Hey readers, I hope you will enjoy this fic. I know that there has been at least one inuyasha musical fic, but I can't seem to find the authors pen name, so I'd like to thank them for inspiration, not for the plot line, but for the way of using all the lyrics I found that I can't morph into songfics. So thanx again.
She sighed; no one ever waited for her. Sango had completley out run her too the hot springs, the words had barley even left her mouth. She started running to try and catch sango before she got too far ahead. "Damnit sango wait up, geeze!" sango turned to see the small figure of kagome running to catch up to her I thought she was taller…oohh, I must be really far ahead "heh, sorry 'bout that kagome!" she stopped and waited for the young miko to catch up. "Damn sango, you were running really fast, if I didn't know any better I'd say you were being chased by miroku or something" sango started to blush a bit, and her eyes darted from side to side with the occassional sound. "Um, yeah, heh heh…I was just umm…I just really need a bath" kagome rolled her eyes, she could see through that lie like she could see through the wind. But she decided not to press any further on the topic. "Well, lets keep going, but this time, walk would ya, I don't think I could keep up if you ran again." Sango nodded, she started humming a tune from a song kagome had shared with her, before she realized it, she was singing.
You can't change yesterday.
Even if you want to.
I'm not standing in your way.
I'm just telling you.
That you left your things undone.
And I know that's not fun.
To feel regrets all the time.
And not feeling good for a while.
Kagome looked at sango, "any particular reason you're singing that?" "Come on just admit it girl, you love inuyasha and you don't exactly like the fact he uh, you know…" sango started singing again.
If you took one thing at a time.
Than you maybe wouldn't have this in your way.
You can run a thousand miles.
But you can't get back to yesterday.
You're waiting for tomorrow.
Even if you don't want to.
You don't want to feel any sorrow.
But you still do.
You're tryin' to make this stop.
But I'm telling you, don't give up.
Just keep hanging on.
A new day will come.
If you took one thing at a time.
Than you maybe wouldn't have this in your way.
You can run a thousand miles.
But you can't get back to yesterday.
Try to keep run away.
But you won't go anywhere.
I've got one thing to say.
That this isn't fare.
If you took one thing at a time.
Than you maybe wouldn't have this in your way.
You can run a thousand miles.
But you can't get back to yesterday.
Sango looked up and saw a tearfall down kagomes face, "come on kagome, don't let him get to you, it's his loss." More tears slid down her cheek, "I know that, but it's still painful" sango wrapped her arm aroumd kagomes' shoulder, "don't worry, we wont see him again, we're gonna finnish this quest, just us girls…" "and miroku" sango jumped about three feet in the air and kagome tripped, landing face first in a mud puddle. They both turned and glared at the monk. "Houshi, don't you ever do that again, got it!" he nodded, afraid that if he opened his mouth he may say something stupid…again. "Look, miroku we're going for a bath, and you have to watch shippou, since inuyasha's…just watch my son, or I swear you'll wish it was hiraikotsu (sp?) that was hitting you!" he nodded again, still afraid to open his mouth. And because people just love to show up at the least oppertune moments, koga jumped out of the bushes. "Hello, how is my woman, hey…where's the mutt, did you finally ditch him just for me?" there was a hopefull sparkle in his eyes, until he saw kagome crying again. "Look koga, she is not having a good week, so come back later." Sango stalked off draging kagome with her.
at the Hot Springs
kagome sighed as the hot water soothed her aching muscles, sango didn't say anything to her best friend/sister about inuyasha, deciding that she didn't want kags to cry again. "so, I guess by you're previous statement you decided to adopt shippou after all." "of, course there was never any doubt in my mind if I should or not…I was just kind of hoping, that I could find some one to act as a father for him." They bathed in silence, unsure of what to say to each other. When they finnished they dried off and got dressed. "sango, you head back and make sure miroku isn't telling my son innapropriate things, I'll catch up later, I just need some time to be alone and think." She nodded and headed back towards where miroku and shippou were.
With kags.
I'm no angel that's for sure
Just please tell me why are these things happening to me?
I really love you, cause theres no limit to that, no way, no way
She doesn't love you shes using you to show you off, to her friends,
But baby thats not me,
oh inuyasha how could you?
