Broken Dreams
By Lina
CCS is NOT mine, so don't bother me about it!
Flames will be used to keep me warm at night!
"talking"
'thinking'
(A/N: my noted to you people)
The girl slowly woke up, blinking her beautiful green eyes, stretching her arms wide. She pushed the long honey brown locks of hair out of her face and looked at her alarm. '7:00 am... I'm early for once.' she thought as she turned to look at the sleeping little tear bear next to her. 'Kero will be surprised to see I'm up already.' she thought as she smiled brightly. She got up and changed slowly, not wanting to rush. She brushed her hair, taking long gentle strokes. She got together all her stuff and sat there for a minute, then she heard Kero start to wake up.
"Sakura..." he mumbled. "Wake up... You're gonna be late.." He said again.
"Kero, I'm already awake!" She said, smiling happily.
"Eh?" He got up, staring at her. "Wow, you're actually up!"
"Yeah, I didn't want to be late to the first day of school..." She said as she dug around her room for her shoes.
"oh yeah... Your first day of high school eh?" Kero said, flying around the room.
"Yeps!" She said happily as she found her shoes. She then looked at a picture, right by her bed. There was a picture of her and a boy, he had brown hair, and deep chocolate eyes. 'It's been 5 years Syoaran, when are you coming back?' she thought sadly, her face slowly turning into a frown.
"Sakura, don't be sad over that gaki... He isn't worth it, making you wait 5 years." Kero snorted.
"Don't be so mean like that Kero! He just needs to train! I'll wait until he comes back. no matter what." She smiled at the thought of his return to Tomoeda.
"Alright, whatever..." was the reply.
"Sakura!" a voice yelled form downstairs. "Hurry up or you'll be late!!!"
"Alright Dad!" she yelled back, and turned to Kero. "I'll be home later, and if your good, I'll bring you a snack as well." She said firmly and ran out to go to school.
Sakura walked into the school yard, greeting a few people here and there. Soon, a girl came up to her smiling. She had long raven hair, sparkling amethyst eyes, and a brilliant smile.
"Sakura! Wow! You're actually early to school!!!" She smiled again.
"Yeah Tomoyo, I didn't want to be late on my first day of school!!!" Sakura smiled and waved to a friend
who walked by. "Have you seen Chiharu or Yamazaki anywhere?" Sakura looked around.
"Nope, I'm sure they'll be here though. What are your classes?" Sakura showed Tomoyo her schedule.
"Oh! We have first, third, fifth, and sixth together Sakura!" Tomoyo squealed delightfully.
"Oh yay! I won't have to be alone anymore!" Sakura sighed happily.
*RING!*
"Let's get to class!" Sakura said, pulling Tomoyo along.
~*~*~Class Room: History~*~*~
"Okay, this is your new history class." Ms. Madoka went on about what they were learning. Finally, something caught Sakura's attention. "Oh? Late Mr. Li Syaoron? You as well, Higaru Fuu?" Ms. Madoka asked.
"Gomen ne Ms. Madoka, I couldn't find my way around this school..." The boy said, his hair, a brown messy flop, his amber eyes hard as ice. Same as Sakura remembered.
"Same here..." was the quiet reply from the girl. She had blue glittering eyes, and straight black hair, her skin a creamy soft white shade.
"Please Fuu, take a seat besides Sakura, and Syaoron behind Sakura." her stern voice barked. Sakura looked around.
'I just had to choose this seat...' she thought as she raised her hand to signal who she was. Syaoron looked at her, a surprised look on his face. Then he walked to her and sat down. 'Just like in elementary school...' she thought as Ms. Madoka went on about history. After class was over, Sakura said bye to Tomoyo and tried to find Syaoron. She thought she saw him and Fuu hugging, but there were so many people! There is no way she could be sure... So she shrugged it off and walked to her next class.
~*~*~Class Room :Math~*~*~
The teacher was a short lady, wearing a knee length skirt and a white blouse. It was Ms. Tsusumi. 'Math' Sakura thought dreadfully. 'my "favorite" class...'
Again Sakura spaced off. She hated the first days of school, it was all so boring. She looked around to see that Syaoron was in that class too. It was either he was staring out the window (which happened to be right next to Sakura) or staring at her. She felt her stomach flop. 'I wonder if he still likes me...' She thought dreamily.
~*~*~Outside: P.E.~*~*~
Sakura raced outside excitedly. She loved P.E.!
"C'mon Tomoyo!" She hollered as Tomoyo came out smiling.
"Sakura, calm down.." She said laughing slightly. She turned to see Syaoron and Fuu walking side by side. She quickly lead Sakura away. "Come over here Sakura! Um... Look! I think that's a Sakura Tree over there!" Tomoyo pointed as Sakura looked on. Tomoyo looked to see Syaoron and Fuu sit on seperate numbers far away from each other. She sighed in relief. 'Good thing Sakura didn't see! She might not think anything of it... But I know they're together...' Tomoyo thought as she remember how the two hugged each other and gave each other pecks before leaving to their second classes. 'It would crush Sakura-chan...' she thought sadly.
