I was never really alone.

"Kiss me?"He shook his head at my request but kissed me anyway. His lips touched mine. Tears dripped on my face as he continued to cry. Soft, sweet, but edged with a desperation that made it perfect. Everything a first kiss should be. Except that this first kiss would also be our very last.

"I love you, Tre." I whispered. His face was blurry.

"I love you. Stay with me, Terra. Please, please baby. I need y-" The rest of his sentence dissolved into choked tears. The eyes I fell in love with were closed in pain. Hiding them from my view as he tried to pull me into himself. As he desperately tried to keep me beside him.

"I know. I'll be ok." I finally felt the pain... The blood burning pain that made me fade out a bit. I wouldn't last long. I was never any good with pain. But I had to tell him one last time...

That...

I'll...

Love...

Him...

Forever...

The words never came out. Never left my mind. My voice couldn't work if I was trying not to scream out from the pain. I didn't want my last moments with him to be even more sorrowful. So I smiled. Not a trace of the corrupting pain touched the last smile I could give him. Even as I lifted the hand with crushed bones to caress his face.

I stared into the face I loved until a light started to take over. But right as the his face, the face with a beautiful soul shining through that was burned on to my very soul, was obscured by a light I swore that I heard him say...

"I will love no one else but you."

I was his first love but if I was gone I didn't want to be his last love too...