I guess I'm the Angel
The only for one you You, you, you, you, you
And if theres was only only one thing I could do,
I wouldn't do it, because I love you, unlike her,
But why do you torcher me?
I cant sleep at night baby
I was thinking I was your Angel
Two years from now I see the dance,
Looks like you gave our love another chance,
Shes still lookin at you, despise in eyes,
I now know I'm the Angel for you
Now I know its no lie no lie,
I guess my mind wasn't joking joking
About that,
I'm the Angel, the one for you,
I'll tell no lies if you do that too,
But what if she steals your heart?
Then what do I do?
Baby, theres no stoping me from loving you
She didn't steal your heart yet,
What do I do till then?
I know I'm yo Angel
The only one for you
Angel... Angel...
She laid down on a big flat rock in the middle of a meadow, she knew she shouldn't stay too long for two reasons, 1. She was alone with no one to protect her from demons, and 2. They were in the western lands and she didn't think sesshomaru liked her too much. She stole one last quick glance at the stars above her, only to see a pair of golden eyes peircing into hers. It took all the self-restraint she could muster not to scream. "What are you doing on my lands so soon?" "Well, I uh…you see…wait, what do you mean 'so soon'?" he smirked at her, it was definatley fun to mess with her mind. "I would think the meaning is quite clear." She was completely confused, what the hell was he talking about? Seeing the confusion in her eyes, he frowned, "I take it you did not receive my message then?" she thought hard for a moment…a message, perhaps that was why inuyasha had given her the third degree about sesshomaru last week. "Nope, sorry, inuyasha doesn't give messages" he scoweled. "Well…I guess it does not matter…you are only a couple days early…if you and your friends wish, you may stay at my castle till the time comes." "Uh…okay…but I don't know what you're talking about…" well at least we won't have to worry about demons attacking while we sleep if we are at his palace. "How do I know you're not gonna turn around and attack us?" he smirked "what ever would give you the impression I wanted you dead?" "Oh I don't know, perhaps all the death threats" "I never actually killed you tho, did I?" "No…" "then why would you not trust me now?" "What ever, it'll be nice to sleep under a roof"she got up and began walking towards her group of friends and her son. "Well, are you coming, I have to convince sango, miroku and my son, shippou, to go as well." He nodded and followed her towards the clearing miroku had used to set up camp. "Kags, thank the gods you're back, there's a strong youkai coming, we gotta prepare in case it attacks!" she laughed a bit at sango's panicked face, "um, sango, don't worry about it…it's just sesshomaru, and he's actually invited us to stay at his castle for a while, I don't know why, but he wouldn't say" sesshomaru stepped out from behind a tree, (AN: I'm sorry but this has to be said, he is soo hot!) "You will be staying until the ceremony is over" they all gave him a confused look before shippou jumped into kagomes arms "don't trust him mommy, he's evil, he's gonna kill us or something!" "Shippou honey, if he wanted us dead, he wouldn't bother inviting us to his castle, he'd just kill us". Sango walked over to kagome grabbed her arm and dragged her far enough away that sesshomaru wouldn't hear them whispering. "Are you sure? I don't know of any festivals or ceremonies that are supposed to be taking place in the next little while." She rolled her eyes "look, don't come if you don't want too, but this is a good way to piss off inuyasha once he comes looking for us with his dead bitch, which I know he will, cause I have all the shards." "What, you hopping they'll fight and fluffy over there will win?" kagome gave her friend a fake surprised look "I don't know what you're talking about. That'd be a bonus" sango looked like miroku had just groped her, again, which he just did, so she turned around and beat the crap out of him, all while yelling "pervert" "hentai" "sicko" and other such phrases that capture him so well. By the time she finnished, shippou was laughing so hard he couldn't breathe and sesshomaru and kagome had started talking about something. Noticing that sango was done pulverizing miroku, she decided they'd better get going. "Come on' it's getting late, if we don't leave now we'll have to wait till morning!" "In that case, g'night" sango promptly lay down and fell asleep. "Sango you lazy butt head! Get up, I don't wanna spend the night in the forest again!" "No way" sesshomaru smirked at the taija's (sp?) stubborness, "what ever, I will return at dawn, then we will journy to my castle." Grumbling in complaint, kagome sat down and threw dirty looks at sango, "fine, I guess it's ok, at least it isn't gonna rain" speak of devil and it shall come, in simpler terms, it started to rain, hard. "Okay, that's it! I give up, who ever the hell it is that's laughing up there, I'll kick your ass!" she was screaming at the sky, yup, she had definatley