Soon P.E. was over and they changed into their regular clothes.
"That was fun! I'm so happy Tomoyo-chan! Syaoron-kun is in my first 4 classes!" Sakura exclaimed happily as she ran and sat down under the Sakura tree.
"That's great Sakura-chan..." Tomoyo faked a smile and grimaced when Sakura waved to other people. 'If only you knew..' Tomoyo thought. Soon, Chiharu, Rika, and some other girls started to show up. They chatted eagerly about school so far, summer vacation, and how it was like. Chiharu and Rika knew about Syaoron and Fuu, they had seen him with her as well. Soon, the two came walking by, hand in hand. The three gasped.
"SAKURA! LOOK! An..." Tomoyo said, lost for words.
"Injured bird!" Chiharu yelled pointing away from Syaoron and Fuu.
"Um.. I See it too! Look Sakura-chan!!!" Rika exclaimed as well.
"Where...?" Sakura said turning around and barely missed seeing the couple.
"oh... hohohoh.... Look, it wasn't a bird! Just.. Just a little leaf! hohoho..." Tomoyo laughed uneasily and turned away, breathing heavily. 'Too close..' she thought.
"Huh?" Sakura, clueless as ever, just stared at them, and went on talking and eating once more.
~*~*~Class Room: English~*~*~
Lunch was over soon and Tomoyo and Sakura made their way to their English class laughing and joking around. They walked into class and sat down right next to each other chatting quietly. Soon Sakura felt a green aura around her. She shot her head up to see Syaoron staring at her intensely and he soon adverted his eyes to something else. Class went by fast and soon it was over.
Tomoyo and Sakura exited the class, but only Tomoyo saw Syaoron and Fuu walk hand in hand away.
~*~*~Class Room : Chorus~*~*~
Sakura personally didn't like singing, but Tomoyo had convinced her to take the class. Sakura didn't have a bad voice, but she could never measure up to Tomoyo. They soon saw Fuu enter the class as well, the Syaoron walked by quickly. Sakura wondered why he was there. 'Maybe to see me...' she thought happily but Tomoyo read Sakura's mind from the look on her face.
"No Sakura... not to see you.." She whispered quietly.
"What did you say Tomoyo-chan?" Sakura asked smiling.
"Nothing Sakura-chan. Nothing at all." She said again faking a smile.
"Okay!" They hushed as the teacher came in. He was American, they could tell by his white skin and blond hair. He smiled to all of them. His name was Mr. Peterson. He carefully explained all about what was to happen over the year. But, Fuu wasn't listening.
'So that's the girl... Sakura Kinomoto. Mistress of the Clow Cards, Keeper of the Sakura cards... To think Syaoron-kun liked her... As if she had a chance with him!' she thought bitterly.
Soon, he dismissed the class and Sakura and Tomoyo walked out of class.
"This class sounds like fun!" Tomoyo said happily but her face grimed as she saw Syaoron coming their way. "Sakura..." but it was too late. Sakura ran up to Syaoron happily.
"Syao-kun!!! I've missed you so much!" She said as she hugged him, almost to tears. "Why didn't you ever write?" She asked happily.
"Um.. Kinomoto-san..." His voice was slightly annoyed and sad. He pried her off him a bit roughly.
"Why are you calling me Kinomoto-san, Syao-kun? You know you can always call me Sakura-chan!" She smiled sweetly at him.
"That's because. I don't want you to call me Syao-kun anymore." He replied coldly. He quickly walked past her, avoiding her eyes and went to Fuu. "Hey Fuu-chan. I missed you." He hugged her tightly.
"This is why, Kinomoto-san. He doesn't like you anymore. He has me." Fuu snickered at Sakura.
"Syao-kun? You... you're kidding right?" Sakura's voice quivered. 'This can't be true! It can't be!' Her mind screamed.
"Don't call me that! It's Li-san to you Kinomoto-san." His icy glare cut straight through Sakura. Her eyes glistened and she backed away from the two. Tomoyo put a hand on Sakura's shoulder.
"Sakura-chan..." Tomoyo said, trying to comfort her. But Sakura shrugged her hand off.
Sakura ran. She ran as fast as she could. She didn't care where she went, but she kept running. She ignored the concerned yells from Tomoyo for her to come back. Soon, she disappeared.
Tomoyo stood shocked by Sakura's actions. She turned to Syaoron who stared at the floor and Fuu who giggled to herself.
"How could to Li-san?!" Tomoyo yelled furiously. "She waited! Five Damn Years Li-San!!!" Tomoyo was so angry, she couldn't speak! "You should be ashamed..." She glared at them and walked straight up to them. She slapped Syaoron hard. His face jerked to the side, and his eyes stone cold. Tomoyo hissed at them. "I hope your happy Li Syaoron..." She turned on her heels and ran to Sakura's house, leaving Syaoron alone with Fuu.
My new fic! I hope you people will like it!
Lina