lost it now. "So you'll kick my ass eh?" she turned to see inuyasha sitting in a tree, kikyou in his arms, laughing at her anger. "You'd better believe I will!" she walked over to shippou and picked him up, "and just what…" "are you doing on my land little brother?" "…hey, don't interrupt me" "what ever" inuyasha stopped laughing, and finally noticed sesshomaru standing beside kagome. "What are you doing with kagome? You're not…but your message said…ewww!" kagome threw him a dirty look, before turning to sesshomaru to demand an explenation "what the fuck is he blabbering on about?" "Wait you mean, you two haven't? Oh thank the gods." "Inuyasha, why do you care? We're mates now, why should it matter if that skank runs off with your brother?" "WHO ARE YOU CALLING A SKANK! I OUGHTTA KILL YOU FOR THAT!" she started walking towards kikyou before the other half of what she said sank in "what you mean 'run off with sesshomaru'? wait a seccond…inuyasha why didn't you give me his messgae! What was it? If you don't tell me I swear I'll send you to hell while you're still alive!" "Keh, I'd like to see you try, kikyou removed the rosary beads!" "fine, then I'll kill you, I still have my bow and arrows…sango put those down! I need those!" "Nuh-uh, you'll just yell at me for not trying to stop you if I give you the bow and arrows." "look, inuyasha just give the little skank her message!" everyone looked at kikyou, "keh, fine, after all I got you so I guess she doesn't matter no more…" "don't say that, we need her to find the shards" "…oh ya…well whatever, we'll manage, any ways here's your stupid message." He threw a roll of parchment at kagome, "and I'll be taking my jewel shards now." "YOUR SHARDS, I DON'T THINK SO BAKA, THEY'RE MINE, I PURRIFIED THEM, SO THEY'RE MINE!" she turned around and stated in a completely calm and cool tone "we are leaving now, and if you even think of trying to take MY shards, I'll pin you and the clay blob over there to the closest tree." Sango, miroku and shippou all followed her and sesshomaru.
at sesshomaru's castle
(AN: I'm skipping the walking, cuz' it's all quiet)
"so what exactly does this thing say sesshomaru?" he could tell she was nervous about reading it, and hell, who wouldn't be after kikyou's comments. "You'll have to read it to find out, and I sugest you do it soon, the ceremony is in 4 days." fine I'll read it "fine…" "not now, read it tomorrow" she rolled her eyes, "fine" he led her towards a big guest room, it had three beds in it, one for her, one for shippou, and one for sango. Miroku was staying in a smaller room just down the hall. "The door to the left leads into a bathing room, the bell by the door is to call the servants, and my room is at the end of the hall if you have any inquiries about the note, good night" he walked down the hall to a set of beautifully carved wooden doors. He entered his room, leaving kagome, sango and shippou to marvel at their room and fight over whom got which bed. "G'night" kagome jumped into the biggest and softest bed, and closed her eyes. "G'night" sango plopped down onto the next biggest bed, leaving shippou with a medium sized bed. They all slept for about 5 hours, before awekening to a banging sound in the hallway, and jaken screaming "NO, ANYTHING BUT THAT, I'LL COOK AND CLEAN JUST DON'T MAKE ME LOOK AFTER RIN!" Kagome and sango both rolled over, groaning at the sound of a toad being chased by rin. "Hey, kags, you up?" sango mumbled, sitting up and rubbing her eyes. "Ya, it's hard to sleep through jaken's screams for mercy," "wanna go take a bath?" kagome jumped out of bed "yes" she went to wak towards the door but fell down, "hunh?" she had propelled herself out of bed so fast, she'd lost her balance. She got up, muttering something about stupid mornings, and slippery wooden floors, she headed for the bathing room, closely followed by sango. They went in the room and closed the door behind them, locking it, they stripped down and got into the nice hot water "ah, that's much better, sango throw me the shampoo" she threw the bottle at kagome, who just barley caught it. "so kags, what do you think that letter is about?" thinking for a moment, she dunked her head under the water to get the soap out of her hair, and hopefully avoid the question. How ever she had no such luck, sango just kept on asking and asking, "for the last time sango, I don't know!" "You like him, don't you?" kagome froze, she turned to glare at sango, "of course not, I don't like any one like that right now, all I care about is finding the rest of the jewel, taking care of my son, and making sure miroku doesn't grope me!" "Don't worry bout him, I don't think he'll be groping any one for a while, too many innocent children near by" "thank the gods" they finnished bathing in silence, well, okay there was still the occasionally cry for help from jaken, but other than that it was quiet. They got dressed and dried their hair, "well, I guess I should read the message…but do I really want too?" "Kags, if you don't open it I will" "fine!" she opened it, and found it was quite short.
this is the message, okay?
Higurashi, Kagome.
You have been chosen by the lord of the western lands as the most compatible suitor for becoming the lord's mate, the ceremony will be held on the night of the full moon. You will familiarize yourself with the youkai mating ritual before then. Should you choose not to accept, you will have to be killed.
"WHAT THE FUCK! NO WONDER INUYASHA WOULDN'T GIVE ME THE GODAMNED MESSAGE!" "What does it say kagome?" "Mommy why are you yelling?" "WHY THAT INSENSITIVE, BAKA…" "well, I take it you have read the message." He happened to hear her screaming at the top of her lungs about the note, and decided to check and see if ther was anything wrong, that was his first mistake, the seccond one, was not knocking before entering the room, seing as she was dressed in pajama's. (AN: she's wearing like mini boxer shorts, and a small tank top, it's summer people!) "DAMN RIGHT I READ IT, DIDN'T ANYONE EVER TELL YOU TO KNOCK BEFORE ENTERING A LADIE'S ROOM!" "No" she just stood there, she was so mad right now her face was beat red. "GET OUT, ALL OF YOU, RIGHT NOW! I NEED TO BE ALONE" she pushed everyone, including shippou out the doors, and locked them, she ran to her bed and began to cry. Outside her door sesshomaru looked puzzled "what just happened?" "She locked us out, and now she's crying, what was in that message?" "That is of no concern to you human." Sango stalked off to the gardens, to go try some nice relaxing meditation. Meanwhile, sesshomaru and shippou had begun talking. "What exactly is in that message, don't tell me it's not my concern, because it is, kagme's my mother now, so just tell me" sesshomaru sighed, "fine stupid kit, you win, the message simply states that she has been chosen to be my mate, and the ceremony is on the night of the full moon." Shippou looked shcoked for a moment, then a smile washed over his face, "what are you so happy about?" "You have no idea what that's got to mean to her, she's been so depressed, and she keeps talking in her sleep saying 'no one loves me' and 'who would want me?'" "And this applies to me how? Surley she has a family." Shippou shook his head "it's complicated" "how can it be complicated she either has a family or she doesn't" "not really." Shippou decided that it would be far easier to explain with a song kagome had taught him, so he sang.
I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again
What's wrong what's wrong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind
Be strong be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
Chorus
Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallin' behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place, yeah
Chorus 2xs
She's lost inside lost inside (oh oh)
She's lost inside lost inside oh oh oh
"I still don't get it completely." Shippou looked like he could've hit sesshomaru, but decided he'd better just explain again. "Look, she had a brother, and a mom and grandpa, except, she can't go back to them because something bad happened, and they didn't understand, they had a big fight, and her jii-chan got a bit worked up. And he well, 'took care of' her mother and brother, so now he's all that's left, and she's on the run." Sesshomaru was quite shocked; she of all people had no one left? Besides her son, and her friends she was alone. "I see." Shippou nodded and walked up to the door, he knocked really loudly "mommy, can we come in?" they heard the lock turn, and the door opened, just enough for her to see who shippou meant by 'we'. She saw sesshomaru and shut the door, "I only want to see sango right now" they heard the door lock, "ok, I'll go get sango, you two talk through the door or something." Shippou ran off to find sango. "look wen…I mean, kagome, the locks on these doors can't keep me out, so if you don't open it willingly, I'll just bust them down." "go ahead and try it, but guarantee you'll regret it." "We'll see" he tried to break the doors down, only to find she'd placed soutra's on them from the inside. Maybe she forgot to put soutra's on the window. He turned and left the hall, heading for the gardens below her window. When he got there he jumped up and through the large window, "well, I see you forgot about the window." She turned around and glared at him, damn, the window… "I didn't forget, I just didn't bother with it, I didn't think you'd even think about going thru it for at least another twenty minutes." Using his demonic speed he had her pinned to the closest wall, she had really pissed him off with that comment. "Look wen…kagome, I will not tollerate those kind of insults." "Really? What kind would you tollerate, name calling, taunting, ooh, I know critisism on you're choice of drapes?" he was seething with anger now, what was wrong with the drapes? They were such a nice set of black velvet, so soft and pretty. "you will not do any of those, you will cooperate unless you'd rather die, or better yet, I'll turn you over to your grandfather, I'm sure he'd love to see you again" her expression went from amused, to shocked, to angry, to extremely upset. She started crying and pushed him away. Oh crap had he ever done it now, you never bring up a homicidle relative that's looking to kill you to an emotionally distraught girl, it's just common sense. "I'm sorry, kagome, I shouldn't have said that…" "just get away from me!" "…but…" "now!" he walked back towards the window, he looked at her again and decided she wasn't fit to have the black drapes, so hee took them down and jumped out the window. She looked up and saw him jump out the window with the drapes, she couldn't help it, she started laughing, hard, she couldn't breathe and she couldn't stop, it was just too funny. Damn I am a good actor, shows what my teacher knows! she heard sango banging on the door "hang on, I'm comin'." She walked over and opened the doors, "hey sango, what's up?" "Shippou said you wanted to talk to me." "Oh yeah…how about we go for a walk, I could use some air," sango gave her a look that said 'who-are-you-and-what-happened-to-kags?' before replying "ok, I guess a walk would be good, why were you laughing though?" "Oh, I was talking to sesshomaru, and he brought up my familly, I started to cry, but it was all fake tears, and then when he left he took the drapes." Sango started laughing, until she saw sesshomaru appear behind kagome, "so, you were faking it huh? Well, now you have to be punished." Kagome felt like some one had just douced her with ice cold water, she turned to see an amused smirk on his face. "Did I say fake? I meant lake," he picked her up and threw her over his shoulder. "I'll have to teach you some manners. And you human go do what ever, you can see kagome at dinner." Sango nodded and ran back to the gardens. Sesshomaru started walking, kagome still on his shoulder, towards his room. How should he punish her? There are so many fun ways; he smirked as he thought of all the things he could do. He didn't even notice when her weight went missing from his shoulder. If she hadn't tried to run right away then he wouldn't have noticed for quite some time. "Where do you think you're going?" "Uh, that way" she pointed towards the other end of the hall, where sango and the gardens were, and ran. He was too shocked to do anything, when he got over the shock, he decided to have a little fun with kagome, starting by following, following as in walking not running. She could run faster than he could walk, but she would have to stop before he would. She reached the gardens and headed straight for the tree closest to a window. She had just started to climb when he reached the garden. Let's see, the window leads to the study. He smirked and ran towards the study, she was climbing the tree too fast for him to be able to beat her by walking. He had just opened the door and reached his chair when she climbed through the window, which was directly above the chair he had just sat in, and she jumped down, landing right in his lap this is a comfy chair she didn't exactly relize she'd landed on him until he wraped his arms anround her and said "I got you" she screamedand tried to run again, but wasn't going anywhere fast with his arms around her. "Lemme go!" "No" he put a hand infront of her mouth so she couldn't shout at him, he stood up, still holding her, and headed for his room again, this time making sure she couldn't escape. Once they got in the room he shut and locked the door. "Look, I uh, should go and take care of my son…" "no, he's playing with rin." She didn't like the look on his face. (AN: I don't know where to go with this story, right now I do, but later on I wont…urk damn writers block. But for now, on with the story!) "Umm…I should cook lunch then…" "nope, jaken's doing that" "I didn't know he could cook, I thought he was just a usless imp thing." "He can't, and ya he is useless." He cornered her on the edge of the bed. This was fun, she would back up a couple inches, and he would go forward a couple inches. She had a nervous look on her face, and he smirked again, he leaned in closer, she was far too shocked to do anything, and he captured her lips in his own.
i hope you like this story, i've been working on it for about two or so weeks already, and i'm working on more too, it is quite obviously a sessXkag story, and i do not think kags is a skank, that's just kikyou.
